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It’s finally Friday, which means weekend tomorrow!
***
Dazai finishes his paperwork late as usual, everyone in the ADA left before him because he was slacking off most of the time.
It’s getting dark outside when he walked to the supermarket to get some canned crab for dinner as he never have breakfast or lunch.
He was busy filling the basket with the canned crab before he heard his phone ringing with a message.
He blinked and get his phone out of his pocket, reading the name of the sender
***
Akutagawa Ryu:
Good evening Dazai san,
The boss will be visiting the Aquarium tomorrow with Elise-chan, Chuuya san and some subordinates will be guarding them there.
They’ll be there at 12pm in the afternoon.
That’s all.
***
Dazai smirked at the small report, he did ask Akutagawa that if he wanted to be trained under Dazai again with Atsushi, he’ll have to be in a good use for him!
He pocketed his phone as he walk to the counter thinking about a perfect plan for tomorrow.
He hasn’t seen Chuuya for so long, but can’t admit that he miss the redhead a bit.
He really didn’t!
***
He arrive at the dorm, throwing the bag from his hand and falling into the futon, burying his face in the pillow.
Dazai can feel his heart beating with excitement, he can’t wait to see Chuuya tomorrow!
He was getting ready to sleep early tonight as he needs to wake up early tomorrow! Not even bothered to eat his dinner.
However, it never works because the insomnia gets worse whenever he’s excited about something, and he ends up staying awake till the sun is out, then finally falling asleep.
***
Dazai wakes up two hours later, he didn’t even set an alarm or anything, he nevere do.
He felt exhausted and tired, but that’s his usual routine everyday, because he wake up with his real self, get ready and put his mask on for another day of work.
After he finish dressing up, Dazai walk out of his dorm and close the door behind him, not caring to lock it, is not like anyone will find anything to steal in there anyway.
He was wearing a T-shirt with long-sleeve dress shirt unbuttoned and black pants, nothing special, bit formal if you ask.
***
Dazai arrived at the Aquarium about an hour earlier before Mori and everyone else, he walked around for a bit then waited at the entrance while playing with his phone.
They arrived at the exact time Akutagawa told him.
“Oh? Isn’t that Dazai kun? It’s been long not seeing you!” Mori san waved to him with a smile, “long time no seen Mori san~” he waved back, and as soon as the short redhead noticed him, Dazai waved cheerfully at him.
Chuuya’s expression changed immediately as he grimaced annoyingly surprised at the appearance of the brunette!
“What the fuck are you doing here?!” Chuuya said to him with clear anger as he get closer, Dazai giggled at Chuuya’s reaction because he expected it to happen “I was waiting for you to come Chuuya! It’s such a nice day to spend in the aquarium, right?”.
“Haa? Of course it would’ve been nice if I didn’t see your face! Who even invited you here?” Chuuya ignored Dazai’s giggle and followed Mori and Elise who went to get the tickets.
“Hmm, but I came because I thought Chuuya missed me~” Dazai teased as he walk behind him.
“Who the fuck will miss an assbitch such as you!!? ” Chuuya grumbles.
“Of course you do Chuuya! Stop lying to your..” Dazai didn’t finish his last word because Chuuya suddenly stopped walking and turned to face him still frowning “Oi listen, if you planning to do anything to ruin our day, just leave before I seriously get pissed off” he was so serious.
The brunette wasn’t surprised to hear that, but felt his heart tight and looked down as he spoke with low voice “I’m not intending to do anything like that…” of course Chuuya won’t trust him, but he’s not lying, he came because he wanted to spend time with the redhead, nothing else, but Chuuya will not believe him if he said it.
***
They checked their tickets and went inside, they had to walk through a long dark tunnel to reach the main hall.
“Chuuya why are you walking too fast! It’s really dark in here!” Dazai will never admit it but he hates dark places.
“What? You can’t walk in the dark? Then just turn back and leave, it’s easy as that” the redhead smirked as he shrugged and just walked away, Mori and Elise already reached the main hall, he has no time to wait for a shitty mackerel.
After they met in the hall, Elise wanted to go to the underwater tunnel then watch the dolphin show which was going to start in an hour.
