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  hyliank8's stories were an inspiration for this story!

  excuse my english! I mostly write in Spanish!

From a cold robe to soft, clean clothes
from a “bed” to a bed that CAN be called a bed
from cold and tasteless food to delicious and hot food

everything went very fast for him
after long days of "testing" his body succumbed to exhaustion and he fell into his bed, which was just stainless steel attached to the wall, the only soft thing was an old and dusty pillow
it hurt a lot, he felt a lot of pain

but he wasn't going to say anything…nobody wanted to hear it…nobody wanted to know
no one was going to listen anyway
an object does not scream, cry, complain when it is hit or when its ribs are broken

S01 knew that very well
but that didn't mean the tears would stop
Why when I want to do something right, everything goes wrong?
Why am I so useless?
Why can't I make him love me?
Is it because I'm not a real monster?

I cried a lot when the doctor did not show up in the cell for a new day of experiments

Where was it?

It had been 7 days since he took it out, he was hungry and felt more alone than he already was, he screamed, but no one came, he cried and cried asking forgiveness for any mistake he might have made

"please do not leave me alone!! I do not want you to leave me!! I'll do what you want please come back!! What did I do wrong?!"

on the sixth day he lost hope and threw himself on the floor to die
the doctor no longer wanted him…he was no longer of any use to him…he was an abandoned doll

he even missed it…even if it hurt him…he would let him use it again just to feel and hear it

He closed his eyes and let himself be absorbed by the darkness of his cell.

he felt a rather strong prick before feeling how he was raised
His thoughts pointed to the doctor, he had come...

he felt so happy he wanted to say his name he wanted to hug him, he didn't care if then he would drop it but could not move, his eyes would close every time

              "Hey?"

he said inside himself, the place was not familiar to him, he thought of a million places but none of them agreed

"IF YOU DON'T STOP CRYING I'LL THROW YOU IN THE LANDFILL!"

those words echoed in his head
the landfill…I was going to throw it away
all the happiness he felt went to hell, he didn't want to be thrown out

“n-no! I still serve! I can still be useful! Please don't get rid of me!"

whatever i put in it worked
his world had turned totally black

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the floor felt too soft...
felt warm and comfortable

as soon as he opened his eyes he closed them again and so on a few times until he was sure it was real
it was a different type of bed, it was padded and had clean pillows
snuggled into the blanket, never had one before
I even had a different robe

everything was different
slowly got out of bed and walked around
I hear something somewhere

was someone writing
He approached slowly, opened the door...it was him...it was the Doctor...

“S01, you finally wake up”

"Doctor…"

"Come on, come, the food is ready"

food?...did you make him food?...
S01 took small steps towards Gaster

"Are you going to sit down or not?"
as soon as he saw her frown he hurt to sit down, food was served to him
it looked good…really good

"this is for me?..."

"I don't see anyone else apart from me and you, use the spoon and eat"

feeling something more than nutritional bars was an explosion of emotions,
I wasn't eating fast on purpose, the food was really delicious
well…it was the first lunch I ate, it was a real lunch, no cookies, no granola bars, it was hot and tasted great, I spent a few minutes before asking:

“can I eat more?”

"of course"

He served him food one more time and he was devoured as soon as the doctor took his hands off the plate, while he chewed he looked around, all that seemed like a dream, everything was unknown, he did not know what those drawers were and he did not know what those things in the form of animals were It looked good, I wanted to grab them.
            

                    felt… fingers on his cheek

“You got dirty…let me help you!”

“…this…is an experiment?”

"no"

"this is real…?"

"Yes, the experiment I had planned didn't work...and it didn't make sense to torture you in such a way...now it's you and me, yes?..."

“No more…needles?”

“no, no more needles”

"...I don't...anymore...pain?"

“no, no more pain”

sans hands trembled at that…wouldn't he be tortured anymore?…what was he supposed to feel now?…everything was so rushed, he still doesn't believe all this is real…was it?…. how should it feel?...their eye sockets got wet and little by little it started to leak

Started to cry

"oh, don't cry, no no no...do you want a handkerchief?...come on...everything is fine"

"…what will happen to me?..."

“You will stay here and I will take care of you!”

“Will you take care of me?”

"Yes! you do not believe me?"

see how Gaster's face changed the excitement

"Yes! yes I believe you! I'm…I don't know what to feel…”

"Just feel happy, okay? I want to make you happy..."

he stood up again and approached
he was hugged, that only made his crying worse, he felt so happy
I could not believe what was happening

Was all the doctor made was a mask?
what if it wasn't bad?
                  

                    her small arms wrapped around Gaster's back tightly.
as soon as he felt how he wanted to separate he pressed harder

"What's up?"

"Please don't let me go..."

was not released anymore if he was lifted from his seat

"Hey?"

