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1. I Just Wish That I Could See Through You by NotALemon

   Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/F, F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   19 Aug 2022

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Lucien/Caleb Widogast
   • Fjord/Jester Lavorre
   • Beauregard Lionett/Yasha
   • Mollymauk Tealeaf/Caleb Widogast
   • Yeza Brenatto/Nott | Veth Brenatto
   • Lucien (Critical Role)
   • Caleb Widogast
   • Fjord (Critical Role)
   • Jester Lavorre
   • Beauregard Lionett
   • Yasha (Critical Role)
   • Nott | Veth Brenatto
   • Caduceus Clay
   • Mistaken Identity
   • Fake/Pretend Relationship
   • Campaign 2 (Critical Role)
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Lucien Being an Asshole (Critical Role)
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • And All Other Lucien-Related Warnings
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Memory Loss
   • Amnesia
   • Caleb Widogast Deserves Nice Things
   • Trauma
   • Nobody is Dead
   • Slow Burn
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Mollymauk Tealeaf's Backstory
   • Flirting
   • Pining Caleb Widogast
   • Anti-Tiefling Racism (Dungeons & Dragons)
   • Sexual Tension
   • Sexual Fantasy
   • Trent Ikithon Bashing
   • Sloppy Makeouts
   • Biting
   • Magic
   • Wizard Kink
   • Blood Kink
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Recovered Memories
   • Power Play
   • Dissociation
   • Under-negotiated Kink
   • Past Abuse
   • Nightmares
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Panic Attacks
   • Past Astrid Beck/Bren Aldric Ermendrud/Eadwulf Grieve
   • Caleb Widogast's Backstory
   • Angst

   Summary

   "Lucien," Caduceus says, soothingly. "You want to know what he was doing. And that is understandable. But you're hanging in a delicate balance. Pretending you're someone you're not is dangerous, Lucien. And while you might be able to keep it up long enough to convince them, you'll never be able to keep it up long enough to be safe forever. One day, you will betray their trust."

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