The three of them went to the underwater tunnel enjoying the stunning view of the blue water around them full of different sea creatures.
Chuuya was amazed before he noticed a red crab slowly moving in the ground and chuckled at his funny movements before immediately remembering Dazai.
He looked around but didn’t see him there, did he get lost? he didn’t wait for him in the dark tunnel, he might actually left as Chuuya said to him? Oh well, he didn’t came here to look after him so he just ignored it and went to enjoy his time with the boss and Elise, discovering new sea creatures.
***
They were almost late when Elise dragged them both to the dolphin show, “we must get a front seat!” is all she wanted!
Unfortunately they were late and all the front seats were taken.
Chuuya looked at her pouting, he was going to tell them to wait till the next show but a bright smile reached her face as she rushed into the the front row!
Chuuya moved his eyes and spotted the brunette sitting at the front with three empty seats next to him, smiling and waving at them to notice him between the crowd.
He sighed and followed them to their seats and sat next to Dazai, then Elise next to him, and Mori san sitting at the end.
The show started and Elise was jumping with excitement with every movement they do.
“What the hell you doing here mackerel? I thought you left at the start?” Chuuya said to Dazai as he crossed his arms and sitting comfortably.
“Chuuya didn’t predict that Elise-chan would want to get the best seat for the dolphin show, so I did it! Shouldn’t you be thankful about that chibi?” Dazai said with a cocky smirk.
Chuuya just murmured some curses and ignored him as he turn his head to watch the dolphins doing a great flip in the air, all the audience clapping for them.
He was amazed at the show too and started clapping with everyone.
At the final round, the trainer asked the audience to step back a little because the water will splash out and apparently it’s going to be a dangerous one which made everyone more excited to see what else those amazing dolphins can do!
Dazai was ready to move back but stopped when he noticed Chuuya wasn’t planning to move with Mori and Elise, “aren’t you going to move back?” he asked.
It was Chuuya’s turn to give him the same cocky smirk “no need to! I have my ability to protect us”.
The brunette sits back down facing Chuuya excitingly “Then I will join you too! Chuuya’s finally doing something useful with his abil..” the sudden splash cut his word as Dazai gasp and blink at how wet he is now!
Those stupid dolphins didn’t wait for him to get ready!!
And Chuuya completely ignored him! Only shielding Mori and Elise with him!
“Chuuuyaa!!!” he whined immediately pouting annoyed at Chuuya, he could of stopped Chuuya to use his ability but he didn’t manage to even do a thing because of how fast those dolphins were!
And just as he turns to look at them, another splash hits him and all the audience screaming and clapping happily as the man ending the show.
Dazai was soaked by now, hair wet and his clothes were almost dripping.
***
Everyone left the stage and Elise now wanted to see the penguins!
They had to walk across the underwater tunnel to find the penguins as they were on the other side of the Aquarium.
She was dragging Mori with her rushing him.
Chuuya was following them but watching the underwater creatures around them, not really giving a mind to Dazai who was walking behind him, mostly ignoring him, but something was weird because Dazai didn’t speak a word after they walked out of the show.
Chuuya looked at him and Dazai was walking slowly, lookeing down, probably lost in his thoughts.
Just before they arrive to the penguin area, Dazai excuses himself to go to the bathroom, saying that he wants to find somewhere to dry himself.
Chuuya just wave his hand mindlessly as he follows Mori and Elise.
Mori saw the brunette leaving and he doubt if he’s really just going to the bathroom, but said nothing.
***
On the other side,
Dazai did actually go to the bathroom to look for any kind of dryer, but they had a weird type that you can only use to dry your hands on, stupid!
It doesn’t help because his hair was wet and shoulders too, half of his shirt is wet.
He sign before leaving the bathroom and heading to the exit of the Aquarium.
He’ll probably just go back to the dorm and change his clothes.
Before he reaches the dark tunnel exit, hesitating to cross it again, he noticed there was another tunnel on the other said, it wasn’t dark though!
It’s actually so bright as the sunlight coming in through it.