“don't worry, you'll eat later”

They returned to the bedroom, laid him down carefully and caressed his cheeks, their gazes did not leave, their hands began to caress his body gently and with subtle affection, he had only seen this in his dreams.

in his dreams he was always treated with affection by the only person from whom he expected that, but those dreams were destroyed by the terrible reality, he was being beaten, experienced or penetrated without any restraint, it hurt a
                  

                     lot and he reached the point of not being able to get up for the pain

but now he was experiencing pleasure for the first time
she could feel how her fingers got into her ecto-vagina slowly and expanded its walls, little by little it became penetrations, hearing herself sigh and moan was embarrassing, she clenched her teeth in an attempt to shut up but it was impossible
sans couldn't help but flinch when he saw gaster's erection jump straight out of his pants and collide with his body, the position he was in left him totally exposed

Gaster was behind him and he was sitting on his lap with his legs apart.

“uh…”

“If it hurts a lot, you can tell me”

"…really?"

"Yes"

I lift him almost standing on the bed and lower him slowly, he couldn't help but give a little cry when he got to the middle, his legs trembled and he ended up introducing everything once and for all, Gaster's hands were 
                  

                    positioned on his pelvis and they began to move it, for the first time sans felt something more than pain, he felt pleasure

now he was under him being fucked against the mattress, he wanted more, he was liking it…he felt so dirty, the feeling of being a thing and not a monster invaded his head, rather, he wanted to invade his mind but for some 
                  

                    strange reason he didn't I could…mostly that happened when I was in pain…

why he deserved it…he deserved everything they did to him
And if he deserved that….did he also deserve what was happening?
the doctor was doing it to him so…maybe he deserves it…

They were soft but deep penetrations, his kisses were passionate, he had never really kissed so he just let himself go,
his gasp became louder as the penetrations began to be faster
                  

                    "waiting!! I…I feel like I'm going to….oh no!!”

he managed to reach orgasm, he threw his head back and gave a loud cry, but the pleasure did not end, he was still being penetrated, the speed increased, it was no longer soft now it was hard but not painful, it felt good

he sighed softly as he felt himself fill up, it was hot
his body gave small spasms, he gave a small moan at the moment of feeling how gaster's penis came out of him

"hehe look at you, you're leaking"

I had made him happy, he liked that much more than what he had just felt

"I'm tired...uhh..."

"Let's go to sleep, yes?...then I'll wash you"

"together?..."

"of course"

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sans fell asleep right away, making sure he was completely asleep, snapping his fingers twice before carefully getting up and going to the bathroom, but not before they grab something from his pants

*click*

“experiment 30….first part…carried out successfully…little by little we will advance”
                  

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S01: no…I feel very comfortable…

the mere fact of talking about what he felt at that moment was something new, that was... forbidden, they had gone back upstairs, Gaster covered his eye sockets with a handkerchief so he didn't know where the room was, he only knew he had to go upstairs. stairs.

he was seated on a chair and tied with straps

S01/S: ….you…said I wasn't going to see any more straps…

Gaster: this is important S01, it's important to you, if I don't do it your body could break

S01: but… you said that that is no longer-

Gaster: I said there would be no more experiments, but I never said I'd stop worrying about your health.

S01:..oh…

seeing how he took a screwdriver out of one of his boxes, his hands closed

“Lied…he lied….”

Gaster: This will hurt just a little...

S01:…you said….not anymore….

Gaster:…the plate S01 the plate!...think a bit with that stupid head-

he let out a sigh
S01 looked at his hand, the plate with his "name" "S01"

S01:…are you going to take away my badge?...

Gaster: no…I realized that it's a bit loose, this will only hurt a little, yes?

S01:…Why don't you take it off?

Gaster: S01…don't mess around where you're not called and something you couldn't understand

S01 just looked away and closed his eyes
he could feel how little by little the plate tightened on the front part of his hand, he hadn't even realized that it had loosened over time, he was more busy…feeling other kinds of things.

He decided to leave his questions to himself, the doctor seemed somewhat irritated and his anger was the last thing he wanted to try again.
the other day had been special for him and he wanted to keep that

S01: ! N-NO!!

Gaster had ignited a screwdriver in front of him.

S01: I DID NOT KNOW ANYTHING! WHAT IS WRONG?!

and turned it off, Gaster focused his gaze on S01's trembling hands.

S01:??...why- EK!

now it was a hammer, which hit the table hard, now he just kept his eye sockets closed and his hands clenched on the chair

S01:…..?

