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molangingkai
are you sure you want
to do this?
i mean, you've been together
for like… years now.
and taehyun has always
supported you…
look i know. and it hurts.
it really does.
i mean, i still love him but im
not sure if we should still
be together when im so
focused on my dream
yes, he has always supported me
and i'm super lucky to have him
but…
but what??
he deserves better than me
with the survival show coming up,
taehyun gaining more students…
you know how long it's been
since i've been to a recital?
aw really? :(
you’ve always loved going
to those!! :((
even the staff let you go
since you looked so sad
when they said no
ik :((
i feel rlly bad, it's the
only time i get to see him
play
rlly??
he doesn't play if you
ask him to?
well, i don't rlly ask…
and he doesn't feel
comfortable practicing
around me?
huh… why? o.o"
well… idk. he used to do
it all the time in
high school but…
something changed i guess?
idk.
beomgyu hyung…
look, it doesn't matter
anymore really right?
i'm meeting up with him today
and we're gonna talk and
break up
hopefully we'll still be friends
after awhile…
but it's for the best.
if you say so… >-<
text me if u need anything!!
or wanna talk afterwards <3
dw i will
Global Dispatch @DispatchGlobal ✓
#NextIdol #BEOMGYU #LGBT #Reveal
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Next Idol's Newest Contestant Choi Beomgyu photos found with Boyfriend of 4 Years
www.dispatch.com/choibeomgyub… .
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NEXT IDOL SOON @dreams2true
Replying to @DispatchGlobal
see, this is what we were afraid of. Dispatch
outing a gay idol and now he might even get
kicked out!! Poor guy :(
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BEOMGYU GAY??? @Stray_flex
Replying to @DispatchGlobal
HOLY SHIT A GAY CONTESTANT??????
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Junnie's GF @theboystotheback
Replying to @DispatchGlobal
well ig i know who i'm not voting for
molangingkai
HYUNG
YOU NEED TO ANSWER
SOMETHING HAPPENED
DID YOU SEE IT
ARE YOU OKAY????
12:56
sweetheart 15 mins
yeah you can come on up whenever
see you soon
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manager-nim 10 min
missed call x 3
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molangingkai 7 min
missed call
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mom 3 min
missed call x 2
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
wait i dont get what's going on could you explain plz… - ofc! so here is a whole thread about what happened for those who wanna know !!
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
next idol is the new survival show and a couple weeks ago they announced a contestant choi beomgyu who has been a trainee at bighit for two years along with a couple of other trainees
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
but either a saesang or some k-fan who knew him or something?? (it's a bit unclear) found beomgyu on this instagram post. i won't link it or anything cuz it shouldn't even be around but u'll probably see it...
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
but it's of this piano teacher?? and it has beomgyu and they are there and in one of the photos beomgyu is holding this boy's hand
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
it was obviously taken a few years ago. but it was brought to the surface and people who didn't want it spread were too late… and dispatch made an article about it.
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
there hasn't been any confirmation about it from bighit, and people are worried if now beomgyu is gonna get kicked out of next idol… listen, there are very few out lgbt+ idols for a reason.
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
i know that shipping and how idols act sometimes will give us these notions that it's okay but really… this may just destroy choi beomgyu's career before it even starts. but i dont want that to happen!! and neither do a lot of people! so we're banding together in support to hopefully continue for beomgyu to be in next idol and sending him lots of love!
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
i think a lot of us in the lgbt+ community understand that feeling of being outed and having everything fall apart. i know i do. but for now we just have to wait for either next idol or bighit to give a statement…
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
and for those asking, no. beomgyu's insta was not found. but people have been harassing this guy about beomgyu and he hasn't said anything either. i did take a look and it seems like it's more for his piano teaching and the picture was at a recital of some kind??
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GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Replying to @maagicdream
i will add more as the updates come please share for those who may be confused!! here is also a link to a petition to keep beomgyu on next idol!
red velvet cb soon @wendygf
idk how bg stuff got over to my tl but then i saw it was gay and that made a lot more sense
chel × @dispelbp
i think people are overreacting like… it's not even confirmed that was even his boyfriend… skinship is a lot different korea than here you guys…
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STREAM BUTTER @butlifeg0seon
Replying to @dispelbp
That's what I thought too, but k-fans are finding out they went to highschool together… I've heard they even found more photos? Not sure. It's all pretty messed up.
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chel × @dispelbp
Replying to @butlifeg0seon
people just want something that isn't true to be true. so overreactive….