Dazai went to see what’s in there, he was surprised to find a garden area with an outdoor cafe.
The place is beautiful and calming, not much people were in here, nice and quiet.
He stepped inside looking for a seat away from the cafe where most people would likely be coming for.
He found an empty seat at the corner of the garden and went to sit on it, he might get dry from the natural wind, then he chuckle quietly at his idea.
But his smile faded and he was lost in his thoughts again, just like how he was thinking deeply before leaving.
Chuuya wasn’t happy to see him, and it was something he expected, but why does it make his heart aching every time he think of it?
He’s been having bad days for weeks now, he can’t remember when was the last time he was relieved, and it’s making him mentally unstable.
None of his suicide attempts were successful too, they just ends up with horrible pain.
So he thought of spending a day with the redhead might help a little, as he usually have no one to spend time with.
Atsushi and Kyouka always have plans for the weekend.
Kunikida have his strict schedule, of course he won’t have time to waste around.
Yosano works for volunteering at some hospitals on most weekends as she wants to help as many people as she can.
Ranpo disappears every weekend and comes back with new boxes of sweets and candy.
Everyone have their own plans, but Dazai is used to spending his weekends alone in his dorm, re-reading his book, drinking sake with his favourite canned crab.
When he saw Akutagawa’s message last night, he actually got excited, and he predicted most of the things that already happened!
But what he didn’t predict was that he won’t be able to bear with Chuuya’s annoyances towards him.
It’s always been like this though? Just him playing around with Chuuya and annoying him as usual? Nothing has changed right?
Slowly pulling his knees up to his chest, leaning his chin on them. He felt a shiver running through his body as the soft breez hits him, it wasn’t cold at all, but he felt cold, and his body was shaking slightly as he tightened his grip on his knees.
He wants to go back to his dorm, or maybe throw himself in one of the nearest river on the way, but he’s too tired to move.
***
Few minutes after they arrived at the penguin area, Elise noticed that Dazai was missing.
“Nee Rintaru, where’s Dazai?” She went to ask Mori about the brunette.
“Hmm? He said he’s going to the bathroom but he’s taking so long” Mori said to her but he really think that Dazai already left the place.
“Eeeh?” Elise pouted, seems like she’s not happy about it.
“Chuuya kun, will you go check on him, he might be lost on the way back!” Mori said to the redhead, hoping that he might find Dazai before he disappear.
“He probably just left anyway” Chuuya replied carelessly before he heard Mori’s voice turning a little strict “Chuuya kun, go find him” he ordered him with a smile.
“Yes, boss” Chuuya immediately bowed to Mori and left them to find Dazai.
***
The redhead went to search for Dazai murmuring and cursing, he did warn the mackerel not to ruin his day, and it’s already ruined because of him!
He rushed to the exit of the Aquarium because of course he won’t be in the bathroom anymore, looking right and left but can’t see Dazai anywhere around.
As he expected the brunette probably left, but the boss won’t be happy if he came back without him, so he have to find Dazai and bring him back with him.
Chuuya sighed annoyed, before going back inside, he’s still not exactly sure if Dazai actually left or not, and what if he went to search for him outside and he’s still inside?? That would be frustrating.
So he decided to go and ask the receptionist about him, someone might of saw him leave or something.
The reception is just by the tunnel, he asked the lady in there but she said she didn’t see anyone like how Chuuya described leaving, but she said there was one more places he could search for him which was the garden area.
Chuuya thanked her and went to find the garden area where she mentioned.
If he didn’t find the brunette in here, he might just ask one of the subordinate that came with Mori to look for him or even send them to Dazai’s shitty dorm to bring him back if he’s there!
He found the garden area where the cafe was, then walked inside and was startled by the beautiful place.
He scanned his eyes around the place, but didn’t find anything at the cafe, then he started searching around the whole garden.
It was a broad place, but you can actually see everything just by standing next to the cafe.
Chuuya looked around before his eyes finally falling on a familiar brunette with his wavy brown hair sitting on one of the stools, knees pulled up to his chest.
He huffed and walked towards him “Oi, Dazai..” he didn’t get an answer because the boy was deeply lost in his thoughts.