Gaster: ....ok, let's go home

S01:…huh?...

the handkerchief returned to its sockets, the straps were removed and S01 was mobile again, but he didn't walk like before, he was carried by Gaster this time, he took it as a token of affection and devoured it completely, he was hungry...hungry for affection , hungry to be hugged, caressed and gently touched, even wanted to sleep with him as he had done before

he just wanted to be touched without feeling pain and wanting to run away.
sometimes he was annoyed by how needy he felt, at first he really tried to hide it by showing a dislike for the doctor but little by little his strength was running out, he had no one, he had no shoulder to cry on and much less with whom talk or empathize, just him and the doctor, being the only being he knew apart from himself... he couldn't help but seek some love or approval from him, to the point of lowering himself LIKE AN OBJECT to be able to feel something similar to a hug

He still remembers when he came to respond reluctantly, death threats and even tried to kill Gaster on one occasion, this action was only the beginning of an unbearable and painful silence, until he decided to swallow his pride and begged him to talk to him again or at least tell him what to do instead of just pointing or moving it with his other hands

Gaster: Are you trying to suffocate me?

He had been hugging Gaster's neck tightly, he loosened his grip, put his hand on the handkerchief.

S01: are we not there yet?

Gaster: Actually, yes…

he proceeded to take off his handkerchief and look around, he was lowered carefully, as soon as he touched the ground he began to explore the place, he had barely explored it again, now he had realized that there was another room in that place, there were other classes of chairs, they looked comfortable.

kitchen, living room, bedroom and bathroom.

Gaster had gone to sit in the kitchen and only saw how S01 walked stunned
everywhere

he also saw other things in the kitchen, canned food, instant food, among other things.
he looked like a child…..he was a child…a child in a world totally unknown to him

He went to a huge white square and opened it, there were more canned things and other glass
one of those caught your attention

S01: what is that thing? ….Whiskey-whisky?...

Gaster: don't touch it…I don't think you'll like it…it tastes ugly

S01:? But if it tastes bad why is it here?

Gaster: because for me it does taste good...

S01:…uh…it has a funny color…

Gaster: what if you see something else? .... read everything it says there

S01:…uh…Iced tea….soda….red?…

Gaster: do you want to try it?...

S01:..uh…well

at the time of being served

S01:…huh?

Gaster: pffff

S01: what?

Gaster: Did you think the liquid was going to be red?

S01: It says “red soda” so…

Gaster: hehehe

S01: ….

Gaster: hmm?... what's up?

S01: ….you laughed!...

Gaster:...

S01: do it again

Gaster: no, that's enough

S01: ooh…

Gaster: do you want to eat something? are you hungry?

S01: yes!...

no, he didn't have it but he really wanted to know what they were going to prepare for him today
he stared as he did but it didn't last long, his eyes closed slowly no matter how many times he tried they closed

barely felt the smell of food near his face, he opened his eyes and began to eat

this taste…it was even better than his first meal, in fact it was the best

Gaster: you look much more elated than the first time you ate

S01: what is this?

Gaster: tomato soup with macaroni, do you like it?

S01: a lot! Like a lot a lot! Is it sweet and salty?...is that it?

Gaster: Do you like it more than the stew?

S01: yes! yes!....uh...

Gaster: what you ate the first time

S01: yes! Yes! Yes!

after that they just rested, S01 at first went to the room and lay down, managed to sleep for a while

when he woke up he looked for Gaster, he got up and went looking for him... but there was no one, he was alone

S01: he will come back… right?....

He went to the living room, got on a sofa and started jumping, he did a few laps until his curiosity landed on a drawer

there were different types of books, science books, books of…jokes?, a book of…relationships?

there were things that seemed interesting to him, others that he did not understand and others that made him laugh a few times

he heard someone entering and closing something, he quickly got defensive and got on the sofa, his blue eye went out when he met the doctor

Gaster: what are you doing?

S01: nothing...just...I'm...here...

the tallest one moved around the room and sat on the sofa

Gaster: no one is going to hurt you S01…the only one who can enter this place is me, come here, lie down.

patting her leg, S01 thought about it for a moment until she proceeded to crawl and lie on Gaster's lap.
S01 felt how his head was caressed and slightly scratched, he wanted to be like this forever, he knows that if he said it out loud he would be punished…but he is grateful that the experiment failed, now he was being caressed and pampered by HIM, he gave him hot food and now she was wearing something more than a simple hospital gown, now… she felt like… a living being… that thought alone made her heart warm

Gaster: have you been reading?

S01: yes, I was bored, you left me alone and well I didn't know what to do…sorry?

Gaster: how much did you read?

S01: well… I stayed on a page about something that has to do with skulls…

Gaster: how much did you read?

S01:…3 pages…could I fix my basin…with that?

Gaster: no…that's irreversible…unfortunately, your basin will never be able to shine like before…and if it does it would be a miracle.
he wasn't going to be sad…he wasn't going to be, he was happy enough right now to cry over a no longer functional eye socket…it attached to the doctor's leg

Gaster: oh…did I hurt you?

S01:…….no no…I'm fine….I still have one left…and that…it's good

gaster: are you sad

S01: no! I'm not!

