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Soonyoung, a dashing young man in his twenties, is a virgin.
Now, before anyone dares to judge him, he’s not a virgin in his twenties through his own volition, rather he just thinks that having sexual pleasure with another human is simply a waste of time when he has a perfectly functional right hand to help him. Him being overly engrossed in his passion for wildlife biology, it’s only natural for him to be single and he thinks there’s nothing wrong with that.
“It’s beyond me that someone above-average looking like you would be a big animal nerd and a virgin on top of that,” Wonwoo offhandedly commented at one point.
“Tigers are more interesting,” Soonyoung simply said with a shrug on his shoulders, unbothered.
That’s why when Soonyoung broke the news to his friends that he’s finally in a relationship, said friends reacted like they heard a profound gospel revelation.
“C’mon don’t lie,” Jihoon says unamused, not even looking up from his phone.
“I’m not!” Soonyoung slams his hands on the table as he gets a little defensive. “I even asked him to come here,” he says as he anxiously searches around the cafeteria.
After a while, Soonyoung spots someone. “Oh, there he is!” He pointed out and waved at someone in the crowd. Among the sea of people is a gorgeous man whose smile can rival a thousand suns. The man from the distance looks like the happiest man alive as he struts to where the group of friends are seated.
“Hyung! I’ve missed you!” The personified sun shamelessly declared with his arms wide open for Soonyoung to accept. The latter jumped up from his seat to give the other man a big bear hug.
“No way!” Jun’s mouth was gaping with his eyes wide open, not believing what he’s seeing. Wonwoo had to close his mouth to keep him from drooling.
“Hi, my name is Lee Seokmin,” the sunshine boy introduced himself once the couple situated themselves in their seats. “I’m a year below Soonyoung hyung and I’m from the Theater Arts Department,” he added.
“Huh, and how much did Soonyoung pay you to pretend to be his boyfriend?” Jihoon squinted his eyes, still skeptical about all of this.
“Oh, no! This lovely hyung didn’t pay me anything,” Seokmin puts an arm around his boyfriend’s shoulders. “I fell for him the moment I saw him in his cute uniform from his volunteer work at the local zoo center.” Seokmin’s straightforwardness made Soonyoung feel his blood rise to his head, probably making him look like a tomato.
“Huh, interesting. Tell me more,” Jun said as he propped his chin on the table using the palm of his hand, clearly invested at Soonyoung’s first relationship story.
“Well, I approached Soonyoung hyung and told him that I lost my friends," Seokmin looked at his lover's friends shyly. "It was a lie, actually. I only pretended I lost them because I just wanted hyung to walk with me around the place.” Soonyoung made a little gasp as he looked at his boyfriend shockingly. This is the first time he is hearing about this and it honestly gives him the butterflies in his stomach. He didn’t know that Seokmin had to do such things just to talk to him.
“I didn’t expect that he would tour me around and give me a one-on-one lecture about tigers,” Seokmin continued as he gave them a blinding eye smile.
“Yup, that sounds like Soonyoung, alright,” Wonwoo grimances, remembering how no one can make Soonyoung shut up when talking about tigers.
“After that, I came to the center every weekend just to see hyung. At first, he thought that I must’ve really liked animals as well as he does, so I don’t think he would ever notice my feelings for him if it weren’t for me finally asking him out for a date.” Seokmin lovingly recalled his memories. Soonyoung had to bury his head in his hands because his friends just laughed at him for being so naive.
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9 months later, Soonyoung, a university student in a loving relationship, is still a virgin.
Having Seokmin as his boyfriend for his first relationship is beyond marvelous. He didn’t think that someone like him could find a partner that would be able to keep up with his crazy animal obsession. Dates with Seokmin always involves Soonyoung’s interest with animals. Sometimes they go to their local pond to feed koi fishes, and one time, they went to a cow farm to milk the cows, eat ice cream made from fresh milk, and create cheese from scratch. Heck, they even made plans to hike a mountain to try out bird watching.
Honestly, Soonyoung thinks he’s struck gold with Seokmin, but being with him also made him realize his hidden sexual instincts as a homo sapien.