“Oi shitty mackerel I’m speaki…” Chuuya didn’t finish his word because when he got closer, he noticed Dazai’s body was shaking as he hugs himself, and the fact that Dazai still didn’t notice that he was standing behind him.
Chuuya moved to sit next to him.
Dazai finally realised that there’s someone sitting next to him, he was startled putting his legs down and move away immediately, surprised at how close Chuuya was!
“Ch.. Chuuya?! What are you doing.. here?” Dazai asked the redhead, trying to hide his tension.
“What do you think I’m here for?? Shithead, I was looking for you!” Chuuya said to him with an annoyed frown, “boss sent me to bring you back”.
Dazai opened his eyes wide then blinked and looked down, his heart beating achingly “so you were looking for me because Mori san ordered you to do so” he mumbled almost whispering.
“Of course! Now come on, lets go back, I don’t have all day to search for you” Chuuya said as he stands up, hands on his pockets, ready to leave.
It was a moment of silence between them.
Then Dazai said quietly “But I was planning to leave… just like you wanted from the beginning… I’ve already ruined your day enough” his voice was shaking slightly.
Chuuya rubbed his head irritatingly “How many times do you want me to say it?? Boss is the one who wanted to…” he didn’t finish his word this time because Dazai moved his head up to look at him with his tired and painful eyes, his hair was still bit wet, wavy curls falling into them.
Dazai couldn’t keep his eye contact with Chuuya long so he looked away nervously “No, I… I don’t want to” he muttered, moving his lips slowly, because it was even getting hard to speak now.
Chuuya took a deep breath before sitting back down next to Dazai, he tried to calm himself and understand what’s going on, because the brunette was acting differently.
“And why is that?” He asked as quiet as he can, still not quiet enough, because Dazai flinched as soon as he sat next to him.
He waited for him to answer patiently, before Dazai finally moved his gaze to him again, but this time, Chuuya was shocked because, those honey coloured eyes were looking at him glistening with tears!
Again, Dazai couldn’t keep the eye contact for a second before immediately looking away from Chuuya, he didn’t realise that his eyes were tearing till he saw Chuuya’s reaction and noticed his vision was getting blurry.
He looked at the other side quickly, pressed his lips together tightly trying to control his breathing before mumbling quietly, lips and voice trembling “because… because I don’t want to be a more burden… to Chuuya… and to everyone else…”.
Chuuya was blinking, speechless at what he heard, is the mackerel saying that???
And… Dazai’s state in front of him?? He can tell that Dazai was holding himself from crying, his hands were pressed hard together, trying to stop his body from shaking.
Not hearing a response from Chuuya made him feel like the air was suffocating him, he can’t breathe normally, and he can’t just cry in front of the redhead!
Dazai pushed himself to stand up and leave as quick as he can, but he didn’t expect to be stopped by Chuuya’s hand holding his!
He tried to pull his hand but Chuuya’s grip was tight, he looked at Chuuya, cheeks were now flushed and wet with tears, desperately trying to pull away.
“Dazai, what’s wrong with you?” Chuuya asked the brunette with a confused frown, he was shocked because he can’t remember the last time he saw Dazai crying, or did it even happen before?!
The only time he think Dazai cried was when Odasaku died, he didn’t even see him because the brunette disappeared after Oda’s death.
Dazai didn’t answer him, only looked down as he started sobbing, he gave up on trying to hold up.
Chuuya slowly dragged Dazai to sit back, he can’t let him go without understanding what in earth is going on, was it because he got wet?? “Are you mad because I let you get wet from the dolphin show?” he asked immediately.
Dazai was trying to cover his face by wiping his face with his palms, he couldn’t stop himself from crying but he shook his head as he heard Chuuya’s question.
He knows the redhead was confused, but he doesn’t want to bother him with his problems and situations, because he can’t say that he’s been having bad days in a row since who knows when…
he can’t say that everytime he tries a new suicide method, it only ends up with lots of unbearable pain he has to deal with them alone…
he can’t say that he didn’t have anyone to go to so he came to Chuuya…
and most importantly, he can’t say that he just wanted to spend a normal day with Chuuya because he simply missed him… because Chuuya probably won’t believe him anyway.
