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  1. If one was me by

    Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)  

    20 Feb 2022

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    You were not a complete innocent when you first took him to bed, but he had seen so much more than you. You knew when you touched him, he felt the ghosts of other hands; he saw the same act in a different context, taken or coerced instead of freely given. He could not treat your yes with such exquisite caution if he had not seen yes dragged out, limping, barely alive.
    It was one of the reasons you put yourself into his hands - how could a man who felt that so acutely ever hurt you?
    In seclusion, Lan Xichen reflects on the motivations of the man he loved.

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