BLOCK LIST PINNED @TWiCEGFSS
BLOCKLIST FOR THOSE BEING HOMOPHOBIC TOWARDS BEOMGYU WILL UPDATE AS MORE ARE ADDED
@/dispelbp
@/shooter2respect
@/theboystotheback
@/boemgyuhate...
kai @huehuekai 🔒
i just hope everything is okay
sweetheart
hey taehyun, listen i know i left
super suddenly and i rlly
didn't mean to but… i'm
gonna have a car pick you up?
like right now?
Because they found out?
you know?
Yeah, your mom called me
trying to get a hold of
you.
And I'm now seeing all my
Instagram notifications…
Fuck hyung.
i know. i know.
listen, they wanna talk
to us, see what our
options are…
Yeah… options.
but i dont want you to
do anything you are not
comfortable with
i can handle it myself if
you want…
No.
Absolutely not.
I'll cancel all the rest of
my lessons for tomorrow.
you really didn't have
to do that…
Yes I did. This is kinda
my fault, I think.
what do you mean?
They found the photo
from the recital 2 years ago...
Where you're holding
my hand?
right i remember that
one
I think that was when you
just started training…
I really thought I posted
it on my private.
it doesn't really matter now
taehyun-ah it was years
ago...
nothing we can do about it now
Hyung, I'm so sorry.
its okay
No it's not.
its okay with me
listen we'll talk about
it later but the car should
be getting to u soon
be careful
Okay I'll see you
soon.
Love you.
see you ly2
Magic Tyun @kangtaehyun 🔒
I’m not sure if I’m ready for this.
Magic Tyun @kangtaehyun 🔒
But also… is it so bad that I’m glad he never
got to say it himself?
future kpop star choi beomgyu !! 🔒…
god this is the end of everything i just know it
[Screenshot image of Choi Beomgyu sitting with Kang Taehyun in a small concert-like setting. Both of them look at the camera directed at them with a smile, Kang Taehyun's hand held in Choi Beomgyu's. The screenshot is seen on Instagram with the description thanking those who attended]
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kai @huehuekai 🔒
Replying to @ChoiBeom
answer me?? hello???
Choi Soobin
Hey Soobin-ssi, this is Taehyun.
I need to cancel our lesson tomorrow
and maybe even more.
Some personal stuff came up and
it comes first, I will let you know
when we can reschedule.
Again, I’m sorry I know with your busy
schedule that finding times is
really hard…
Taehyun, thank you for telling me!!
Trust me I totally understand. Take
all the time you need…
Also please feel free to call me hyung
and let me know if there is anything you need.
Of course. Thanks Soobin hyung.
~Binnie~
Jun, have you heard?
? What about?
Um, a trainee that was about
to go on the new survival
show got outed…
Shit really?
That's so awful
Do you know him?
Um, not really? Well I…
Remember Kai?
Um not from exo right?
Haha, no. The childhood
friend.
Oh right the one you met
during a child acting gig?
Right, he's also in the
new survival show.
Next Idol I think it's called.
Haha stupid name
I’ve been keeping up with it since I heard
he was going to be in it.
They both trained at the BigHit
so maybe they probably know
each other...
Wait at bighit?
Do you know his name?
The guy that got outted
I can look really quick…
Oh.
Choi Beomgyu...
Holy shit i know him
Really??
Yeah, I did like a guest choreo thing
for bighit awhile back… hes a
really good dancer. we exchanged
numbers too…
Maybe i should check up on
him
Hyung… Before you do that…
Are you doing okay? I know that
things like this can remind you…
It's only been a year.
I know
But I was lucky to have
you and the guys then
What if he doesn't have
anyone?
I know. But you sometimes
overextend yourself to
help others…
I'm just worried
Hyung :(
Aw baby~
You're right binnie i'm sorry...
I'll try my best for it not
to happen.
This does hit a little close
to home…
Hey.
I love you.
I love you too
I don't regret anything
i hope you know that
I try to.
Can I come over?
Of course <3
Incoming Call From Mom
“It should not be easier to get a hold of a boyfriend rather than my own son. Is Taehyun-ah with you?” He hears screech through his phone, Beomgyu takes a deep breath, the empty hallway outside the manager’s office feeling a little less empty with his mother’s familiar forceful tone.
“No, not yet. The car probably picked him up. Sorry I’ve been on the phone with the manager and then I was texting people, but it’s not really a good excuse.” He tries to chuckle but he knows it doesn’t quite get past her.
