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1. Just Don't Let Me Fall Asleep, Feeling Empty Again by orphan_account

   Fandoms: Angel: the Series  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Sep 2021

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Winifred "Fred" Burkle/Wesley Wyndam-Pryce
   • Winifred "Fred" Burkle
   • Wesley Wyndam-Pryce
   • Charles Gunn
   • Angel (BtVS)
   • Jasmine (AtS) (mentioned)
   • Cordelia Chase (mentioned)
   • Allen Francis Doyle
   • Pylea (AtS)
   • Cannon Divergence
   • AU
   • Trauma
   • Trauma Recovery
   • trigger warning for an awful lot of stuff
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicide
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Depression
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Violence
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • i wish there was a place for lorne in this
   • POV Fred
   • one tiny little bit of pov wesley
   • Therapy
   • Shooting
   • Gun Violence
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Nightmares

   Summary

   what if fred hadn't coped quiet as well with the jasmine incident?
   title and chapter titles from the paramore song "pressure"
   pov fred unless stated otherwise
   trigger warning: this fanfiction deals heavily in depression, suicide, self-harm, mental breakdowns, violence and other things along that vein. please don't read if that triggers you!
   note: this fic is not intended to romanticise any of the above or make them appear selfish, because they shouldn't be romanticised and they aren't selfish - it's only intention is to show how the Jasmine incident may have affected Fred, from Fred's perspective.
   disclaimer: i own nothing, all rights to joss etc.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,381

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Kudos:

   5

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