Gaster: now you're upset

S01: no!!....uhg...it's not true

he was picked up again and sitting on the sofa, he was throwing a tantrum or something, he had crossed his arms and looked away, the scientist put his finger to S01's cheekbone and he shook his head to remove it

Gaster: Did you just get into that kind of stage?...so fast?

S01: I'm not getting into anything! I'm angry…

Gaster: I see…can I do something to make up for it?

ok, S01's eyes widened as soon as he heard that, him?...do something to make him stop being upset? He thought about the scene he had done a moment ago, if he had done it before, surely a nail would end up in his skull…well, he was exaggerating…I guess, he rubbed his hands together and looked at him out of the corner of his eye.

S01: I want-

Gaster: remember I can't reverse it so take that off your mental list

S01:…..I…want…uh…more of that red sauce

Gaster: just that?

S01:…are there more…like me?

Gaster:...

S01:…I mean….you go out…and now that I can talk…more…

Gaster: you are unique

S01: huh?.....

Gaster: don't you remember what I told you?...it's just you and me...it doesn't exist anymore like us....

he said the last thing almost whispering, his voice trailed off a bit and he closed his eyes, S01 realized

quickly from that...

S01:….are you sad?

Gaster: no...

S01: are you-

Gaster: don't you dare say the same

S01: oh well….what happened?

Gaster: Things That Don't Matter Now

S01:…well…[although I really want to know…but….]

Gaster's hand went through S01's head

Gaster: you're unique, do you understand?...that's why I can't lose you...you're important....

S01:……

S01 lay back down on Gaster's lap

S01:….[I am…important…]

his smile increased

S01:…[Is this how it feels….feeling like someone?…things aren't important….and he said I'm important…does that mean I'm someone…?….if so….it feels very well…]

Gaster: [quickly gaining confidence]

had reviewed the previous stages
if it was his first phase, he would be easily manipulated, he could barely walk on his own, his second stage would be a constant fight, he hated him and he knew it, he tried to kill him once and that was the necessary test, the current S01 had given up completely, the emotional and sentimental manipulation was of great help, he must admit that there were times when it happened but everything went away with a few cigarettes and an outing with his acquaintances

the current S01 stopped fighting, his blows were no longer so strong and now they were more jerky than anything else, his screams full of threats were now just moans, he was so tired that he barely used his bones against him, his magic had weakened by point of not having much damage on it.

his hatred turned into an attachment or an almost irrational desire for attachment
the lack of another subject to talk to or have some kind of contact with made him very needy over time...

S01:..doctor?....

Wingdings woke up from his thoughts…and looked at S01

Doctor: what's up?

S01:..I fell asleep and you were still in the same position when I woke up

doctor: how long has it been?

S01: I don't know- hey!

he was pulled and kissed, he was kissed… out of the blue…

S01:? ….Hey?

Gaster:..let's go to sleep...

S01:?

Gaster: what's up?

S01:….eh….hehehe what the hell?…

S01 was hugged and cuddled by the scientist

S01:…

returned the hug gladly
That's why I needed the most...

because nothing bad was going to happen from now on….

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His magic was breaking, it was tearing apart, it was back.
Why? What was happening? He remembers closing his eyes for a while and appeared in this situation, the lack of violence made his body slowly heal the damaged parts, this unexpected violence made the whole process go to hell and it was even more painful, it was like removing a really big scab, as soon as the coast comes out, it starts to burn, that would be the summary of what he felt as soon as he was pushed against the mattress, without any preparation

could understand the situation, everything had turned into screaming and crying, it was a big bucket of cold water

S01: PLEASE STOP! IT HURT! IT HURTS- AAAAAAHG!!”

The doctor went out and entered him, it was a too sharp push, too deep, it made him tremble and lose his balance, if it wasn't for the extra hands he would have fallen to the ground but this would just be another form of torture, he was raised, his legs They no longer answered him and he could only feel the tremor

the penetrations now became deeper, the taller one had hit him, it was as if he was trying to get to a place… he was trying to ENTER a place

something that characterizes those of their species…was their ability to change their organisms, the ability of hermaphroditism not to disappear, both male and female appearances and traits were in the background when it came to maintaining a species

….I think it was more than obvious where she wanted to go, but S01's little pussy was not prepared, much less formed to create life.

did he want to force him to create life?

the insults and curses were not lacking

"you are nothing"

“You're just an object, pathetic, anyone could use you, you want that, right? You don't even fight to stop me."

"Say it...say you're just one thing!"

S01: NO!! I-I CAN BE SOMETHING ELSE! I CAN BE GOOD! I CAN BE GOOD FOR YOU!
pl-please…give me a chance!

"S01?"

S01: !

it was the same voice but soft, little by little the pain went away, he closed and opened his eyes a few times, everything became a blur until he shook his head.

I was in the room...
, the doctor's hand was on his face caressing his face and removing some of the tears that fell from his face, his expression was confused, he did not understand

S01:….huh?…

I had dreamed with my eyes open, a terrible nightmare….or a terrible memory, whatever it was…it came from nowhere

Gaster: you don't like it?

