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    It is hard to fill a cup that is already full.

    Earth had taught her to survive in a dying world of filtered skies, steel cities, and futures bought by the powerful. So when Pandora called for scientists, she answered.

    Before the forest learned her name, before dreams beneath its roots followed her into sleep, there was only a brilliant young scientist with too much grief in her bones and a body too small for all she longed to become. There was only the research, the link, the miracle of avatar embodiment, and the boy she left behind on Earth; soft-eyed, clever, and woven quietly into her heart.

    Then came Pandora.

    A world alive enough to feel holy. A body that fit too well. A freedom so intoxicating it terrified her. Some worlds do not ask permission before they remake you. Some hungers are not born from greed, but from finally touching something vast enough to answer the emptiness inside you.

    Between science and longing, flesh and memory, and the life she left behind and the one awakening beneath alien stars, she will find that love, devotion, and belonging are far more dangerous than she ever allowed herself to believe. 

    Her cup was never meant to be filled, only deepened.

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    It was not the first time Catra made Prime mad enough to get physical during one of their drunken fights, but it was the first time he put his hands around her neck and squeezed so long she blacked out.

    Numb, emptied of emotion, she sat curled up in the window of the dark living room rather than going back to bed. From this vantage point, she felt crystal clear about her future.

    He was going to kill her.

    All her dormant survival instincts came screaming to life. Her hackles went up, her claws slid out, and she wanted nothing more than to drop to all fours and fucking run.

    But she had nowhere to go, and not one person on Etheria cared what happened to her.

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    Evan blinked.  “Wait.  He has scars?”

    “Ohhhh yeah,” Barty said, gesturing vaguely.  “Like, across his face.  All very ’I brooded in exile for ten years and studied the sword but also literature.’”

    Evan’s expression shifted to barely concealed intrigue.  “Huh.”

    Regulus pressed his forehead to the window.  “Kill me.  Please, whatever god exists, just kill me now.”

    Barty made a theatrical gasp.  “Oh my god!  This is perfect.  Regulus Black, the perfectly pressed, buttoned-up royal of the English department…has a thing for trenchcoat-wearing, soulful-eyed professors who look like they wrestle their inner demons between lectures.”

    Dorcas nodded slowly.  “A deeply artistic professor-student slowburn.”

    Evan cracked a tiny smile.  “That does sound like something you’d write, Reg.”

     

    Or…Regulus Black is absolutely fucked because he is attracted to his professor

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    Cursed and hunted by the Auror Department, Draco expects only one outcome: Azkaban.

    Interrogation drags up everything he thought he’d survived - his mother’s screams, his father’s betrayal, the certainty that no one will believe him.

    Chained to a chair in the courtroom, he has already accepted his fate.

    Then Potter approaches the bench.

    And with a single motion he makes dying in Azkaban feel like mercy:

    Detention under the Master of Death himself.

    No witnesses.
    No escape.
    And no one to intervene.

     

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    Draco Malfoy is in no position to be insufferable.
    So naturally, he excels at it.

    Harry Potter is Master of Death.
    He deals with dark magic and frankly—has no time for bullshit.

    Which makes it deeply inconvenient that he might have a soft spot for insufferable blonds.

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    Inspired by the Season 8, Episode 12 promo of The Rookie, this story explores a spy mission gone wrong…

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    Waterboy, for all of his life, felt like he was destined to be nothing more than an inconvenience to everybody around him. When he was taken onto the Z-Team, that feeling didn't go away. His powers fueled some of his deepest insecurities, and a part of him had always wanted to be able to do more, to be more.

    With a helpful push from two very important people, maybe he'd be finally able to become the hero he always wanted to see in himself. Maybe then he'd feel like he really, truly belonged.

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    Guys, it's happening. I’m so excited to finally say this: we’re getting a proper SandRay series. Not a one-shot, not a quick emotional hit. A full-on, long, slow descent into their chaos. And when I say long, I mean long. Longer than anything I’ve written before. Because it’s SandRay, and they deserve all the pages and all the drama. This one is inspired by "Want Me," by Baby Queen. So yeah, think intense, messy, unrequited, obsessive feelings that spiral out of control. You already know we’re not coming out of this unscathed.
    Any guesses where this is going? Hop in and find out;)

    Note: More tags will be added as we progress into the story.

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    Life for Max and Chloe is going great, especially now that they have their new daughter, Sophie. But when the couple both take jobs to help Freddy Fazbear’s Pizza with its reopening, it puts them on a collision course with the place’s dark past.

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    When Lana Gomez stepped inside of Alastor's radio station it was like the universe shifted, like something sublimely cosmic alligned.

    Alastor isn't a soft man until vanilla and honey fill his senses and a girl with a ribbon in her dark curls tucks herself close to his side whilst he walked her home that very first night.

    Alastor Altruist is not a violent man, not until his love's heart stops beating, and he is left with a legacy he is unsure how to raise with out the comforting touch of her hand, with out big brown eyes that crinkle when she smiles. He doesn't know how to be father, but he knows he can't disappoint his song bird.