“Osamu, take a deep breath, and tell me what’s wrong” Chuuya’s voice suddenly became so soft that amazed both of them.
Dazai moved his hands down to look at Chuuya, he met the worried blue eyes staring at him curiously, he was startled because… did Chuuya ever speak to him like this before??
But he did what he was told and inhaled deeply then breathed out slowly, but his tears didn’t want to stop, he closed his eyes tight, he still can’t control his sobs.
Chuuya’s heart melted as he see the brunette like that, he raised his hands to cup Dazai’s face and turn it to face him, wiping the tears away with his thumb.
“Tell me … what happened?” He muttered, asking one more time.
And finally, Dazai’s lips were trembling as he try to say something “I … I’m … I’m just … tired …” Dazai let’s out a weak wail as he sobbed and closed his eyes again leaning on Chuuya’s warm touch.
He can’t believe actually said something to Chuuya! But it’s all he managed to say.
The redhead didn’t say anything more, he only pulled Dazai into his arms as he wraps them around him, one hand stroking Dazai’s brown locks and the other hand rubbing his back gently.
At this moment, Dazai was lost in the sudden feeling of warmth, but then he couldn’t resist any longer as he buried his face on Chuuya’s shoulder and let his tears finally falling freely.
Chuuya couldn’t do anything but hug him tighter, he hated himself for how cruel he was treating the brunette all day.
Dazai came to him because he was tired, and all he get in return is harsh comments and ignorance from Chuuya.
And this wasn’t the first time it happened, but it always ended up with Dazai just leaving, spending his depressed and lonely nights on his dorm as always.
Chuuya always forget about how frail Dazai actually is inside, how he always hides his emotions and feeling in front of everyone, he’s the one who knows Dazai the most! why couldn’t he understand a simple thing like Dazai coming to him searching for comfort?!
He take a deep breath before sitting comfortably as he never let go of Dazai.
They stayed like that for a long moment, Dazai locked between Chuuya’s arms, both of his hands on Chuuya’s chest, clinging on his shirt as he was crying.
It’s already been almost ten minutes when Chuuya realised how hard Dazai was shaking in his arms now, not just from crying but also from the coldness, of course he was cold because his hair and clothes were still wet!
Chuuya carefully hold Dazai to pull him back a bit, just to take his jacket off and place it on Dazai’s shoulders.
By now Dazai’s crying started to die out, sniffing as he holds Chuuya’s jacket around him tight, the smell of Chuuya on it was so strong, he wish he can steal the jacket and keep it just to sink his face on it when he can’t sleep, Chuuya’s scent was enough to make him feel safe.
But it was so much better when Chuuya just pull him back, gently hugging him, where he can smell Chuuya’s scent, so much stronger, feel his warmth surrounding him, he can even feel Chuuya’s heartbeat under his palms, making him feel calm and secure.
As they stayed there for a while, Chuuya thought it’s better to call Mori and let him know that he found Dazai, but he didn’t manage to say much, because Mori informed him that they were leaving and wished him to have a nice day and ended the call immediately??
Suddenly, he felt Dazai was getting heavier on his chest, he moved back slowly to look at his face.
Dazai was drifting off, his eyelids feeling so heavy, he never have enough sleep and he’s always been okay with it, but the warmth in Chuuya’s arms makes him want to sleep forever.
Chuuya smiled as he kissed Dazai’s cheek muttering softly “Don’t sleep here mackerel, we need to get you dry before you catch a cold”.
He chuckles as Dazai let out a small adorable whine, gripping Chuuya’s shirt.
He was surprised how gentle and soft his own voice was speaking to Dazai, because now he understand how Dazai felt as he decided to come to the Aquarium today, seeking for comfort, just by spending time with him.
“Come on, let’s get you dried before we have something to eat, I’m sure you didn’t have a proper meal since who knows when”.
He grabbed the brunette to stand up with him.
Dazai didn’t protest as he stand with Chuuya’s help.