S01: huh?...

He looked around, he had a strong grip on the sheets, he had the doctor on top of him, his legs bent and apart, he was having a moment…right now…
he had begun to remember and cry in front of the doctor, it was not intentional, the memory had been too real...he could even feel it, he could feel the burning and the pain of those penetrations but now there was no burning, he even felt comfortable and warm...it was too abrupt a change...

S01: ..excuse me….I don't know what's wrong…I just- wait!

slowly the member inside him came out, S01 gasped at this

s01: wait! Is not that!

Gaster: if it was that you would have told me, don't worry, it's fine.

S01: it's not that!

got off of him and lay down next to him, S01 sat on the bed

S01:...I had...I was dreaming with my eyes open!...I think...and...it was horrible...

Gaster: and what was it?

S01:….

I couldn't tell him...or could I?...I had already ruined that moment, I had already screwed up that moment, I couldn't keep ruining it, I had ruined it and if that was true he could go and leave him in that place for a while, he would be alone….I would abandon him….

Gaster snapped his fingers in front of him gaining his attention again, S01 remained silent thinking what to do but this time he just looked at him and played with his hands anxiously, he didn't know what to create and make it sound convincing, he closed his eyes when the hand The doctor passed over his face gently and he sighed, he didn't know what to do to remedy it, he just went to lie on his chest, he relaxed with the sound of his heartbeat.

S01: do it again…I won't cry…I swear…

Gaster: no, you don't like it...and I don't have much heart to do it anymore

S01:…please…I swear…you can make me cry….I don't care…

What?...no...he didn't want that...but his head was messed up

Gaster: Wait…are you serious?…I'm sorry but what you just said was…pathetic, I've been treating you well and now you're telling me that?…do you like that?….

the disgust in his expression was unique, a shiver ran down the spine of the little skeleton, a million memories were unlocked with that simple expression, now he felt disgusting, he felt like walking shit

S01:…..no!…I…I just want to be good for you!…please…don't look at me like that…

in an act of desperation he kissed him and caressed his chest just as he did but he was grabbed by the shoulders and pulled away, he was desperate, all of him was desperate to have a smile or approval from Gaster but his face was now serious, which for him was even worse, at least for him.

gaster: enough

S01: n-no….no no no….

he moved away and wrapped himself with the blankets up to his head, a small shriek was heard, sobs and small curses, he felt anger at himself

was caressed on the blanket

S01: sorry…

Gaster: I said stop S01….okay

S01: I can do it….you can do it, just do it…you…could easily get hard, why not now…

Gaster: ok, calm down…it's fine…it's not-

S01: then do it!...do it!...just do it-

he was pulled under the doctor, it was a sudden pull, his voice cut short as soon as he felt the pull

Gaster: you are NOT going to give me orders, do you understand?

S01 nodded quickly, the voice….the look…they were the same as the ones from a lot…
his legs were once again positioned on the doctor's hips.

Gaster: I'll give you what you want then

S01: wait-

he was pushed away roughly, clenching his teeth as soon as he felt it inside him.

It was no longer soft and pleasurable, the doctor's hips lowered strongly against her intimacy, she could feel the same burning sensation she felt in that memory and almost the same pain, her ecto-pussy contracted with each push, she no longer knew if it was pain or pleasure, but what he did know was that he wasn't comfortable, he wanted to cry, it wasn't the same pleasure he felt and it wasn't the pleasure he was looking for, his arms were pulled down increasing the depth

if this was what you asked for, why did you feel like you were being raped?
he was patching up what he messed up, but he didn't feel good, he felt like a toy right now, they had had sex before he messed it up so you could tell he was "prepared" for something like this...but he didn't know what to feel

before it felt so good, it felt there, it felt pleasure at that moment
Why was it so different from this?
at that moment he wanted to continue being fucked against the mattress, he remembers that his first time in that place was so special and pleasant, he even felt that it was not enough after having had his first orgasm, he wanted to continue being caressed and fucked, he wanted to ask for more... even if it was with the same strength as now he might even have enjoyed it.

but now…he didn't know how to feel…he didn't want this but it was what he asked for!
Why do you feel so bad?
Why can't you enjoy this?
What happens?

I could hear the doctor panting and he was panting under him.
until she finally managed to climax, her little body didn't have the little spasms of before, she jerked the sheets and looked to where the doctor was, she lowered slowly until she was face to face with S01

Gaster: hm…I don't see you satisfied, you have me confused, you know?…perhaps it was a whim?

S01:…no no…hmm!

that if he enjoyed ... his kisses were delicate, if he had clothes on he would pull it and stick it to him

s01: I'm….I'm satisfied…

Gaster: yes?...that is not the face of someone satisfied...let's see...

her hand slid down and gently slid her fingers into S01's ecto-pussy, earning a small moan from her, the motion was constant, circling, gentle thrusting and stretching, S01 pulled her head back.

