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The day that I found out that I am not capable of producing nor carrying children, no words could ever describe the pain I felt.
It was like the world has decided to collapse all around me, and trap me in between its shards. I tried my best to stand up, but each time I did, the weight just became heavier and heavier.
I hated everything around me then. I hated my father. I hated my family. I hated life. I hated the world. I hated myself. I thought, if only I were strong enough then and fought back. If only I sucked it up and had courage instead of cowering in a corner, perhaps none of this would have happened. If only I thought of running away much sooner, probably some parts of me could have been saved.
Zoro tried his hardest to keep our relationship afloat. He did his best to cheer me up every day. At night, when he thinks my tears have finally sent me to sleep, I hear his promises of finding a way to heal me and give me back what has been stolen from me. He kisses me every night and did his best to piece me back together even if it meant having his own fingers wounded by my broken pieces.