They went to the show’s backstage as they didn’t find a dryer anywhere, the staff helped them to get Dazai dry perfectly.
After that, they went to the seafood restaurant in there so Dazai can eat his proper meal for the day, especially that they have all the fresh crab dishes, Chuuya was more than ready to spend all his wallet just to make sure Dazai eats properly.
This whole time, the brunette didn’t speak a word, he answered all of Chuuya’s questions with a nod, he didn’t have the energy to speak after the breakdown he just had, and it was still embarrassing to face the redhead after he saw him in his pathetic state.
On the other side, Chuuya didn’t try to force Dazai to speak at all, he didn’t want to be mean to him again and get all angry for nothing.
After they finished their dinner, Dazai hardly touched his food, and Chuuya wasn’t surprised, but he was thankful that Dazai actually managed to eat few bites.
He paid before helping Dazai to get up, holding his hand and walking inside the Aquarium again.
Dazai didn’t really care about where they’re going to, he knows Mori has already left them, he have no idea where Chuuya is taking him to.
They walked through a very short tunnel before they reached the place Chuuya was taking him to.
This time, Dazai’s eyes open wide at the stunning view in front of him!
Chuuya brought them to the Underwater area again, but this place was different, it’s like a small dome surrounded with the shiny blue water and lots of different sea creatures around them, only the two of them can fit with how small it is.
The view was breathtaking and the water was so bright, Dazai couldn’t help but smile and relax at the sight.
He instantly felt Chuuya’s arms wrapping his waist from behind, as the redhead pulls him close, he felt Chuuya’s warm breathe on his neck before kissing him slowly.
Dazai started to panic from Chuuya’s first touch, he couldn’t stop himself from shivering as he felt Chuuya’s warm lips on his neck, he tried to move and turn around to face the redhead properly “Ch.. Chuuya!! What are you doing!?” he said quickly trying to move away from Chuuya’s grip, face turning red.
“Dazai, I know you still hurt, but will you forgive me for being an asshole to you?” Chuuya’s eyes were looking at him completely serious.
Dazai stuttered as he tried to speak, he didn’t know what to say because Chuuya never spoken to him like this before!
Chuuya pulled Dazai’s head close to him, whispering in his ear “I’ll do anything you want, until you think you can forgive me, I promise you”.
Chuuya know’s that sounded so humiliated and it’s something he usually never do, but this time, he knows that Dazai reached his limits, he doesn’t want to hear that the mackerel tried to kill himself because of him again, he won’t forgive himself ever.
It happened once when they were sixteen, and he won’t let it happen again.
He can still remember clearly how he found Dazai body drowning and almost dead, before the boss managed to save him.
And it all happened because he had a massive argument with Dazai the day before, and it ended up with Chuuya telling Dazai how annoying and useless he was, and Dazai probably thought that he didn’t want to bother him anymore, so it’s easier to just disappear forever from Chuuya’s sight forever.
Getting all those memories back, he realised that he can’t lose Dazai, and it’s probably bit late, but this time he’ll try his best not to leave things to the last moment.
Chuuya’s brain came back when he heard Dazai’s voice speaking to him faintly “will Chuuya really do anything I ask for…?” the brunette wasn’t sure if Chuuya was being serious or not, so Chuuya nods to him immediately “Sure!”
“Then… can I… can we… spend the weekends together… from now on?” Dazai sounded so uneasy.
Chuuya blinked at him for a second, he didn’t expect something as simple as that, Dazai just wanted someone to spend his lonely time with, but he didn’t want anyone, he wanted Chuuya to be with him!
And it’s not like he can refuse Dazai’s request, he nods quickly “of course!!” Chuuya said with the softest smile as he tightened his arms around Dazai, “I’ll take you to the best places for our weekend dates”.
Dazai blushed hard as he turns his face to the other side.
Meanwhile, Chuuya’s eyes were adoring the beautiful blushing brunette in front of him, biting his bottom lip shyly, avoiding to look at Chuuya’s eyes.
“Can I kiss you?” Chuuya couldn’t resist, but he’ll never do anything Dazai is not comfortable with, so he asked him eagerly.
