Chapter Text
March 15, 12:00 PM
He looks across the room to the table, they are sitting and laughing there, like everything is alright. He pushes the food away from himself, turns his face away and sighs deeply. 'What is wrong with you?' His best friend, Uraume, asks while sitting down next to him. 'Nothing I guess I am just tired.' Sukuna tells them. 'Yeah I don't buy that, I once saw you eating while beginning half asleep, so what is up with you?' Sukuna just sighs again and looks away from Uraume. Uraume looks to the direction where Sukuna is looking and sees the table. 'Oh, I get it now.' Uraume turns to him and touch his arm 'You know, maybe you should forget him, there are so many other people around you.' Sukuna pushes Uraumes hand away and keeps looking at the boy.
'Yeah, I know but I have only eyes for him.' Uraume looks at the table and sighs, while Sukuna keeps looking at the black haired boy and his friends.
02:00 PM
He is walk down the hallway to his next class, when he sees him, sitting on the ground. He is alone, that is rare, he is reading a book, seems like the one they are reading in there English class. He takes a deep breath and walks up to him. 'Hi Megumi' He smiles at the boy. Megumi looks up from his book and to Sukuna. 'Hi sukuna, are you looking for Yuuji?'
Sukuna shakes his head 'No, I just saw you and wanted to say hi to you. So Hi Megumi, I guess.' Megumi smiles a little 'Hi Sukuna.'
Sukuna bites his lip lightly and smiles back. 'So Yuujis and mine birthday is coming up, are you coming to the party?' he sits down next to him. 'Yeah I am, Yuuji invited me, didn't he tell you?' Sukuna looks away from him.
Of course Yuuji asked him already, Megumi will never say no to Yuuji.
'I guess he forgot to tell me, but I am grateful for that.' Sukuna says. Megumi turns to him and grows 'Why that?' Sukuna smirks and gets closer to him. 'You coming to the party means that i will have more fun' He whispers in his ear. Megumi turns with shocking facial expression and red cheeks to him 'I-I-Sukuna don't do that' Megumi pushes him away and stands up. Sukuna holds his hand and laughs 'I am sorry but it is true.' Megumi shakes his hand away and walks away from him.
Sukuna smiles proudly to himself while watching Megumi leave.
I made him blush.
March 17
The Brothers are sitting on the couch in the living room while eating there breakfast. Yuuji is on his phone while Sukuna is watching TV. 'So you asked Megumi to come to our party?' Yuuji turns to Sukuna and looks at him with big eyes 'Yeah I did, should't I?' Sukuna hits his head lightly 'I wanted to ask him to come, but I guess of course you will ask your best friend to come to the party. He will make the party less boring.' Yuuji sighs and looks at his phone again 'So you still have a crush on Megumi?'
Sukuna smirks and nobs his head 'yeah and it won't go away that fast. I mean we are talking about Megumi Fushiguro, not only does he have a pretty face but a big brain. Beauty and smart, everything anyone wants.' Yuuji doesn't say anything to that, he turns his face away from Sukuna and looks to his phone. His usually smile disperse from his face.
'You are not gonna say anything to that?' Yuuji looks back to him and gives him a little smile 'no, I guess I know what you mean.' Sukuna looks surprised at him 'ohh, so my little brother has a crush on someone? Who is it? Please don't tell me it is Junpei.' Yuuji looks at him shocked and blushes ' What? No, but what do you have against Junpei?' Sukuna shrugs 'He is boring and a looser' Yuuji pushes Sukuna away 'Stop talking bad about my friends.' Sukuna smirks at him 'Toge or Yuuta?' Yuuji looks weirdly at him 'They are dating each other.' 'So? it won't be the weirdest thing ever.' Now Yuuji hits Sukuna on the head 'No and stop it, I don't have a crush on anyone.'
Sukuna looks Yuuji up and down and then nods 'yeah okay I guess, you know you can tell me if you want. I mean as long as it is not Megumi, I will be happy for you.' Yuuji looks at Sukuna and nods slowly 'yeah I will tell you if I have one.' Sukuna smiles at him and turns back to TV.