Gaster: hey S01…show your penis…

S01: huh!?

Gaster: Just do it…or don't you know how to do it?

S01: n-no! If I know how to do it…

the fingers were removed from her pussy, the magic slowly changed to the counterpart of that genital, it was of an average size, for someone so small you would think that he also had genitals of that size, it was the first time he used it

Was he going to use it?...S01's eye sockets opened wide, was he going to use it on Gaster?...was he going to? Imagining that was disturbingly exciting.

S01: Y-yes if I want- hmm!

With a firm grip, the doctor's hand began to play with the member of his test subject, he had only been masturbated with his other genital, since that was the genital with which he had the most experience, it was fast, but it did not hurt, no it was like with his other ecto, if he was too rough it hurt but this wasn't the case.

it doesn't take long to finish

Gaster: that's a pleased face...do you like being masturbated?...more than having them do it to you?...

S01:..maybe?...I like it more when you hug me while you do it…I like it…that you hug me…I want you to hug me and don't let go

Gaster: do you want me to hug you?... I remember when you didn't even let me touch you and you even got to-

S01:.don't say that!...now you're the one bothering!

How did they get to that so quickly?

from a moment of pleasure to one of pain and from one of pain to one of pleasure and from pleasure we come to this...
Gaster lay down next to S01 and hugged him, caressed and kissed his skull, he did everything that S01 needed, he just hugged the doctor's neck and let himself be caressed, this was the part that he enjoyed the most of all this, it was not the sex , it was not the pleasure, it was the caresses and attentions after these

being treated well, all those signs of affection made him think that everything had changed, everything had changed for him, it was fast but he didn't care at least not now... the only thing that mattered to him was not waking up in that room one day and that everything it would have been a dream

he feels that it would break him…he feels that he would cry and take his own life, having imagined all the doctor's love for him, or what he thought was love, all the care so that everything

it ended up being a disgusting lie, it wasn't fair, it wasn't fair! I didn't want to lose this
when he had that memory he was scared more than he should have been, but it wasn't a scream and that's it, it was that fear that was kept in you and ate you until you accidentally cried at the least indicated moment

"I will not cry"

he said clinging to the doctor's chest, clinging to the beat of his soul to be able to sleep and feel that he is by his side….

S01:..don't go...

Gaster: I have work…then I'll hug you again…okay?

yes…enjoy these moments….

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S01 felt pain in his back, he never thought that he would receive a punishment like that, he had never been spanked, when he lifted the belt, the first blow landed on his face and it made him fall to the ground.

S01: W-WHA-

Gaster: SHUT YOUR MOUTH!

he grabbed his arm and took him to the room, he had thrown a tantrum and broke a glass, he wanted to eat something special and they didn't give it to him, he doesn't remember if he had thrown a tantrum before but this one did make the doctor upset, he landed in his lap and began to be whipped, no matter how much he asked him to stop he kept hitting him with his belt, he couldn't stand it and started crying, he stopped kicking and clung to the doctor's legs, when the beating stopped they just turned him over He gave the scientist small blows on the chest, something that only caused annoyance, he was thrown on the bed and left alone

he felt his bones burn. How was that possible? It was pain, but he felt as if he were burning, as soon as he heard a door close he looked annoyed at the door where the doctor had left, he got up slowly and got into the tub, having contact with the cold water made him calm down

S01:..it was an accident, it's not fair!

he turned around in the tub as if he were a shark, he got in and out of the water, he would like to put a pillow or something that floats to be able to play, but there was only him, he took off an arm hoping it would float, but it sank
he stayed in the tub for a long time, he felt great and slowly fell asleep

the only thing he saw in his dreams was a door or himself looking for a door in the wall, it was strange, the only doors he knew were the ones in that place, they all led to one place but this one seemed not to want to open, he quickly thought in how gaster left that place, he always closed his eyes and heard a door open and close, it creaked a lot, it may be made of wood but a very old one

S01:…he told me it was just him and me…

it was just them but there was no more?...he was a skeleton...the doctor was a skeleton...were they the only skeletons left?...what happened to the others?...

His mind filled with questions and if so...
The doctor chose him...?...but for what?

his thoughts were interrupted by the door to the room, which was slammed, he shrank back in place and his eye lit up in alert
a hand landed on his neck slamming him against the tub wall

S01: UGH!! W-WHY?! WHAT DID I DO?!

The doctor entered the room, he did not look good, he did not look good at all, he was more upset than he had been before, he just approached and shook S01, he did not understand what was happening, now what was it? What did?
he was pulled out of the tub and thrown on the floor

S01: WHAT'S UP?! WHAT DID I DO!? WHY DO YOU HIT ME?!

he got no response and his face was pressed to the floor

S01: N-NO! DO NOT DO THAT! I'M GOING TO BREAK!