Now Dazai startled and his heart almost stopped beating as he looked at Chuuya immediately “Wh… What? But Chuuya… people might walk in!” he was so embarrassed to look at the redhead, but he didn’t reject Chuuya’s request!
“Don’t worry, they don’t allow more than two people to be inside, so no one can come in”.
Dazai felt his heart fluttering in his chest, then he nods, very slowly.
As Chuuya came close to him, he was sure his heart will explode at any second, and his hands that were holding Chuuya’s shoulders are sweating, it’s not like it was his first time kissing Chuuya, but he never felt like that before!
They kissed before when Dazai used to be in the Mafia, just because both of them wanted to try how their first kiss would be, but it was nothing like that!
Dazai never felt that much emotions attacking him, but this time, as Chuuya’s lips slowly brushing over his own, he couldn’t breathe as he shut his eyes, face heating up!
Chuuya didn’t move, however, he raised one hand to hold Dazai’s chin to kiss him deeper, pulling him closer to him, then he slowly breaks the kiss as he feels Dazai’s body started shaking slightly.
He looked at the brunette, eyes closed tight, his cheeks were flushed red.
Slowly moving his hand to cradle his face, Dazai’s eyes flutter open.
“You alright?” Dazai hears Chuuya asking him tenderly, he takes a deep breath before nodding.
Then it was Dazai who moved forward this time, crushing his lips into Chuuya’s as he drags him from his shirt.
Chuuya started kissing him again nonstop, sucking on his bottom lip till he felt Dazai’s lips parting slightly, giving him the permission to push his tongue inside as he kisses him deeply.
Dazai knew that he never felt like this kissing anyone before, he knew that Chuuya was always different, because Chuuya is always special to him.
He suddenly let out a small moan as he felt Chuuya was sucking his tongue and pulled away immediately, breathing heard, he was so embarrassed from the sound he made and immediately hid his face on Chuuya’s neck, cheeks burning hot.
Chuuya was surprised at the sudden shift, but then he started chuckling at Dazai’s reaction as he heard his cute moan, embracing him tight and stroking his soft locks.
They stayed like that for few seconds before Dazai pulls back, and Chuuya grin then moving closer to kiss the brunette one more time, but he was stopped by Dazai’s hands covering his lips.
“They are looking at us!!” Dazai looked away and said embarrassingly.
Chuuya blinked few times then frowned, as if he’s asking who??
“Th… them!” he pointed at the bottom of the basin with his eyes, Chuuya turned to see who!
He saw a group of tiny crabs and different other fishes and sea creatures were standing together, as if they were staring at them.
Chuuya couldn’t hold his laughter at how adorable Dazai could be!
“They probably came to see the mackerel walking around the Aquarium” Chuuya giggles as Dazai pouted at him.
“Should we go home then? It’s getting late anyway” Chuuya’s voice turned so soft as he takes Dazai’s hand on his, walking out of the place.
Dazai paused for a moment, he doesn’t want to go back to his dorm now, he’s not really ready to get back to his usual shell, especially not after he’s started to have fun with the redhead.
It was already dark when they were out of the Aquarium, Chuuya was on his phone calling one of his subordinates to send them a driver because he didn’t bring his own car today.
They arrived in few minutes, Chuuya opened the back door for Dazai and they both sit together.
The drive was indeed so quiet, Dazai was lost in his thoughts gazing at the city skyline from the window, before he felt Chuuya’s warm hand holding his and pressing gently.
He didn’t move his gaze from the window, only after few minutes when they arrived at the front of the tallest building, where he believed Chuuya’s penthouse is.
“Why did you bring me here?”.
“Because the weekend didn’t finish yet!”.
Chuuya answered him simply as he drags Dazai from his hand inside the building and taking the lift.
He pressed the button for the highest level, and in less than a minute, they were standing on Chuuya’s door.
Chuuya pulled his keycard out and opened the door, entering with Dazai.
Dazai was dazed as it was his first visit to Chuuya’s penthouse, he stopped breaking in Chuuya’s apartment after he moved, not because he didn’t know where the redhead lived anymore, but because he didn’t want to interfere with him.