Yuuji looks back to his phone while gazing up to Sukuna and sighing.
March 20, The Night of the Party
He hates parties, they were too loud and so many people, that he didn't like, were here. He looked around and saw his twin brother dancing in the middle, he stares at him.
I wish I could be that happy and carefree, how can we be brothers? He gets everything that he wants while I get nothing.
He shakes his head and goes to the kitchen, sighs loudly. That is the alcohol talking. He loves his brother, he really does. But sometimes he thinks that he would be happier if they weren't brothers. It always seemed like his own parents were thinking the same thing, they only had eyes for Yuuji, their little sunshine. While Sukuna was the bad child, never enough, always trouble.
They used to be so close, they didn't need anyone but eachother. Then they started kindergarten and Yuuji got closer to so many other kids, while Sukuna stayed behind. Sukuna didn't have any friends till the started of middle school. Uraume came into his life and they were friends ever since Uraume sat down next to him and asked him his name.
Middle school was the first time he saw him. Megumi Fushiguro, the pretty guy in his English class. He became Yuujis best friend and Sukuna first ever crush. Sukuna told Yuuji about his crush 2 months later, Yuuji seemed so happy about that, even told Sukuna to go for it. To tell Megumi about his crush, he stopped saying that 6 months ago. What now seemed weird for Sukuna, but maybe Yuuji just didn't want to hear about it anymore. They were 18 now so he really should make a move, but he was afraid of the answer. What if Megumi doesn't want him?
I need to stop drinking, I always have these dark thoughts while beginning drunk.
Out of nowhere he feels two arms around him and a head on his back. Who is hugging him?
'i want to dance with you.' Was that Megumi voice? Yeah it was, Sukuna smiles 'yeah?' 'Yeah, please you are the only one I want to dance with. They all are so boring here.' Sukuna chuckles to that. 'I am sorry, sweetheart. I didn't want to make you wait!' Megumi kisses his neck, while Sukuna blushes hard, Megumi whispers 'Please tell him about us.'
Sukuna froze. What is he talking about?
'Please, just tell him. It’s been 5 months, he won't be angry at you. I made the first move, I kissed you first. Please, I want to hold your hand and kiss you in public. I hate that we are a secret, please Yuuji, tell Sukuna about us.'
What the hell? What is Megumi talking about? Megumi and Yuuji were in a relationship with each other?
'Megumi? are you in here?' Came a voice form the door. 'Yuuji? am I not hugging you?' Sukuna felt how Megumi pushes himself away from Sukuna. He took a deep breath and turned around looking at his twin brother and his crush.
Megumi looks shocked at Sukuna, then turns his head towards Yuuji 'I'm so sorry Yuuji!'
Why are you apologizing to him? You are breaking my heart, not his.
'What did you say to him, Megumi?' Megumi looks at Sukuna and then back to Yuuji 'I-I didn't know it was Sukuna, I thought I was talking to you! I am so sorry Yuuji I know that you wanted to tell him yourself.' Yuuji comes closer to them 'Sukuna? Do you need a moment?'
I need a year, not a moment.
Sukuna thinks, he thinks about everything, about their parents, kindergarten, middle school and now Megumi. How Yuuji got everything that Sukuna wanted. He got angry. Maybe it was the alcohol or the broken heart. Sukuna hits Yuuji right on the nose, Yuuji falls down on the floor. 'Yuuji!' Megumi is next to him, not even in a second, 'Sukuna please, it is my fault not his!' Megumi looks at him while having Yuujis head in his lap and tears in his eyes.
'No, it isn't your fault, it is his. He gets everything that I want.'
Yuuji wants to say something, but Sukuna is walking away. Yuuji stands up and turns his head towards Megumi. With tears in his eyes, he whispers 'I ruin everything.' Megumi hugs Yuji, while letting him cry on his shoulders.