It took Soonyoung and Seokmin three months into their relationship before they could share their first makeout session and another three months after that before they started doing more sexual things like frotting. There were advancements from Seokmin indicating that he wants to go all the way with Soonyoung, but the latter stops his boyfriend before they do anything further.
Soonyoung feels apologetic everytime, but Seokmin just waves him off by saying, “It’s okay, I can wait.” But of course Soonyoung knows that his boyfriend has urges too and he wants to be the one to give it to the younger.
And so, there Soonyoung was with his friends in their usual spot in the cafeteria when Soonyoung suddenly grunted like a threatened gorilla.
"Guys, I have a problem," whined Soonyoung.
"I, for one, don’t want you complaining about how the tortoise pen has to be bigger again for like the nth time," Wonwoo gave him an exasperated sigh.
“This isn’t about animals,” Soonyoung scowls back at him, “unless you consider humans as animals.”
“Hmm, that’s new,” Jihoon chimes.
“Shoot. What’s your problem?” Jun puts an encouraging arm around him.
“Promise you won’t laugh at me,” Soonyoung points at his friends accusingly.
“I’ll be the judge of that,” Jihoon had this mischievous face on him.
Soonyoung took a deep breath, “I think I’m ready to have sex.”
Of course his friends didn’t keep their promise and laughed at his statement except for Jun. Bless his good soul .
"Help me!" Soonyoung clings onto Jun as he wails in his friend's ear.
“I dunno, go watch porn or something,” Jun spat out as he tried to get his friend off him.
“I bet you haven’t even watched porn before,” Wonwoo mocked.
“Hey, I’ve watched porn!” Soonyoung huffed in defiance.
“Young, watching a documentary of lions having sex is not considered porn,” Jihoon rebuked. Of course he always has something to say .
Soonyoung hates the fact that his friends are right.
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Later that night, Soonyoung, a naive animal biology university student, is still a virgin studying how not to be a virgin.
Him not having a guideline on what to search for made him open up to the idea that sex is like a free-for-all type of recreational activity. He thinks he’s seen it all. From vanilla sex to exhibitionism, Soonyoung thought that he’s the smartest man alive right now. He feels the knowledge coursing through his veins and his untapped unlimited potential is unmatched.
I’m sooooo gonna wow Seokkie with my theoretical blowjob skills , Soonyoung thought optimistically.
A few weeks have passed and Soonyoung is in Seokmin’s apartment after finishing his classes and the latter is now busying himself in the kitchen to prepare snacks for both of them. Soonyoung thinks it’s the perfect time to finish the yaoi manga he was reading before Seokmin came over. It was about an ordinary officeman who had a secret fetish for shibari, an intricate art of Japanese bondage. He was getting invested in the story that he didn’t notice the shadow that crept up on him from behind the couch.
“Ah, so this is what you’ve been hiding from me,” Seokmin whispered in the older’s ear.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!” Soonyoung screamed in shock, toppling from where he was sitting on the couch. The scream was so loud, it filled up the whole apartment of Soonyoung’s horror for what’s transpiring right now. “I- no- this is- arg,” his mind was like a circuit going haywire. He feels his heart beating out of his chest, he’s sweating like crazy yet his throat feels like an arid desert.
“I’m a virgin!” Oh no .
Oh, no.
Oh
NO!
Soonyoung covers his mouth with his hands at his sudden confession. He can’t believe his mind just blurted out to his boyfriend about his big insecurity. He’s waiting for the younger to mock him… but it never came.
“And the sky is blue,” Seokmin said to him straight-faced. Now that statement definitely made Soonyoung’s brain really confused. Did you not hear what I just said? I'm a virgin, Seokmin!
His confusion must be written all over his face because Seokmin chuckled as he crouched down beside his hyung to cup his face with both hands. “I mean, way to state the obvious, babe.” Seokmin kissed the tip of his lover’s nose.
“Huh, so you knew?” Soonyoung’s supple cheeks pucker against Seokmin’s hands as he asked the question.