And it’s been so long since the last time he smelled Chuuya’s perfume and wine collection that strong!
As soon as the door was closed, Chuuya shoved him to the door caging him between his hands as he kiss him “Stop overthinking!” he complained.
“I’m not! I was just thinking that Chuuya’s wine collection smells like vinegar from here!” Dazai teases him and chuckles at Chuuya’s ‘Haa??’.
Chuuya was surprised but more than happy to see Dazai’s smile.
They went inside and the first thing Chuuya ordered him to do was to take a shower and change all the dirty clothes because he doesn’t want him to ruin his expensive furniture!
Dazai got out of the shower wearing a robe Chuuya gave him, it was quite short for him as it didn’t reach his knees, and he didn’t have his bandages on, his skin feeling so soft and scented from Chuuya’s shower products, and his hair dripping but feeling extremely silky too.
Chuuya wasn’t ready to see Dazai like this, he quickly gave him something to wear from his closet and left to take his shower.
Chuuya gave him one of his oversized sweaters that was even massive for Dazai, but it was nice and warm, with short pants that probably comes in a pyjama set, he wore them after wrapping his legs and thighs with fresh bandages.
Dazai went to look around the penthouse as he wait for Chuuya to finish his shower, he found Chuuya’s office beside a guest room? then he went to see Chuuya’s massive bedroom that has the same amazing view of Yokohama from the window with the size of the wall.
After he finished exploring around, he went to sit on the couch in front of the cinema-like area, turning the TV on, already getting comfortable.
By the time Chuuya’s out of the shower, he went to join the brunette as he suggested to watch a movie together, Dazai liked the idea and waited for Chuuya to put something on.
The redhead made them some hot chocolate, and went to sit next to Dazai as the movie started.
They ordered something light for dinner as Dazai didn’t want to eat anything.
Halfway through the movie, Chuuya suddenly felt a weight on his shoulder, and looked at Dazai who leaned his head on him, eyes half closed, the mug of hot chocolate still on his hand, already cold.
Chuuya moved to wrap his arm around Dazai’s shoulder and gently bringing him to his chest, and Dazai adjusted himself for get comfortable on Chuuya’s arms.
It’s not even 8:00pm yet, but he was so tired his eyes couldn’t stay open longer than that.
Chuuya’s fingertips stroking his head slowly melting him, with the sound of his heart under Dazai’s ear.
“From now on, you’re staying here every weekend, Osamu” Chuuya whispered to him as he kisses his forehead.
He turns the TV of and slowly moves to put one hand under Dazai’s thighs, and the other one on his back as he lifts him up from the coach.
He stepped into his bedroom, closing the door before placing the brunette in the middle of his king size bed.
Just as he wanted to move to turn off the lights, he stopped as he felt Dazai was holding his pyjama shirt.
He couldn’t move away from the brunette, so he held his hand and with his other hand he managed to find the electric remote control to turn all the lights off.
He pulls Dazai back to his chest and cuddles him as Dazai close his eyes completely now, feeling safe in Chuuya’s embrace.
Chuuya watching him under the moonlight, with a smile on his lips at how adorable the brunette looks while sleeping.
He stayed up for few hours, browsing through his phone, then looking at Dazai’s face sleeping peacefully again, he felt his heart jump when the brunette moved closer, sinking his face on his chest, breathing steadily.
He would be lying to himself if he said he didn’t care about Dazai, when he saw him this morning, he can’t deny how loud his heartbeats were, he missed him so much and he was so happy to see him there!
But he didn’t want to show any of his feelings because first, the boss was there, and second, that might be just him who’s feeling that way.
That’s why he was totally shocked when Dazai suddenly started crying in front of him! It’s something he never in his life expected to see.
Getting all the stuff out of his mind, he gave the brunette one more kiss on his hair, and closed his eyes.
***
After that, Dazai started to spend every weekend with the redhead, either going out together or spending their time at Chuuya’s penthouse watching a movie or playing games.
That’s until Chuuya asked Dazai to just move in with him, so they can spend all their lives together, not only weekends!
The end ~