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Victim

Summary:

Jason Todd never wanted to be a victim again

and certainly not like this

Notes:

So. This is the first time in more than a year and a half that I've written anything. And it's my first time writing for this fandom (after being roaming around for like 8 months or so); so have mercy.
I'M SO SORRY I've gone and done another angsty piece. This fandom is used to angst (and I've gotten used to reading copious amounts of angst); but, still. Cried quite a bit writing it.
I've got a hundred different ideas (some of them even fluff!); but today (yesterday) just broke me. I watched the entire 3 episodes of s3 of Titans, without even realizing it was Jay's birthday and...gosh, I HATE IT. Those writers are the worst. I'm SO MAD at what they did to him that I started tearing up mid-episode 2 and didn't stop. And the words just...came pouring out of me. So, again, sorry.
The style is kinda "train of thought", so be aware. (Also, I have no beta and kinda did this is in a one-hour-sitting, so if you see any mistakes let me know please).

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

He’s not going to be just another victim

 

He’s not, he’s not

 

He hasn’t gone through all the shit life threw at him; hasn’t suffered and pushed himself to the furthest limits he is capable of; he hasn’t sweated and cried and bled for this to be his fucking end

 

He promised himself, he swore he was never gonna end up back in a place like this; at the mercy of a being that’s more monster than man, one that has enjoyed every second of enflicting this misery on him

He got out-

 

He got out-

 

He’s Robin-

Robin isn’t a victim, Robin helps victims; he isn’t one, he can’t be one-

 

He refuses to become a victim again. He can’t, he can’t, he can’t

 

He shouldn’t be another of Joker’s victims. He couldn't.

 

To be just one more number in the huge tally of that monster’s record-

 

He has to endure, he has to last

 

Five more minutes and Bruce will be here. Just five , and he’ll be found. He’ll be...he’ll be rescued , saved. His dad will save him, like he did before.

 

But he has to get to the door; has to make a last effort, before he can rest.

 

Rest will come after . Rest and warmth and safety. He’ll be safe. He’ll be home.

 

He'll be home.

 

Blankets and hot chocolate and hugs

it’s so close

i can feel them

their warmth, their care

 

He just has to keep pushing. One step. Drag the foot. Fall. Try to stand up. Crawl. Crawl. Keep crawling. Everything, anything to get out. 

dad, i’m so close

I'm so close but it hurts so much 

 

There’s a sharp sound. Rhythmic. Repetitive. Get to the door first. Crawl. He’s closer, he’s so close.

 

Everything hurts. He feels things moving, shifting. Things that shouldn’t move around. Skin and bones and muscle.  Breathe. Breathe and crawl. Almost there, alm-

it’s closed.



no no no no no no nonononONO

He has to get out, he has to get out

he can’t die here, he won´t die here, won’t become one more in thousands of casualities in this fucking GAME   Joker’s been playing for decades

 

He won’t

he won’t be

 

just 

 

another

 

victim

 

This can’t be his end, he’s better than this, he trained to exhaustion to be better than this

-robin is magic-

He’s broken and bloody and in so much pain

Bruce has to help him, he has to

He’ll be here, any minute now.

Three more minutes, right? Then i can rest.

 

That noise. It keeps happening. Over and over and over and over, like... like a clock-

or a countdown

 

There’s a bomb, of course there’s a fucking bomb.

Less than a minute.

He’s got less than a minute now, and he-

-robin gives me magic, robin is hope- he has to have hope-

 

He won’t become a victim

hope, hope, hope, hope-

dad will save me

He is not-

he is not

i will not be-

 

peep-peep-peep-peeppeeppeeppeeppeeppeeppeep-




Oh.

I will.

Notes:

Thanks for reading!
I hope I haven't lost my touch ñ.ñU
If you liked it, let me know! I'd love to hear how you think I did.

Kiss!