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Your drag the razor blade lightly over your skin. Your going to press it down eventually, but not yet. Not now.
Sirius left you. He left you all alone here, in the house and he didn’t even look back. He doesn’t care about you now.
Hell, did he ever really care about you, or was he was just bidding his time until someone better came along?
That’s all anyone thinks of you anyway, why would he be any different?
You should have seen this coming anyway, you lost your Sirius long ago. But it’s still a shock.
You would have left with him if he had asked you.
But he didn’t.
You weren’t his brother anymore, he had made that perfectly clear long ago.
You push the razor down hard. You feel the numbing pain watch over you.
And you momentarily forgot about Sirius Black.
Your former brother.