Seokmin shrugs as he plops on the couch, pulling his hyung with him. “Well, it’s not hard to connect the dots considering I’m your first relationship and the only other time you have heart-eyes, aside from looking at me, is when you look at tigers,” he says matter-of-factly. Soonyoung can’t believe how embarrassingly simple he truly is.
Seokmin was facing Soonyoung now. “So why are you even doing this in the first place?” He was pertaining to the erotic manga flashing on Soonyoung's phone.
“‘Cuz I dunno, I don’t wanna look stupid,” Soonyoung feels his cheeks warm up. “I wanna be good for you. I don’t want to disappoint you just because I’m inexperienced.” He starts playing with the hem of his shirt. “That’s why I’m doing sex research,” he admits with a pout as well as averting his eyes from the smirk that his boyfriend is giving him.
“Oh and you think - HentaiMangaXXX.com - is a reliable source for first time sex research?” Seokmin mused at his lover’s unorthodox methods for sex education. To Seokmin, the current situation was cute and funny that he started laughing so hard, he didn’t notice how his boyfriend’s eyes were starting to tear up. Soonyoung feels like his boyfriend is making light of the situation by poking fun at him.
“Not, funny Seokmin-ah.” This was serious for Soonyoung.
Soonyoung’s sullen face tugs at Seokmin’s heartstrings. He immediately regrets teasing his hyung and proceeds to give him a tight hug. “Hey look at me,” Seokmin distanced himself with both hands atop of the older’s shoulders to have a better look at his lover. “You’re already good for me- too good, actually,” he added as he rubs soothing circles on Soonyoung’s shoulders.
“I love you for you, and not because I just wanna get in your pants,” Seokmin had this saccharine look on him as he touched the pinkish ear tips of his boyfriend. Soonyoung can’t help but blush at his boyfriend’s sweet confession, so he just simply gives Seokmin a tight hug to let him know that he appreciates the younger’s kindness.
They cuddled with each other for a bit, content with the warmth emanating from the both of them. “Hey, you always say that the best way to conduct research is to gather first-hand information, right?” Seokmin’s question broke the soothing silence and Soonyoung nodded.
“Well, you actually have the best first-hand information you could possibly have right here babe!” Seokmin pulled away from the hug with a cheeky smile on his face.
“And what would that be?” Soonyoung raised an eyebrow.
“Me!” Seokmin smirks as he points a finger to himself and Soonyoung inwardly gags.
“I may not know jack about wildlife conservation, but I’m pretty much loaded when it comes to bumping uglies, the horizontal tango, bedroom rodeo, doing the deed, making whoopee, the churning of butter with a banana…” Seokmin rambles on with these silly idioms and metaphors for sex.
Yeah, sex shouldn’t always be serious. It can sometimes be light and fun.
Soonyoung was laughing his ass off because of Seokmin’s goofiness, and the latter is enchanted by his hyung’s melodious, carefree laughter. Seokmin suddenly pulled him into a passionate kiss that has Soonyoung’s mind going numb.
“Hey, hyung, how ‘bout we take this to the bedroom?” Seokmin asked in between kisses.
“Hold up, we’re doing it now?” Soonyoung has his palm against his boyfriend’s cheek, pushing him away.
“Why not? What better way to start than doing it in this lovely afternoon? Y’know that’s why they call it an ‘afternoon delight’ ,” Seokmin says through pursed lips due to the hand that was pressed against him.
Soonyoung was hesitant at first, but eventually agreed to the idea. I’ll be in good hands, and besides, this no sex thing is way overdue anyway . For good measure, Seokmin gingerly kissed the older’s doubts away. “Hey, it’s okay,” Seokmin thumbed at his hyung’s cheek. “I’ll talk you through it, m’kay babe?”
The couple kissed their way through the bedroom, giggling as they fumbled for their shirts to come off. Soonyoung hit the back of his knee on the edge of the bed, causing them to topple over it. They didn’t mind though as they continued to makeout.
