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1. 'If...' by BlueStarAngel

   Fandoms: EastEnders (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   26 Feb 2022

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Callum "Halfway" Highway/Ben Mitchell
   • Ben Mitchell
   • Callum "Halfway" Highway
   • Alternate Universe
   • Homophobia
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Angst
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Terminal Illnesses
   • Sexist Language
   • Self-Harm
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism

   Summary

   Can one choice change the course of your life? Can one action colour your world forever?

   Ben was at a crossroads in his life. Should he take the same miserable, safe circular path he’d been on for years? Or jump into the unknown and find his happiness.

   In my story Canning Town, I asked what would happen if Callum didn’t go to Walford in 2018, but back home instead, and Ben found him there that year.
   This is an AU of that story. What if Ben didn’t arrive in Canning Town until almost a decade later?

   Series

   • Part 2 of Over the Rainbow

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   26,699

   Chapters:

   3/?

   Comments:

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