“No, it’s okay Honey, We’re just worried.” His mom rushes to say, he wishes he could tell her that he knows that she’s joking and that’s fine... “I know that you and Taehyun were being careful…”
They really were. For years. The moment Beomgyu actually got into BigHit all those years ago while in high school, and they were so young. They knew the risks, they took every precaution.
So why now. He can’t help but wonder. After all that work and missed dates, moments cut short, feelings not left to be expressed. Was it even worth it all if this was what was going to happen.
“Sometimes things slip…” He hears her continue on, but can barely process it without tears once again threatening to come to him.
“Someone found a photo on Taehyunie’s Insta and it got spread around.” He explained. “it’s the one from the recital from a couple years ago.”
“Oh I remember that one, so sweet.”
It was. Beomgyu enjoys the look on Taehyun’s face when watching his students, young and old, perform. He knows Taehyun could’ve been at stages all around the world performing, but he didn’t want that. The face is similar to the way he used to look at him, like he was the happiest he could’ve been. His hand was so soft in his, without fear for once, and yet that was the moment that took it all away from them.
“Haha,” Beomgyu chokes out, “I think the whole kpop industry has mixed feelings.”
“Hey…”
“I know” Beomgyu sniffs, trying to wipe away the tears before they come out. “Sorry. It’s a lot.”
“What are your options?” His mom, always trying to rationalize everything. At least it’s something else to focus on.
“From what I am hearing, it sounds like people are expecting for me to break up with Taehyun and maybe BigHit will address it or maybe we’ll ignore it.” Beomgyu admits, he knows that his mom and Taehyun have always gotten along. Though she doesn’t know how things have been lately.
“Hm…” She says, non-committal, as if she knows there is just that other detail.
“But they are having me bring Taehyun here…” Beomgyu tries to sound a bit more positive, “I don’t know. This has never happened before. It’s new for everyone.”
“Beomgyu-ah.” His mom says seriously. “Are you prepared for the possibility that you will have to break up with Taehyun?”
Beomgyu hesitates, “... I… “ He knows, that just a couple hours ago he was ready to say goodbye to Taehyun, to the past four years and look to the future to Next Idol to making music to finally living his dream.
Just hours ago, that was the plan.
But Beomgyu doesn’t know what it is. But seeing that photo, Taehyun was in that one nice suit he has and that Beomgyu adores. He remembers Taehyun laughing at his own starry appearance.
“Well I guess I know who the true star is tonight.” He had said, fixing his collar, but pulled him into a kiss that was just a simple press, but if Beomgyu was a star then in that moment, Taehyun was the gravity that pushes into him that creates explosions in just anything as a simple kiss for the first time in weeks... what do they call those again?
“I know baby bear,” she coos, understandably, pulling Beomgyu from the memory, “I’m just telling you that may be something you have to do. You may have to choose. Taehyun or your career.”
Taehyun or his career.
He used to know the answer but now.
He isn’t sure.
“It’ll be okay sweetie. We’ll be here for you no matter what you choose.” She says, but something in Beomgyu feels like his mom already knows what he’ll choose. He wishes he knew himself as much as she did.
“Thanks Mom. I gotta go, Taehyun should be here soon.” He says, and it’s like he felt it because right then the elevator dings
“Keep me updated please.” She says.
“Okay, I love you-”
He’s supposed to tell her to tell Toto I love you as well, but he looks up and sees Taehyun coming out of the elevator. His brown hair is messy as if ran through it multiple times. But he still wore a nice collared shirt with black fitting pants. And Beomgyu feels the same way he did when he saw Taehyun for the first time walking into that classroom. He remembers now.
It felt like a supernova.
“Love you too. Talk soon.”
Call Ended
choi yeonjun-sunbaenim (!!)
Hey i saw what's been
going on… i want you to know that
i'm here for you. let me know
if you need anything.
thanks. im just stressing
they brought him
in to figure out what to do
Wow.
That's a luxury.
???
rlly??
I mean, yeah.
sorry, i would like u to explain more but
i gotta go in now
Good luck!
molangingkai
HELLO????
CHOI BEOMGYU????