Gaster: THEN DO IT! BREAK!

Why? Why was he saying something so terrible to him? A few days ago everything was fine. Why was he so upset now? I try to move a little, the pressure was getting unbearable

S01: P-PLEASE!! WHAT'S UP?! DO NOT TELL ME THAT! IS IT FOR THE GLASS?

*CRACK*

S01: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!! WAAAAA!! OH!

it wasn't his skull, it was his arm, he had broken his arm, he gritted his teeth
the tears were not lacking, he began to cry desperately and kick
the hand that was on his skull was removed, slowly and trembling he turned around and saw his arm, a part of it had broken, he couldn't feel his hand, as soon as his eyes met the doctor's he got excited, he crawled away of him or at least that's what he wanted to achieve, Gaster grabbed S01's ankle and pulled him forcing him back

S01:…..n-no….NO!

Gaster: keep quiet, this will be quick

S01: don't!!

he forcefully moved his legs in an attempt to move him away, he was lifted and placed on the doctor's shoulder, the kicking did not stop

S01: LIAR!! YOU LIED TO ME!

he landed softly on the bed, the other hands were in charge of immobilizing him, he could feel how the broken bone was put in its place, the doctor left and returned with a box from which he took some things, he did not know what he put but the only thing he knew were bandages

Gaster: ...this is your fault

S01:? ..no, that's not true!

Gaster: Of course… first you misbehave and then you ignore me! You hurt me a lot S01….I don't like to do this to you but YOU FORCE me…

S01:…that's…stupid…

Gaster:..and now you deny it...

Was he hurting him?...He didn't mean to hurt him? Was he the one who caused all that?... Gaster's expression was one of pain... S01 didn't know how to feel about that, he was the one who received all the damage... right?, he was still upset and very scared... no I knew how to feel with that, the tears kept falling

S01:…I…I don't want you to be sad

Gaster: and what will you do?

S01:…I…sorry for making you feel…bad

he received a kiss, a kiss?...their bodies came together, now he was the one hugging him, his hands remained pressed on the doctor's chest

Gaster: It's okay, everything's fine, okay?...don't do it again, I don't like to punish you, okay?

S01:…yes…yes yes!…

Gaster: Does it hurt?

S01:…a lot…

Gaster grabbed S01's bandaged arm and kissed him…that…it was nice, he felt a squeeze on his chest, that wasn't going to cure him but…no….he had no idea how to feel about that…

Gaster: stop crying, come on, it's over, it's over

received kisses on the face and little cuddles

S01:…why did you break my arm?…you promised me…

Gaster: I know….I know

S01:…you're bad

Gaster: why do you tell me that?... you make me sad

S01:…I didn't want to…but…

he silenced him again with a kiss, at the moment of separating the scientist's hand moved through his sockets and wiped away the tears

Gaster: even so you look beautiful, what a beautiful face you have...

S01:…..do you think I'm cute?

Gaster:…yes…a lot….you have a cute little face…

S01: hehehe!!

he began to receive kisses on his face and neck

Gaster: Are you feeling better now?

S01: a little… the arm…

Gaster: I know, don't worry that will make it stop hurting...

S01:…how did all this happen?

Gaster: hmm?

S01:…no nothing….it's nothing…please forget it

he was still sad and sore but he wasn't upset anymore, he wanted to be upset but all this care and being told all that….were his feelings…dizzy?
Gaster's hand proceeded to caress S01's back, he kept kissing his face gently, S01 just let himself be loved, took courage and gave Gaster a few kisses on the chin

Gaster: hehehe what was that?

S01:!!..don't laugh I'm trying to do something good for you!

Gaster: that was weird, your kisses are adorable and awkward

S01:…ughh you're unbearable!...

he turned around carefully not to support his arm, a small smile appeared on his face when he heard the laugh of the oldest, he loved those kinds of moments, if he took away what happened a few hours ago he could say that this was perfect, to be loved by such form and being pampered, little romps like these made the situation more than perfect.

S01:….can I have a hug?…

Gaster: yes of course but you have to turn around

S01: I'm coming...

as soon as he turned around he was devoured by a big hug, he wrapped his arms and legs around the doctor tightly

he wouldn't bother him again…it was his fault and he wouldn't do it again…he would do his best to have more moments like these

even if it meant getting hurt in the process...

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5:56 a.m.

S01: wua

He yawned and clung tightly to a pillow, he was forced to leave the comfort of his pajamas and the bed where he slept, as soon as he got dressed he ran out of the room and climbed on the sofa where he jumped for a while until he got tired and he lay down on a pillow, after a few minutes he heard something coming from the room, he saw how the doctor left the room, he liked to see him with something more than a lab coat, he was looking for something with his eyes, until the scientist's eyes they stuck into it.

Gaster: there are these!

he quickly approached S01, he just got closer to the pillow, he had found the perfect position to go back to sleep

S01: you look good!

