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In this Lifetime, I'll be a Pacifist

Summary:

Getting your fourth life killed by the one who took all your three lives, is not so bad. Finally getting the peace that was supposedly happened after loosing my third life.
But why does Death herself choose to pity me and bring me back at the time where before it all even happened.

You know what? Fuck it. YOU WANT A CHILD SOLDIER? A HERO? DON'T FUCKING COUNT ON ME!!! I'LL BE THE MOST STRONGEST FLORIST YOU'LL EVER FUCKING SEE!!!!

"Hey Tommy, wanna joi-"

"Yeah...no. Want some Striped Carnations instead?"
 

or practically Tommy returning back in time
just to be a florist while everyone trying to recruit him. Or make him choose a side. Sadly him being out of L' manburg doesn't mean History won't repeat itself.

Chapter 1: Peace? Can I eat that?

Summary:

Green teletubby escapes prison. Green teletubby hunts Tommy. Tommy dies. Tommy thinks about spider kid.

Notes:

Sorry for the late update. I just finished the first semester at he....... School. And I forgot to say that I'll give some key word for the chat to know what'll happen.

 

I am also sorry for the wrong grammars. English isn't my first language and I don't know how to use html so yeah.....

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text



"Oh Tommy~!"

"SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!"


The heavy sounds of their footsteps along with the siren of the prison, flooded Tommy's ears as he continued to run for his life. Following behind him the a man that is reason of the tragedy and chaos that is currently happening around them. This said man is also the one who had not only brought him torment but also took all of his remaining lives.



HOW COULD I HAD BEEN SO FUCKING STUPID!?



" Ah. Tommy, Don't you think that it's quite a beautiful day today?"

" The fuck are you talking about you dickhead?"

In a distance, you can see two men talking as the oldest is leading the both of them somewhere as they walk.

" Don't ruin this day for me you fucking gremlin. Not to mention aren't you already 19... 22?"

" I'm 21, Wilbur. "

" Then maybe start acting according to your age already."

" The fuck?! I'm a fucking big man, you fucking Dickhead! Your the one who's weird here! Like, what the fuck is special 'bout today and it got your underpants twiste-?!"

By the time they stopped walking, Tommy then realized that they're just a few meters away from the prison. Wait a minute... What are they doing here? Tommy looks at Wilbur and immediately steps back frightened at the smile Wilbur gave to him. The smile that had been marked into his mind eversince the Pogtopia Vs. Manberg War. Then... let's be the bad guys

"Wil... What the fu- What the fuck is this?! Why the fuck are we near the prison?!"



" I'm glad you ask Tommy. You see there's party going to happen today. And I want you to be the who to start it."


" Party? What party..."


Wilber pulled out a remote control. And by that, Tommy already know what's happening and he unconsciously put his on his head and the other in his pocket. It was never meant to be. Memories of the first betrayal flooded his mind as he remembered Eret blowing them up at the final control room. Not to mention, this sentence was also use by Wilber,who blew up Manberg, and Niki, who burnt the L'Mantree.


" Come on Tommy the nuke won't blow up itself plus I'm kind of curious on how big the explosion is."


Tommy removed his hand from his pocket and took the remote. He examined it and looks back at the deranged man infront of him. There is no saving for this guy he once called a brother or a family.


" How the fuck did you even got this shit? Knowing how fucked up you did back then, there's no fucking way Tubbo told you it especially since this is the last one."

" Last one? Last time I remember I left the last one after taking this. Guess being a ghost changes your memories."

" What..."

" I am so~ proud of you Tommy."


Wilbur looks at Tommy with a mocking gaze as he smiles at him insincerely seemingly like copying himself back then. Tommy feels like his whole body wanted to crumble. He knew that this is reality and that there's no way back when he was just a child. His heart wanted to deny but his brain also wanted to accept this so... He accepted this reality. And all he wanted now is to ran away with his son. Away from this place that he once called home. So he raised his hand that has the controller and...


" Tommy, we have evacuated Michael, Shroud and the other kids to safety!"

" What?! How did- Tommy?!"


Tommy threw the controller down and stomped on it. He looked at Wilber with an empty smile.The one who shouted earlier was his childhood friend, Eryn waiting for Tommy with his Netherite axe hanging in his hand.


" Sorry Wilbur but looks like I should leave"


And with that Tommy ran towards Eryn and they left the shocked revived man standing there until he smirks at them as they disappeared. He slowy reached through his pocket and took out another remote and his broken yet working communicator. He dialed something and put it againts his ears as he waited for it to be answered.


" Your so easy to read Tommy... as always. Even as an adult your still the weakest link of the family"


click
"Hallo."

" Ah, Techno.... It's time"



BOOM



Awesamdude had been slained by Technoblade


Back the present, Tommy still runs but slowly getting tired little by little. No. He can't. This can't be happening right now. He still has something to live for. His son. What about his son!? As he helplessly yell at his legs to go faster, Dream has started gain strength and slowly catching up.


"Aw, getting tired Tommy? Why don't you just stop and accept the reality. We can still be friends, you know?"

