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1. you know that without you i am not me by cloud-gays (wind_brewed)

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   18 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Friends with Benefits
   • Sexual Content
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Post-Break Up
   • Getting Back Together
   • kind of..they do get together again in their special way
   • the dnp special: codependency and blurred labels
   • and my special guy
   • Bottom Phil Lester
   • dom phil undertones also
   • Sex as a Coping Mechanism
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • in a way..

   Summary

   Dan’s skin is soft and warm under his fingers, even when it’s wet with sweat. He whimpers when Phil presses on his right nipple and he moans when Phil reaches his mouth to kiss him again. On Dan’s stomach, Phil’s cum is cooling; Phil plays with it, spreading it across his torso and back to Dan’s dick again. Overstimulation makes Dan shed more tears; good, Phil thinks.

   Also called: Dan and Phil dated back in their twenties, but Dan has commitment issues and Phil trust ones. They make it work.

   Language:

   English

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   7,034

   Chapters:

   3/5

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