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It was a quiet day. Business in the Willburger van was low, and so Ranboo and Tommy were having a break. Ranboo made them both burgers and they ate quietly, making small conversations.
“I’m glad it’s quiet today, i wouldn’t want another day like last week,”
“Ugh yeah, last wednesday was awful, some people are just so rude,”
They had both finished eating and we’re talking more, when tommy says,
“Man i wish you were there for the revolution, we would’ve won without giving away my disks then…”
Ranboo was shocked for a moment, he didn’t know what to do or say.
“I guess i could’ve helped get weapons?”
“YEAH! See you would’ve been so good!!”
“I hardly know what happened to be fair,”
“Wait really? Well uh… do you want me to tell you?”
Ranboo nodded slowly. Tommy’s face lit up.
“Okay so wilbur came over from who knows where, and started a drug van with me, and some others but mostly me! And we disguised it as a hotdog van! And then-And then! And then we made it a country so that we could sell the drugs, but, sapnap and uhm, them lot didn’t like that so…”
Tommy’s face has significantly lost its light.
“We went to war, we fought, we had traitors, we lost.”
Ranboo was filled with confusion.
“But you got independence?”
“I went against dream in a 1v1, he killed me, i lost a canon life, but i gave him both my discs for the freedom of l’manburg, and we won.”
Ranboo stared like tommy had just saved a million people, he was in awe.
“You did that for l’manburg? That’s amazing..”
“Yeah, ha honestly it’s so funny”
“w-whats funny?”
“I wish people were as grateful as you are, i mean even tubbo decided to kick me out.”
“ouch yeah sorry about that-“
“it’s fine, anyway how are you and tubbo?”
“… I- I think he’s probably okay”
“probably?”
“Honestly i haven’t spoken to him in a week or so,”
“really? how come?”
“Well… the last time i spoke to him… he uh… he said that working for quackity made him happier than being with me and michael.”
Ranboo paused.
“So i acted fine and just haven’t spoken to him since.”
“ouch”
“yeah… I mean it’s not like it matters, our marriage was just for tax purposes or something so i shouldn’t have thought anything”
They both pause.
“That sucks, Tubbo shouldn’t have said that, You should speak to him about it-!”
“i can’t”
Tommy turned his head in confusion.
“Because my job for him is to make him happy, and i failed, so i don’t want to make it worse by taking about how he upset me.”
“Your job is to care for yourself first, and then look after tubbo, Self care ya know? If you’re upset you can’t just stay silent. Speak up, if he hurts you again i’ll knock his lights out!”
“heh… please don’t but, thanks.”
A small cloud of steam puffs from ranboos eyes. He was crying.
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Tubbo was at the Tubburger, it was a quiet afternoon. A customer walks in.
“Hello and welcome to tubburger! What would you li- oh, hey ranboo!”
“tubbo”
“mm yeah?”
“can we talk…”
“errrm yeah?”
“You… you said that uhm… you weren’t happy until tubburger… until this… and i was just wondering uhm. Did i fail..?”
“fail? wat do you mean?”
“i… did i not make you happy…?”
“i… ranboo..?”
Steam puffs from ranboos fresh scars.
“Don’t cry… i didn’t mean… okay well… i didn’t mean you didn’t make me happy, i just mean that… i wasn’t happy in general. You make me “happy”
but it was more of a distraction from the sadness. My nightmares still lived on, Wilbur still haunted my dreams. I couldn’t be happy. But now i’m against wilbur, it’s like a fresh start! my nightmares are clearing because i see how pathetic wilburs little van is and how he is and… i just think i have a lot of potential here.”
Ranboo was shocked. He felt like his heart had shattered. It’s not like his feelings towards tubbo was ever romantic, but his love for tubbo was real and, tubbos love was a figment of ranboos imagination, a lie created by tubbo to trick himself into believing he was happy. Ranboo couldn’t do anything more. So he left.
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Ranboos body felt sore. He could hear Tommy crying. He could hear phil comforting him.
His body wouldn’t move without immense pain.
“w-what… happ…ened…”
“Your body was found in water, tommy thought he saw you jump… he brought you here in tears.”
The memories flooded back. He tripped, in all honesty. But as he was falling he felt something other than fear.
Ranboo drank a few healing potions and recovered quickly. A lecture from Phil and Tommy and a hot chocolate and a hug was enough to make him feel a bit better.
He couldn’t just live with tubbo though. He couldn’t go back. He couldn’t do anything else. He needed to do something.
“I’m going to move out the mansion. I’m not sure what to do with michael.”
“well, mate, that is a big thing. Is it like a divorce?”
Ranboo paused.
“yes”
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Tubbos eyes were wide. He couldn’t believe the words ranboo had just said.
“Surely…Surely not…?”
“it’s for the best…”
“what about michael?!”
“we can take turns or just have one of us look after him…”
“fine!”
“i’ll miss you”
“maybe you shouldn’t leave then!?”
“it’s for the best.”