HYUNG???????
please stop blowing up my phone
i’m about to go into this meeting i’ll
talk to you after.
u better!!! >:((
…
well...
what happened????? it's been HOURS
i have a decision to make
do i want to be the first openly out
competitor in a survival show?
or do i stay in the closet
they... are giving you an option?
yeah i can’t believe it either
i dont think this has ever happened before
at least from what we know
right...
what was taehyun’s reaction?
he... well… i don’t know
i couldn’t read him
but then again i was just just
shaken by the whole thing
but i don’t know i should talk to him
they are giving us some… time
to think about it
some people would actually kill
for this opportunity
people who have wanted to come out but
companies will silence them or take
away their jobs…
right. but like…
idk
am i really the best person to
be the first?
its so much pressure.
so many people are going to hate me
right from the start
hell, they already do with these photos…
you’re right. sorry. :(
I guess. idk, it’s just…
?? what is it?
well, you know Choi Soobin?
from DREAM?
yeah, i was actually just talking to
yeonjun sunbae awhile ago
but i’ve never met soobin sunbaenim
right.
well ive actually known Soobin hyung since we
were kids
wow. wait, rlly???
why haven’t you brought this up?
yeah... we don’t really talk anymore since we
didn’t get into the same company
but i know Soobin hyung would kill to be in
your position right now.
he’s also??
so many of us are, whatevers, bi ace, gay,
dating people, dating group members…
Soobin never wanted to be closeted he was always
really open about being bi for a long time
he wanted to help others to also feel that
they were seen.
he wanted to make that difference in
the world.
i always admired him for that
what happened?
Soobinie hyung fell in love
and the guy... wasn’t ready.
and he just… gave up on it just for that?
is that the reason dream disbanded?
it’s.. lil more complicated than that :/
not really my story, but yeah it kinda led
to that happening. ><
i’ve known Soobin hyung for a really long time
as we were both training and him
preparing for debut…
it’s hard, it’s hard on all of us. we sign
up knowing this life and job we chose
isn’t easy.
but i never saw hyung struggle as much as
he did when DREAM disbanded.
i get that. its… awful.
like they were just a two year old group
and i hate that out of all of these
people, soobin sunbaenim
included, that it’s me who has been
given this opportunity.
i know im extremely lucky…
but i feel like I dont think i deserve it.
we, taehyun and i….
wait…
fuck.
did you break up with him
before all of that happened??
so much was happening man i totally forgot o.o
to be honest so did i.
but no, manager called me right
i was about to say it.
thats… good??
at least it wasnt awkward… :/
idk i think taehyun could tell where
i was going…
he can read me so well...
we havent really talked since we
got out of the office…
like, he is taking me out for coffee…
but it's awkward
at 7?
have you tried talking to him??
look we were in there for hours
as everyone was panicking and giving
us options and scenarios and signing stuff…
even though we didnt actually decide on anything
he needed the coffee too
but he doesn’t want to talk about every time
i bring it up to ask what he thinks, he turns it on me
asks how im feeling and about my options
as if this also doesnt affect him at all???
idk maybe hes just tired
well, speaking of that…
aren’t you still going to break up with him?
well… its kinda bad timing isnt it?
well you said that you think he knows
that you were going to break up with him…
better to get it over with?
besides what else were you going to do??
come out and then continue to be in a
relationship you’re not happy with
and have all of south korea be
involved with it??
i thought you said that it would be better if
i did come out
not exactly, i’m just making sure you
actually think about this before you
decide anything :p
look i know i have been thinking about it
about my career and taehyun.
but idk, something about the whole thing is...
…
what is it?
nvm. i have some thinking to do i guess.
well, i’m over at the dorm if you need me!!
but... everyone else is here too.
i think they are waiting for you to come back…
ughhhhhh
they really have no shame
for real!!!
im gonna make sure taehyunnie gets a
ride home but ill be back soon
just… try to convince them to not come
at me?? its been a long ass day.
i’ll try ><”
see you soon hyung <3
see you
Choi Soobin
Soobin hyung, I actually…
I guess I do have a question.
If you wouldn’t mind answering
Oh, sure. Go ahead.
Was it… hard when DREAM had to
disband?
I mean, I know you all decided to
leave together for whatever
reason.
But all those years of training and
chasing after your goals only for it
to be over in two years…
Right…
Sorry, that’s pretty loaded for me.
Oh, I’m sorry, you don’t have to
answer if it makes you
uncomfortable.
It’s fine!
I mean, yes, it did help that we all
decided to leave together.
But sometimes…
There is a lot of regret.
Of how things were handled and
ways that this all could’ve been prevented.
Sorry. This does hit heavy especially right now.
I get it, I’m sorry.
I guess I just relate. A bit.
Taehyun-ah… I have to ask...
Is your boyfriend…
Choi Beomgyu? The idol who got outted?
Yes, we've been together for 4 years now. Had always
been cautious and watched our backs.