"WHY DON'T YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE?! DOES KILLING ME THREE TIMES NOT ENOUGH WITH YOU?! "

" Aw but Tommy, who said I wanted to kill you? Hurting you also hurts me too, you know?"

" STOP LYING YOU MOTHER FUCKER! I WON'T LET YOU SCREW MY FUCKING MIND WITH YOUR MANIPULATING BULLSHIT!"

" You shouldn't have said that Tommy."


Dream's tone of voice changed that it actually made Tommy looks back. Which is practically his last mistake. Tommy accidentally tripped on the ground and rolls down to the side of a ravine. He grabbed a root of the tree holding on to it to not fall down the cliff. Above he can see Dream practically towering from where he is looking at him with mocking pitiful eyes. The same one he felt back at the exile.


" Do you want some help Tommy? I can help you if you promise to obey me. We can all be a happy family. Don't you want that?"


Dream put his hand down to Tommy making him feel as if he's having a deal with a demon. But all Tommy could think right now is Shroud. He reaches up to Dream and..




Grabs Dream by the wrist. Dream looks at him in shock and disbelief as Tommy grins at him having no regrets. Tommy pulled Dream into the cliff of the ravine


" We're both on our last Canon lives right? How about let's end this shitty life once and for all!!!!"


And thus both of them fell. Tommy closes his eyes and ignores Dream, who's shouting for either Techno and Wilbur. Finally, peace... I apologize Shroud. Looks like this is it for me. I hope Eryn will take care of you now that I'm gone.




Tommy lands hard to the ground.

Dream lands hard to the ground.

Notes:

I wanna thank for the fan art.

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSeBAN6Kc/ by ghostieboo89 in tiktok

Key words:

Start of the Dream Smp

Moths(forgot to add)

Mumza

Tommy mature?!

Tubbo sad.

New Dream is clingy.

Chapter 2: Practically Someone's POV

Summary:

((Hey Everyone!!! I got no excuses like going to the hospital or End of the World Scenarios. I just forgot this existed actually))

People reactions! Guilt or Celebration?!
To Egg or not to egg.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Looking through people's point of view is quite interesting especially with this kind of development.
Four deaths
Three loss their last given life.
Only this three are important especially those two, the late war veterans of the Original War...

One once a kind and understanding person. Loyal to his friends and family. At least that was until strangers came and ruined that identity to others and himself. Had tried his hardest to just bring back "his" beloved home that had been destroyed by 'Barbarians'. Losing his sanity later on obsessing on his unreachable dream...
While the other who is quite stubborn, maybe untrusting, slightly selfish but had a big heart and loyal to few. Done actions without thinking making others turned their backs on such person. Abandoned ever since a child, not knowing right or wrong until it was way too late. Wants a place to belong yet self-destructive of it. A war child.

Two had made great impact to the SMP and it's people, for the greater or for the worst. Although it's mostly the last one. Both blamed of its cause especially the youngest...

Now that the two are gone, it had cause uproar towards the humans, hybrids, immortal and gods.

Some examples:

•The first. The celebration of two partners on the death of a young adult. One has a reason to despise for his death while the other just blindly done it as she had no one to blame on. Both were jealous for being important that they only found the child's fault. No guilt found what so ever.

•Second are the creeper and the duck. Both in complete despair for the loss of the said young adult. Both treated him as a family even after everything. Both would do anything for the child and yet failed. Never gotten to atleast make up for their mistakes.

•Third is the female goat and her son, a god once under Death now under XD. The female felt guilt as she knew she could had done something to stop this from happening yet didn't as she was a coward for worrying about something else except her own son. Now her other son lost another brother as the other one treated nothing but a pet. Already in despair adding another bullet to his scar.

•The fourth is also a god and a brother. Not really caring for his twins Death as he just saw him as a worthless love rival for the man they both love. And now that he's gone then no worries as he can finally have him all to himself... Or so he thought.

•The Fifth is the said man. Currently in deep slumber not knowing his love in now in the realm of the dead. Still willing to know his love's reasons on every bad thing he had done, sadly he wouldn't hear from him again. What a tragic love story as his heart will never love another ever again, may it be another man or a god.

•The sixth is the best friend of the young adult. In grief yet he is not the reason behind it. Focused on the death of another with a good reason. Had just lost his son and now also his husband. Can't even react for his best friend's death but more on someone else's ghost infront of him. Would be seen as betrayal if the dead child saw it.

•The seventh... The family that abandoned the young adult. The family that sided with his proclaimed enemy. And the reason of the deaths that recently happened. No remorse for both dead parties what so ever. No guilt. No sadness nor happiness. More on devoid of emotion on recent deaths... Except one on which the replacement the the father and one of the brothers had unknowingly adopted. Meanwhile the other is just going crazy on what happened. Didn't know which side to pick may it be his savior or his beloved brother.

•The eighth is the cult... All celebrating the death of both men. All except one who was the adult's partner. Confused... Fear... Despair... And many more. Tried to revive the man but cannot as the book is long gone burned into crisps by the lava in the ravine.

Such emotions... What a delight it is.
All of them are now slowly going under my control. All are going to my belly. A delicious way to take over. After all the only person to destroy me in now out of the way.

