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Sometimes, Seonghwa hopes he can burn his ill fate toward Hongjoong. It's a rare thing to remember the past life and the fortune teller telling lies to everyone about Seonghwa. It is not Seonghwa first life, but the fortune teller is correct for Hongjoong life. It is his other life, but Seonghwa wouldn't accept this will be the last for Hongjoong.
Based on his research, Seonghwa life for this time only to karmic fate to Hongjoong. It is his punishment for manipulating and lying to Hongjoong until the end of Seonghwa first life. They die together because Hongjoong took Seonghwa to suicide in the lake.
Okay, calling Wooyoung as ingredients is unacceptable. And for the fucking fate, why is Wooyoung being a member of the ATEEZ group?
Okay, back to the ingredient story. Seonghwa twin sister—evil twins sister for more exact context—is obsessed with eternity and using the Seonghwa name as an excuse for finding the rest of the list in cursed papers. Hongjoong kills his twins at the end of the day, but he lies to Seonghwa and says Yunho kills her.
Yes, another person from the past appears as an ATEEZ member.
Seonghwa gets along with Hongjoong lies. Seonghwa does much unacceptable behaviour to his slave for the sake of Hongjoong wouldn't leave his side. Twisted and manipulated him until people thought Hongjoong was a villain who likes abused Seonghwa. As a reality, Seonghwa who the one push Hongjoong to that behaviour.
“This is a sickening shit." Seonghwa sees the matchstick he holds. The little red flame made Seonghwa remember one of his twin sisters attempts to kill Hongjoong before he fell into a coma. “And fuck Lockheart family! Because they were obsessed with pure blood, I suffered in the past.”
Seonghwa sighed too hard to his intended. But still, even cursing his past family, and his hand felt a little burning because the metallic matchstick is the good conductor to deliver heat, wouldn't solve his fate to Hongjoong.
Maybe Seonghwa holds too much sin in his first life. So he should wait until Hongjoong was born for five constructive life.
“This is unfair. Unfair!” Seonghwa knows he is mad like crazy right now, but what he can do? “I even can't tell him at the first life if I love him and do that shit to make sure he stay with me until the end.”
He better continue cursing, but Seonghwa eyes get blurry. Not like his twin sister genetic illness because of their family history of incest in the past, Seonghwa vision is blurry right now because he was crying.
“I can accept if he forgets me and his body react to stay away from me unconsciously. I can accept if I should delay born at his five constructive life. But ... But....”
It's hard to breathe.
It's a fucking lying when Seonghwa said he accepted what he said earlier.
“But why in this life, I wouldn't end up with Hongjoong until the end? Why I should repay my sin to him at his last life cycle?”
Seonghwa eyes were blurry because of his tears.
Seonghwa hand burned because of the heat he received from a metal matchstick.
Seonghwa chest feels tight. Because Seonghwa heart aches every time he realizes their fate until the end wouldn't be crossed as Hongjoong lover.