Barely anyone knew not even his managers.
But now everyone knows.
It’s all my fault.
Things had already been rough
between Beomgyu hyung and I.
And now because of one single
photo... it might ruin not just our relationship
his entire life!
I bet he wishes now he never came
to that stupid recital
Taehyun…
I think you are right, that
our stories share a lot in common.
More than you could realize.
So I hope you can take this from me.
It isn’t your fault. And your boyfriend
knows that.
You can try with every bit of you to hide
Everything. Every photo, every tweet, every post.
But it's hard, and some things slip.
Usually people don’t notice, they aren’t supposed to.
But with some people they want to find
out everything. Having no respect for our
privacy.
It’s the hard truth of choosing to become
an idol.
And I am sure Beomgyu knows that.
I just…
I have always supported him.
I never wanted to be the reason
to hold him back.
I honestly don’t know what I was
Doing wrong… things were…
Harder. Than before.
He was pulling away and I didn’t
know how to stop it.
Before all of this. He was about to
break up with me i’m sure of it.
And now, he’s going through this huge
decision and i have no idea how i can be
there for him.
He was sitting right next to me,
but he felt miles away.
Sorry, now I'm just rambling.
It’s okay Taehyun-ah. I get it.
But take it from me.
If you still want to be there for him
even if you are miles away,
you just have to keep reaching for him.
Make a bridge. Build the foundation.
other building stuff...
I know your relationship is a bit
messy right now.
That’s a bit of an understatement.
But he needs someone there for him.
It may as well be the person he is stuck with.
You’re right.
Thanks Soobin hyung.
[A private Instagram post showing an outing. It shows a booth with two drinks sitting on top. One looks to be a plain americano while the other looks more like a caramel macchiato. There is also a figure who is only seen with a plain black shirt. The face is cut off but a mask as well as a beanie can be seen slightly]
Kang_Tae i just want to be here for you
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sweetheart 5 minutes
Hey I just made it back.
GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Look, i know we alllll want updates but no one is saying
Anything! And we probably won’t hear anything for a couple days
We just need to be patient while bighit prepares some kind of statement
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YEAR WITH TWICE @gyurigurrlll
Replying to @maagicdream
If one even comes.
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dani~ @tearsoty2016
Replying to @gyurigurrll and @maagicdream
but they gotta right? even more articles are been written even
in naver abt it…
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YEAR WITH TWICE @gyurigurrlll
Replying to @tearsoty2016 and @maagicdream
My bet is that they dont address it and cuz of the rumors beomgyu
is gonna be voted off in like the first 2 weeks.
gyu insider @Aun25iHDb5nbw
More photos of Choi Beomgyu and boyfriend Kang Taehyun
[Picture that seems to be taken as the same one as the recital, but only the back of their heads are shown. But with Choi Beomgyu’s starry outfit and bleached hair it’s easy to see it’s them, with Beomgyu leaning in close to his alleged boyfriend Kang Taehyun to whisper something, their proximity is clearly apparent.]
[An older more blurry photo that was screenshotted from snapchat, Beomgyu and Taehyun stand close together in a bathroom with headbands that pull their hair out of their faces, they are holding hands in this photo and in a black bar towards the bottom of the picture it reads “night with taehyunnie <3” the photo must be quite old by at least a few years]
[A photo that must maybe the oldest out of the bunch is taken from afar, it shows two boys in Hanlim Multi Art School uniforms, they are standing near the arcade games and one boy has his head lying on this other’s shoulder and arms around his waist, however you can’t see the boys’ faces clearly]
[The last photo shows the same two boys entering Bighit’s building but it’s much clearer that the lighter haired one is Beomgyu who is wearing a mask while Taehyun has his arm linked with his without a mask. Both still wearing Hanlim uniforms and Taehyun is smiling widely as if he was laughing]
GYU PROTECTOR @maagicdream
Guys please don’t spread around those photos too, please just block and report that account.
We shouldn’t make this situation even worse and this completely invades their privacy.
Hyunieeejunnnnn @hyun-junnieaf
k but are we not gonna talk bout how taehyun went to hanlim… what if they were both trainees and thats how they met….
and i didn’t like the ending by sweetdreams2yeonbin
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Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Choi Beomgyu/Kang Taehyun, Choi Beomgyu, Kang Taehyun, Trainee Days, trainee kang taehyun, Angst, but there is fluff i promise, Open Ending, i can’t believe i actually wrote this haha
sweetheart
hey sorry i was a little busy
It’s fine.