Seokmin departs from Soonyoung lips and travels his kisses down on his body until he reaches navel. He palmed the bulge that Soonyoung was sporting and licked it through the fabric of his underwear. “Hey, want me to suck you off baby?”
Damn , that statement alone almost made Soonyoung ejaculate prematurely. “ Please ,” he begged breathlessly.
“Okay, watch and learn baby.”
Seokmin removed his lover’s boxers and Soonyoung’s half-hard member sprung up. He held the cock and gave it a few pumps before coming down to lick the precum forming at the slit. Soonyoung keened at the feeling, pushing his hips up to chase the sensation. Seokmin had to steady his hips to stop his hyung from choking him.
“I don’t have a good gag reflex,” Seokmin huffed, his nose pinkish, “but you can hold my head if you want.”
And so, Soonyoung buried his fingers in his hair as the younger continued sucking him off. The feeling of his hands going along the movements of Seokmin’s head bobbing sent him into overdrive. He tilted his head back into the mattress, eyes closed as he allowed himself to be swallowed by the heavenly sensation given to him by his boyfriend’s skillful tongue.
Soonyoung doesn’t know how his boyfriend did it, but when he looked down again, Seokmin’s boxers were already off and he was stroking himself to hardness. The view was definitely something else, like the time when he went to the tropical rainforest of Brazil to learn about biodiversity.
Wait, is this even something I should be thinking about during sex?
He was pulled out of his thoughts when the younger started massaging his balls, “Seokmin-ah, I’m close, don’t stop!” Soonyoung’s voice was shaking, but before he came undone, Seokmin moved away from his heat.
“Yah! What in ‘don’t stop’ did you not get?” Soonyoung gets pouty as he props himself on his elbows to glare at the younger.
“Well, if you’ve forgotten, the point of all this is to hit home run. You know, dick inside asshole.” Seokmin got up from the bed to retrieve a bottle of lube from his drawer.
“Wow, how romantic,” Soonyoung says sarcastically .
“Yah betcha!” Seokmin gave a boyish grin before leaning down to smack a loud kiss on Soonyoung’s plump cheek.
“So what do you wanna be? The upper bunk or lower bunk? The catcher or the pitcher? The bird or the bee?”
“Seokkie, I think birds and bees is for heterosexual sex.”
“The seme or the uke?” Seokmin just continued without a care. Baffled by his boyfriend's euphemisms, Soonyoung had to muffle his boyfriend’s mouth with his hand to stop him from spewing nonsense.
“Alright, alright, you’re asking if I want to top or bottom.” Soonyoung removed his hands from where they were covering his lover’s mouth to place it nervously on top of the other’s hand. Soonyoung played with the other’s fingers as he tried to compose himself. “Well, I’m not really sure and I know nothing is set in stone yet, but I want you to take the lead.”
Seokmin laced their hands together. “Hey, it’s gonna be fine. I’ll talk you through it, ‘mkay?” He lubed his fingers and warmed it up. “I’m gonna insert a finger in you now. Just relax.” The older breathed and in his exhale, he felt the finger push past his rim.
“How do you feel?”
“I- I don’t know. It’s uncomfortable, but not bad.”
“Good, I’m gonna move now.”
Soonyoung monitors how his boyfriend is fingering him, and it leaves him looking at it with awe. Being the scientist that he is, he kept a close eye on the fingers that were going in and out of him. But then Seokmin curled his finger, and the sudden shift in angle hit a good spot inside him. Seokmin chuckled at his boyfriend’s wide-eyed expression.
“Oh- oh wow, I don’t mind this at all,” Soonyoung felt a tingle in between him that made his legs subconsciously buckle a little.
Soonyoung managed to take three fingers in and Seokmin thinks he’s ready. Seokmin put on a condom, lathered generous amounts of lube on his dick, then lined it up at Soonyoung’s entrance. “I’m gonna push in now.”
Slowly, Seokmin finally entered and he thinks his heart just stopped. It’s been a long time since he’s penetrated someone, so it’s an understatement to say that he thinks that his hyung was the tightest hole he’s ever entered and it’s got him groaning.
