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"My mother used to say that we are born from stars and that even if we live on earth, so far away from the other stars, a part of us will still glow together with the lights of the sky."
Marco Bott was a dreamer. Jean Kirschstein was in love.
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- Part 1 of We Are Stars
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"Hey, Marco... Is that you?"
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When Jean got invited to a New Year's Eve party, he had not expected to meet this cute, freckled guy. He might have to thank Eren for inviting him, after all.
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You see them glowing, everywhere, but only your intended one. They are the light that leads you home, that makes the darkness and shadows go away. Seeing their face might be the most perfect moment in one’s life.
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“Do none of you care about the children? It’s a bachelor auction, and you, my friend, are a bachelor. Abracadabra, put your name on the list.”
“I can’t,” Eddie repeats. He can’t. He cannot. “I’m not.”
“You’re not? Since when?” Chimney frowns. “Who?”
It’s not Eddie’s fault that, at that exact moment, Buck walks in. So it’s not his fault that he opens his mouth and says, “Buck.”
Or, Eddie trips and falls into a lightly fraudulent HR-disclosed "consensual romantic relationship" with his best friend. Really, if you think about it, it's a win-win.
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27 Mar 2026
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Chris gives him a look holding the type of ire you can only receive from a teenager. “No…” he says as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world. “You’re my other dad.”
Buck feels his throat tighten and his eyes prickle. He tries not to show it - he knows he will immediately drain any coolness cache he has left with Chris if he does. He basks in the honor of Chris considering him for any kind of paternal role for a moment before the other half of the equation dawns on him. “Wait…you told her I’m married to your dad?”
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Chris convinces Buck to pretend to be married to Eddie to impress his classmate.
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14 Mar 2026
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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22 Feb 2026
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Ich hab' dich immer geliebt (auch wenn's oft nicht so aussah) by localbibitch
Fandoms: Tatort (TV 1970)
10 Feb 2026
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“Ich hab sie geliebt.”
Der Satz trifft Leo mitten ins Herz. In ihrem Gesicht sieht Leo, dass Claire sie wirklich liebte. Ihr niemals weh tun wollte. Leo erinnert sich daran, was Esther ihm und Adam erzählt hat. Über das Hochzeitsvideo. Teenager, die rumblödeln und sich Versprechen geben, die nie eingehalten werden. Er hat das früher auch gemacht. Mit Adam.
oder: durch diesen einen Satz von Claire wird Leo zurück in seine Vergangenheit mit Adam geholt
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21 Feb 2026
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Leo Hölzer und das hypothetische Klassentreffen des Todes by carmenta
Fandoms: Tatort, Tatort Saarbrücken - Fandom
02 Oct 2024
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Adam trug ein Hemd. Und bei Leo gingen die Alarmglocken im Kopf los, als er seine Wohnungstür öffnete an diesem Freitagabend.
Krabbenfischen im Eismeer vor Alaska ist ungefährlicher als das organisierte Wiedersehen mit früheren Schulkollegen. Was Leo sehr genau weiß und weshalb er ganz sicher nicht an etwas teilnimmt, das mittlerweile ein eigenes Krimi-Genre bildet.
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17 Feb 2026