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1. if i’m on fire, you’ll be made of ashes too by paintersong

   Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Feb 2022

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Simon/Wilhelm (Young Royals)
   • Simon (Young Royals)
   • Wilhelm (Young Royals)
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Masturbation
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Panic Attacks
   • Dissociation
   • Triggers
   • basically a look at how the video affects simon long-term
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • listen this is a very sad fic you have been warned
   • Vomiting
   • its brief but wanted to tag it in case anyone has emetephohia
   • i think that’s all good luck everyone

   Summary

   There was no blueprint for these conversations he and Simon had been forced to have, nothing. How were they supposed to talk about this stuff? The traumas they shared, the traumas they didn’t, the blurry lines between those transforming into a dark fog every and honesty was the only light they had, a stupid, dull flashlight, and he and Simon fought their way through the thick fog, trying to find each other, trying not to trip over the brambles of the memories and the headlines and the reality of the things they’d been through, together and apart.

    

   Two years after the video, they still haven’t escaped.

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