Everything okay over there?
yeah just the others being dickheads
about the whole thing you know
I will come over there and give them
A piece of my mind
taehyun you dont need to
do that it’s fine. kai helped a bit.
im fine.
Okay.
…
how are you doing?
Can we facetime?
Oh sorry, we sent that at the same time.
its fine
and… its pretty late yknow…
Ah right.
Magic Tyun @kangtaehyun 🔒
But you used to not care how late it was.
Magic Tyun @kangtaehyun 🔒
Hell you used to show up at my door at 2am
because I said I missed you
Magic Tyun @kangtaehyun 🔒
What happened...
I’m still… shaken over the whole
thing.
Like.
A part of me can’t believe that they are even
giving you a choice.
Even encouraging.
right.
its weird.
many other trainees or idols
dont get this as far as i know
That’s… good?
Like this company is giving you the choice
And hopefully the option will be given more
In the future.
if people know that is.
What do you mean?
i mean if i choose not to come out
like then other companies will never
know that i was asked what i wanted to do
and…
Hey, listen.
You shouldn’t be pressured to come out
just for the sake of other people.
You should only come out if you want to
Hyung.
i know i know but the thought of
other people and idols getting to
come out. finally having the freedom
to do so.
if just one person does.
You don’t know that.
Change is slow, we both know this.
But Gyu...
I’m… scared.
Scared for you to come out.
That you’ll be alone with the
entire korean industry against you.
taehyun…
Sorry. I’ll be supportive of whatever you
choose.
And I’ll be here for you and so will your
family, the company, your friends, and your fans.
taehyun... i…
future kpop star choi beomgyu !! 🔒…
why are you acting like this…
i’m gonna go to bed now
i gotta a lot to think about
Okay.
Magic Tyun @kangtaehyun 🔒
I want to ask so badly.
Magic Tyun @kangtaehyun 🔒
I need to stop being such a coward
Will I see you soon? Or hear from you?
probably.
hopefully?
honestly hyun i’m not sure
Okay, just.. Let me know.
Again I’m here for you
Always.
Good night Hyung.
good night taehyunie
Magic Tyun @kangtaehyun 🔒
Is it even worth trying anymore?
♫ and as wonderful as this all seems, this is beyond the means ♫
♫ it’s just a dream ♫
choi yeonjun-sunbaenim (!!)
sunbae sorry it took so long for me to
get back to you everything has been
super insane…
Oh! youre totally fine, it’s understandable
How are you doing?
it’s... a lot.
Yeah... i’m sorry that you have to choose
between breaking up with your boyfriend
and being an idol.
It’s not easy at all.
Trust me.
actually, they are giving me a choice
to come out.
Holy shit.
Really?
That’s amazing congrats!!!
Man, i shouldve joined bh...
yeonjun sunbae… its a little more
complicated for that for me…
honestly before this whole thing happened…
i was about to break up with my boyfriend
Oh shit.
Well, was it because of the stress of being
an idol and the whole stress of next idol?
well kinda?
Then!! things will be easier now you’re
out! like you could even bring your
boyfriend to events, to concerts, post about him…
You are extremely lucky beomgyu.
… thanks sunbae.
No problem!!!!!!! i wish you all the luck
i’ll be rooting for you choi beomgyu!
sweetheart
hey
Hyung? I thought you said you were going to bed...
i’m gonna come out.
You are?
Did you even think about what I said...
yes. but so many people would kill to be
where i am right now hyun. and this
could change everything
But are you ready for that?
yeah i am
but taehyun you have to be ready too
Me?
yes you
when i come out that means you have to
come out to as my boyfriend
Right, I knew that.
you say that but you haven’t said anything
about how you feel about it!!
Hyung I felt that your decision was
more important.
but its not! look
i know that things have been… hard
for us.
You were going to break up with me.
yeah.
i was.
but when all of this happened, i
had a second wear i realized that
since i was already planning
to break up with you that
everything would be fine.
wed both move on.
but
…
But what.
but i then saw how much i would
hate that. I would hate to be
forced away from you like this
We knew the risks when we started.
hyun we were kids!
how could we have ever known what
we were signing up for 4 year ago?
i know you didnt sign up for all this…
but
taehyun ah
i love you
that hasnt changed
… It hasn’t changed for me either
i know its going to just be harder
and i can’t really explain why
but im not ready to give up
so
will you come out with me
be my boyfriend and not hide away anymore
face everyone who will hate us
i understand if you want to think about it.
Beomgyu.
I’ll do it.