Sorry My Dear Death but looks like this timeline is now mine have now your precious child is gone and the time traveller is unknowingly helping me with all of my plans. May we play again in another replay, Kristen.

Notes:

So yeah... I'm back. And will probably edit this one in the future but for now this will be the new chapter. Bye!!!!

Chapter 3: I SAID STAY DEAD, NOT THIS SHIT! (for the chat)

Summary:

Okay! I'll just do this chat thing like this. Pls comment with the letter on which one you would want to reply to.

Chapter Text

Scene 1 meeting tommy

A. People who either wanna go ahead and suprise Tommy in their first meet.

B. Tommy: WHAT THE FUCK?!
Chat: the calm ones or the smartasses

Scene 2 Kristen made chat the moths

C. Your reaction

Scene 3
D. Tommy: Take them back they're annoying

Scene 4 Tommy and chat going to the past
E. Your reaction.

I'm gonna reply to some of you so that you'll know tommy's and mumza's response.

Chapter 4: I SAID STAY DEAD, NOT THIS SHIT! - part 1

Summary:

Tommy throwing a tantrum and giving up. Basically, an alone moment... for now.

TW: mention of suicide.

Notes:

Okay one of the phase of my childhood gave me this idea. if you know, you know.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

As Tommy 's head hit the ground, his mind went blank.

 

Silence

 

It's a deafening silence as Tommy is slowly regaining his conscious. It would've concerned him if his body wasn't really hurting like shit right now. Guess this is the after pain of throwing himself of the ravine. It happened before with his third death from that green bitch beating him with a potato. Although this time the bitch isn't the one who killed him. Yeah, that's right TommyInnit took his own life while also took Dream's with him. No regrets whatsoever.

 

That is until it dawned him. Dream is also dead... right?

 

Slowly, Tommy opens his eyes as the light keeps on blinding him. He blinks a couple of time and it still blind him as if the only thing he sees is white. Now this is starting to irritate him. He forced his eyes open and nothing. The only thing he sees is white. The floor is white. The wall(?) is white. The ceiling is also white. Everything is white. His body is just there lying on a white room with no furniture insight. So, he started to think to himself.

 


I already knew what would happen after my death... I mean I think I would.

 

I imagine waking up in a moving train with that bastard Schlatt laughing at the misery of losing my hopefully final life.

 

Then where...
Where the fuck is he now?!
This isn't a train! For fuck's sake, this isn't even hell!
Why the fuck am I even in an extremely white room?!

 

Although...
That was my fourth life. Something that I didn't know that would actually happen to me.
Maybe this is the punishment for having an extra life I didn't ask for.
But still... If it isn't for that extra life, I wouldn't see and raise my son, Shroud. At least now I knows that Dream wouldn't be able to touch him.

Then Tommy froze as if he was splashed with cold water. His mind goes back to his abuser, Dream.


Dream is dead, right?
That's his last life, right?
What if someone found that cursed book.
What if someone revives him and then goes to my son for revenge.
My son will be in danger...

Tommy throws himself up and tries to find the exit of this room(?). Where is he basically? This place seems too wide. As he goes further, Tommy feels that he had been walking for quite a while now. So he starts yelling.

"Hello! Anyone in this shitty place?!"

But nobody came. Tommy is beginning to panic and runs around looking for any living(?) beings around the area.

"Oi! This isn't time for jokes and come out!"

"Schlatt! Are you pranking me you bastard?!"

"Mexican Dream! Are you here mate?!"

"Drista! this isn't funny anymore!"

But nobody came.

Tommy begins to slowdown as he is feeling tired from running. His feeling desperate now as he realized that this isn't any room anymore but a blank space. With one last yell, he pleads.

"Ghostbur... Anyone...?"

Tommy stops as his face became a white. Waiting for atleast the ghost to arrive and give him blue.

But nobody came.


Is this really it? He'll be stuck here with no one around? Is this the punishment of his actions? But why only him? This isn't fair. The other's had done much more worst than him. So why?
.
.
.
Maybe he's not far enough?

Day after day, Tommy continued this routine. Running around, yelling for someone and nobody showing up. Some times he tried to throw his shoes around to see if it atleast hit a wall but nothing. So he had given up.

 

After what seems to be a very very long time, Tommy just sat there on the cold ground. Tired and lonely. This is like exile except there's no Dream and no manipulation. He didn't know what's worse anymore. He just looks at a distance with his lifeless blue eyes as there are many thoughts going through his mind. And those thoughts are all about his abandoned child, Shroud.


How is my son doing?
Is he eating well?
Is he sleeping well?
Does his night trouble still bothering him?
Is Eryn taking care of him?
How many birthdays had I missed?
Is he angry with me?
Does he still remember me?

Tommy frowns deeply. Back then, he promised his child self. 'If he ever gotten some children, he would never abandon them just like what his adopted father did when he and Techno left for what they call "voices".' What a bunch of excuses.

Tommy just sighs and forced himself to accept this reality.

Notes:

Y'all be in the next part.

Oh yeah. Currently watching QSMP vods since I missed the stream