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1. To Be So Lonely by MCUsic_to_my_ears

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Mature
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Dec 2021

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
   • Castiel & Jack Kline & Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester
   • Childhood Sexual Abuse
   • Nothing explicit
   • Underage Prostitution
   • Child Abuse
   • Abusive John Winchester
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Rape Recovery
   • Dissociation
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words
   • Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love
   • Castiel is Loved (Supernatural)
   • Protective Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Angel Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Use Their Words

   Summary

   Sam hasn't noticed anything off about Dean and Cas struggles not to tell him. This is a task more difficult than awaiting the seventh day above of Jericho, but the angel knows that protecting Dean means protecting the part of Dean that is still alive inside of Sam. A part that Dean rarely allows to mutate into a mirror image. Cas has yet to convince Dean that Sam's vision of him matching reality does not mean he has failed as a parent.

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   As his relationship with Cas grows, Dean learns to redefine his relationship with sex.

   Series

   • Part 2 of I was just a little boy

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   English

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