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why do i wish
for things i can’t have?
holding your hand
with our feet in the sand.
you gaze into my eyes
and tell me
they look like fire.
i laugh and you smile
and my heart blooms,
i realize i would
let olympus burn,
burn it down for you.
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you are lightning that struck,
i am the fire you left behind.
my anger is the fuel
and i burn everything in sight.
i want to scream.
why did you leave us?
how could you leave me?
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i want to hate you
because jason,
i’m selfish.
i wanted to have you
all to myself.
but you arent like me.
you value others
more than your own life,
and that is what
caused your downfall.
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your death and my fire
have poisoned us.
your lips, our kiss,
they are forever sour.
love is fucked up
because i can’t forget
how our embrace felt.
your lips, once soft,
now sting of longing,
and sparkling eyes
stab my soul.
setting the world ablaze
has no meaning
if you are not by my side.
of course i don’t hate you,
jason grace.
i hate myself.
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