“Ughhhh, fuck, hyung, are you good?” Seokmin feels like he’s about to bust from just putting in his tip, but he’s decent enough to check on his lover first.
The initial push was a lot more difficult than Soonyoung expected. His hole is stretched significantly more than the fingers that were inside him beforehand, “Nnnn- I- I don’t think I can-” he tried to convey, a shallow pool of tears starts to form in his eyes.
“Hey, it’s okay, just breathe and relax. I’m right here,” Seokmin leaned down to give gentle kisses to his hyung to distract him from the pain. They makeout for a while and the next thing Soonyoung realizes is that Sekmin had bottomed out already.
“You did it, hun,” Seokmin smiles, feeling proud at his hyung. He did a tentative thrust to check the waters and he’s glad that Soonyoung moaned a little. More confident now, he bears down on his lover at a comfortable pace.
Soonyoung is beaming. “Hey, we’re finally doing it. The sex thing.”
“Shhhhhhh, love. Don’t make me go soft,” but Seokmin chuckled at the statement anyway.
He continued thrusting into Soonyoung as gently as he can, trying hard not to hurt the one beneath him. There was like a tight knot at the pit of Soonyoung’s stomach and it definitely feels like he’s about to come. “Seokkie, I think- I think- mmmm-” Soonyoung babbled, head completely in the clouds.
“You about to come?”
“Yeah,” Soonyooung replied curtly as he closed his eyes shut.
Seokmin proceeded to take Soonyoung’s member in his hands and stroked him to completion. The latter felt a shiver down his spine as his orgasm rippled through him, shooting his cum in Seokmin’s hand. The latter grunts as he chases his own release, spilling his cum inside his lover. After a few seconds of recollecting his senses, he removed himself from Soonyoung, tied off the condom, and threw it in the bin.
“I’m sorry it only lasted like 10 minutes,” Soonyoung feels disappointed in himself.
Seokmin kissed his boyfriend’s forehead before lying down on the bed beside him, “Nah, don’t be sorry babe. It’s normal not to last long during your first time.”
“Oh,” Damn, porn has betrayed me again.
In the few moments of silence, Soonyoung was able to realize a few things. Sex wasn’t like the porn or in the other erotic media that Soonyoung has seen. It required a lot of finicking, but there was a lot of laughter involved. It’s less skin slapping and more of making sure your partner feels good.
Ah, and a lot of limb maneuvering.
He was stuck in his own head when Seokmin broke the silence between them. “Hey, I know this isn’t what you expect your first time to be and it’s far from perfect, but-” Seokmin tried to make excuses for himself, but Soonyoung cuts him off with a passionate kiss.
“Well, it was definitely awkward,” Soonyoung says truthfully and Seokmin deflates from his honesty. “But-” Soonyoung drawls, “trust me when I say that I wouldn't trade this for anything.” He cups the younger’s face while earnestly looking at him. Seokmin swore he saw stars in his lover’s eyes.
“Oh- and uhm, thanks for pollinating my flower, Seokmin-ah.”
“Hey, you said that was for hetero sex!”
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6 months later, Soonyoung, an untamable beast in bed, is no longer a virgin (very far from it now actually).
“Where are you going?” Soonyoung asks as his boyfriend tries to get away from his vice grip.
Seokmin managed to somehow free himself and plopped onto the open area of their shared bed. He was heaving and he felt his sweat drip down his spine, cooling his heated-up body. “You don’t understand, hyung. You’ve wrung me dry already.”
“Oh, boohoo. You’re younger than me, you’re supposed to have better stamina than me.”
Seokmin exaggeratedly stood up from the bed. “Baby, look! My Seokmin jr. is tender!” His flaccid cock definitely looks like a shriveled up noodle from Soonyoung’s point-of-view.
“C’mon, come back here. Last round, I promise. Please!” Soonyoung held up one finger as he pleaded, with matching puppy dog eyes and pouty lips to boot.
The younger can’t help but huff a sigh of defeat. “You sexy, insatiable, beautiful minx!” Seokmin exclaimed as he dived back into the bed for their 5th round that night.