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Mondo and Kiyotaka fervently kissed in the school men’s bathroom, it was evening already and after a rough day “studying”, Mondo dragged his boyfriend to where they are now
Taka with his back pressed against the wall, while him and his biker boyfriend kissed so passionately with no break to breath, but it didn’t matter, only the absolutely perfect moment of finally being with the other mattered
“Mondo—Hmph..Mondo calm down i’m not- I’m not going anywhere what’s with the hurry?- Hmph”
His words were basically being devoured by Mondo’s own mouth on his one
“Sorry babe i just—” And another kiss “I just can’t stop myself around you, y’er so perfect i love you so so much”
“Mondo you’re going to make me blush even more stoop” And there they were, blushing together and giggling over another makeout session and silly confessions that they never got tired of listening from the other
But apparentely, Mondo got tired of it first, and it didn’t take too long in Kiyotaka’s view, or maybe it really did take a lot of time and he was just blind, because right now in the same bathroom, Taka was on the floor with his back on the same wall, but this time there were no love or teen lust, just some annoying hall monitor with a bleeding, probaly broken, nose, and his ex future husband with a hurt, slight blood stained fist and a angry but still victorious expression
And he has that expression because he won, and of course he knows it, he knew it from the first “I love you” that he had won
Their first “I love you”, a moment neither would ever forget no matter how hard they tried, no that they would try anyway
They were both coming back from another ice cream date, they joked around, laughed, loved each other and now here they were, the day had been wonderful and now in this relaxing afternoon, walking down the street in direction to Taka’s house holding hands
“Hey Taka”
“Hm”
“Thanks for today i had a really great time y’know” He was blushing
“I had a lot of fun today too Mondo, thanks too”
“Heh, no problem”
“...”
“...”
“Taka,.. You know... I love you, love you a lot”
“...”
“I love you too Mondo, i love you so so much”
“That’s so gay honey” He said laughing
“You’re the one who started”
But happiness can’t really last forever, that’s just a fiction thing, reality is a like a hard punch on the nose, one that never stop hurting, one that comes from nowhere and you should always be ready for, and Kiyotaka took too long in his 17 years of life to realize that
With an acute pain on his face, blood dripping from his nose, staining his perfect white uniform with spots that would hurt his heart even more to clean than his nose right now
The injuried one got up, wiping the blood in the back of his hand, just to a few seconds later, it starts to drip again
“That just proves my point Owada” The tone in his voice should’ve been disappointed and completely sad, but there was only fury and certain, like he knew that was exactly what was going to happen, and being honest, at some point he probaly knew it
“That punch on my face just proves that you’re a weak man that can’t do ANYTHING without appealing to your goddamn fists” Kiyotaka had already said that a few times, and a few minutes ago, remembering the other about it might not have been the right decision in the taller boy vision
“Weak? Do you think I am weak? Can you not look at yourself right now? You look nothing more than pathetic, a pathetic litte weak faggot that can’t even defend himself”
“Do you mind STOP saying that word like you want to offend me?”
“What word? Do you mean faggot? That thing you know you are? A little faggot that fell in love with me?” Mondo said pushing Taka’s back with angry on the wall again
“Oh—” The black haired one made a sound after hitting the wall
“You say that like you wasn’t one too, yes i was dumb enough to fall for you and your stupid pretty face, but you also fell in love with me, don’t you dare act like you don’t because even thought you act like you hate me—”
“Shut up”
“Even thought you want to act like that, you know in some place there” He poked Mondo’s chest with his index finger
“Somewhere, you know that loved me, YOU fell in love with me, a boy, not just a normal boy, a boy who you told your deepest secrest, a boy you felt so comfortable that you alowed yourself to be weak around, a boy who you wrote love letters that even thought you never were good enough to write things, you tried your hardest and with all you heart, and always put them under my table after school because you knew that i would come back to clean the class and find it”
“Stop it, i told you to fucking SHUT UP”
“And you did this and much MUCH more because even thought you don’t want to admit it, because even thought you want to hide it from yourself and from everyone else, you’re gay too, you know that you’re a “fucking faggot”, as you say, too, or are you going to tell me that all the nights that we spent together cuddling in your bed watching movies while you petted my hair was all an act? Are you going to tell me that all the kisses we gave to each other were fake? Did you suck my dick that one time just to “mess with me”? Because i remember every fucking single time you told me that you loved me, and none of them looked fake, and we both know you don’t know how to lie for so long”
And there was silence, a deafening silence that none wanted to break, so there they were, alone in the man school’s bathroom
The bleeding had stopped, leaving an stain of dry blood above Taka’s shutted mouth
After a few minutes in this silence, just with the sound of hard breathing from both, Mondo got closer, quickly locking his lips against Taka, he missed this feeling so much, but it didn’t last too long, because he was brutely pushed
While Mondo tried to not fall on the floor, he saw Taka wiping his mouth, it hurted to see, oh god how it hurted
“You’re the one who broke up with me, went back to bullying me, and did all you could just to humiliate me over and over again. You can’t do that with me Mondo, i’m not something you can use just to your fun when you want and hide me you think you're going to be caught”
Mondo couldn’t process fast enough to make words
“Don’t come closer to me again Mondo, ever
..
I really hope someday you can stop hating yourself so much
Goodbye Owada”
And with that, Kiyotaka left the bathroom, wiping the tears that had formed in the corner of his eyes, leaving Mondo alone
Mondo had his closed fists glued to his body, and his expression were pratically impossible to read, just with a hint of shock and angry while shy tears streamed down his face, obviously he didn’t expected to have all of the truth rubbed on his face suddenly
The truth
He knew it all, of course he knew, he wasn’t dumb
Yes he had broked up with Taka due fear, fear of what people were going to think, fear of how his friends would react, fear of society, fear of how his gangue would react, what would people say if they found out if Mondo Owada, lider of the biggest bike gangue in Japan was gay, a fucking, disgusting, repulsive faggot
He coudn’t do it, he didn’t knew how HE would react to it all, so it was better to hide all this feelings, but he couldn’t hide Taka, so it was better break up with him, even thought he spent the night before crying his eyes out, and every single day after that missing him with all his heart, it was the better thing to do
He missed Taka
But Taka couldn’t keep missing Mondo forever