Gaster: I appreciate the compliment but I need you to stand up...

S01:…wua...

he complained and yawned, he sat down with his legs in a w-shape, he had gotten up in a good mood despite being woken up so early he did what was asked of him, he even grabbed the bandage that was on the table and put it on , he could hear a “hm!” approval from the scientist, S01's small smile spread as she felt gaster's hand on her head

Gaster: well done S01!

S01: hehehe!

he was loaded, sometimes he didn't like being so small, but there were other times when he appreciated it, he liked being carried by the doctor, he liked feeling attached to him, he could take advantage of and settle on his chest, he loved listening to his heartbeat , he loves to feel his ribs, that I caressed him made it even better

Gaster: we're here...

was seated at a table

Gaster: you were very good these days S01 you know what I do to good children?

S01: what?

he said excitedly, he heard something, his hand was grabbed and something heavy landed on it, the bandage was untied from his "eyes", he firmly grabbed a bag full of things that looked like small balls, he looked at the doctor who only gave him a sign so that he could look inside, he opened the bag, they were colored balls, they smelled very good, he took one and put it in his mouth, he let out a small sound when he felt the sugar in his mouth

S01: it's delicious!!

he put a few more inside his mouth

Gaster: very good, today we are going to check your sockets…I know you don't like it since…the accident…but I need to check them, we can't let that get worse right?

S01: no…I don't want it to get worse…

the doctor patted him on the head and left, he looked at the place, it was not the usual room, in fact he barely remembers seeing this place
he moved his legs like he was on a swing

What is a swing?

I look to the sides, it stood on the table, I couldn't jump on it, it didn't have anything padded, I see a kind of light coming from the ceiling, there was something that was spinning, that light looked so good…so natural, can you touch it ?

“The last time I asked the doc if there is more…he told me that there was nothing, could it be that…everything was destroyed?…he said that only he and I were left…but he talks about creatures like us or… usually?"

a feeling of fear slid down her spine
fear? why? He touched his face and then his arms, he couldn't feel afraid
what the doctor did to him was something that was good for him, that was going to help him, that was what he told him. Why would he be afraid? Was he afraid of being alone with Gaster?... he was being very good to him, he gave him good food, clothes, hugs him, teaches him things and... he loves him... he loves him, the doctor loves him... he loves him and it's unique to him...

gave him sweets...

He looked at the candies, if he didn't want it, he wouldn't have given him this, he wouldn't dress him in those nice clothes, he wouldn't let him sleep in a bed, he wouldn't hug him, he wouldn't kiss him, he wouldn't have sex... so soft with him, he caressed him , pampered him, touched him in a way that he had never done before, there were no more blows or pain, screams, stress… his bones were no longer broken and put in their place, he no longer felt as tired as before, the things I was currently doing to him barely left him with a little pain and dizziness but no longer a pain that lasted for hours, days… even weeks…

He wasn't afraid to be alone with him...of course not, he loved him
and he loved him...

"It's taking too long..."

He got down from the table very carefully, as if it would break if his feet hit the floor too hard, he took his sweets and walked down the corridor that had more light, he wasn't supposed to but... he really needed to see it... It didn't matter if I pulled him back into the room, he really needed a hug or just a touch...

I had a kind of combination of need and fear, I was confused...

there was no pain anymore…there was no crying…so…why? Why did you feel unwell?

He had fallen in love and that's why he put up with everything he did to him…now he treated him well but…what's wrong with him?

S01:…uh…ugh…

he burst into tears, it hurt a lot, he was trying to wipe away the tears but they just kept coming and going, he let out a little scream, he wanted to scream and hit something but he didn't have the strength to do it, he had a fragile body…it's not like he could do anything to improve

but for that he had the doctor…..he was doing everything possible so that nothing would happen to him, so that he would be strong….all those experiments were for that, right?…how could I doubt him? Why was I doubting him? Why was he being ungrateful?

he looked at the sweets…sweets…

gaster: sorry for the delay- ……S01…why are you crying?

S01:…….

Gaster: what happened?... why are you crying?

He said slowly approaching, he left some things next to S01 and brought his hand close to his face, S01 jumped a little when he felt it…his hand was so big compared to his…it could break his hand…he put both hands in the hand of the doctor gently

Gaster: are your basins?

S01:….

Gaster: *sigh* well…come on, you shouldn't be embarrassed…it's normal, ok? Let's check you, did you like the sweets?

S01: yes… a lot, thanks

the examination was not very painful, he checked his eye sockets slowly, he put the bandage on him and he was carried, he pressed his face to the doctor's chest, the first thing he would do as soon as they arrived was eat all the sweets, when they stopped s01 he got off but did not hear the door open up more if he felt how some hands guided his feet and put them on something, his eyes were uncovered

S01: huh?...

Gaster: let's go out...

S01:…….HUH?!