    Michael loves her, he had her killed because nobody deserves his dove. A gilded cage is what she needs safely tucked inside heaven, with him. Under his wing. Alastor doesn't deserve her, and he'll make his pretty dove understand that.

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    A man finds himself on a road winding ever on, beauty surrounding him on every corner, but never lasting longer than a moment. All save for one piece of art, one he doesn't want, but one that won't leave him alone. Forcing him to question: Is this boy his mark of beauty, or nothing more than a dirty whore?

    A story of the journey of an Assassin searching for his lost love, encountering a traveling whore, who will not leave him despite his protests, until they end up tangled with each other around every bend, both emotionally, physically, and sexually. Neither certain of what exactly they are searching for.

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    Wei Wuxian wanted to protect those who had no one else.
    He never meant to lose him.

    Haunted by guilt, resentment, and the echo of a name he never dares to say out loud, Wei Wuxian walks a path where love and destruction intertwine. When silence replaces words and restraint replaces touch, even the smallest mistake can become irreversible.

    A WangXian story about guilt, restraint and the mistake that changes everything.

    [Notes: This story is primarily focused on Wei Wuxian’s suffering, pain, and longing.
    It is a story full of emotions and slow realization.

    In the original story, Lan Zhan lost his love and endured years of quiet suffering. I wanted to write a story where Wei Wuxian experiences that same pain — and perhaps, through it, comes to realize that Lan Zhan meant far more to him than he ever allowed himself to believe.]

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    Chi Cheng noticed that a figure was missing, right away, as he stepped down the stairs. [...]
    "Where is WeiWei?"

    "We haven't been able to contact him since...yesterday evening."

    Or

    Chi Cheng comes out of jail thinking now it was over and he could hold SuoWei in his arms, finally. But the journey ahead is far more difficult than it had been.

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    七年前,Shane Hollander与Ilya Rozanov同为队友,同为恋人。直到后者不告而别,两人隐秘的恋情随之消散。

    七年后,Shane Hollander是蒙特利尔大都会队的明星球员,捧过两次斯坦利杯,手握无数广告代言,人称加拿大金童。
    Ilya Rozanov是俄餐馆Bepa Restaurant的服务员,住着破烂地下室,背着债务账单,偶尔病得起不来床。

    蒙特利尔很大,七年里,他们从未擦肩。

    蒙特利尔很小,兜兜转转,他们狭路相逢。

    Seven years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were teammates, and they were lovers. Until the latter left without a word, their secret romance faded away.

    Seven years later, Shane Hollander is a star player for the Montreal Metro, having lifted the Stanley Cup twice, with countless endorsement deals to his name, known as the Golden Boy of Canada.

    Ilya Rozanov works as a waiter at Bepa, a Russian restaurant. He lives in a shabby basement, burdened with debts and bills, and is sometimes too sick to get out of bed.

    Montreal is a big city. In those seven years, they never crossed paths.

    Montreal is a small city. After wandering round and round, they run straight into each other.

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    A followup to my much-earlier 2020 Kinktober, mostly for the purpose of catching the requests that didn't get included the first time around. o3o This isn't quite going to follow the rules of a normal Kinktober, but it exists, and I'm glad to finally be getting to these ancient requests~ They're mostly leftover from last year, so I'm taking the seasonal chance to finish them off. Once again, lots of gun-boy suffering awaits... both sexual and angsty. Hope y'all enjoy!

    senjuushi.tumblr.com

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    Sometimes chronic pain triggers flashbacks, and sometimes flashbacks trigger flare-ups.

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    Noctis relives the darkest part of his childhood while fighting through a spike in his chronic pain. Prompto helps him ride through it.

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    He didn’t want to fight it, stop it, shove it deep down add never let out… he wanted to release it, fell the pain on his fists and body.

    Fighting helped him exist and walk normally around the world.
    His name was Zanka Nijiku, and he hoped that somewhere out there, existed a person who could understand him fully and give him satisfaction.

    That person of course was the one and only, Jabber Wonger

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    Twelve years after his mother’s death, Ilya finds some of her in somebody else.

     
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    Desperate to delay his return to Moscow, Ilya finds himself spending an off-season coaching at the Hollanders’ hockey summer camp. There, he spends three weeks with Shane Hollander, twenty four overactive children, his dissipating sense of self, and his parents’ upbringing fighting for control over him.

    He’s doing alright.

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    Harley Jones-Norris is trying really hard to have a normal year, despite their new job. But with one overprotective brother, two hopeless best friends, three nuisance pundits, four disabilities, five weeks without a wheelchair, six years of teasing from other drivers siblings, and seven rookies following him around like baby ducks- it’s kind of hard to balance it all.

    The fact that their partner of five years is abusive - well - that’s a problem for another day.

    Or: Lando Norris’ little brother is really just quite tired of hiding.

    (The story you are about to read has been told before. A lot. And now we are going to tell it again. But different.)

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    Hatake Kakashi, Omega and promising shinobi, was killed on mission six years before. Sakura, his childhood sweetheart and promised Alpha never recovered. As Tsunade's disciple, and in his memory, she travels the world doing everything she can for the slaves their world abuses, most often other Omega and vulnerable Beta. With Jiraiya by her side, they infiltrate whore houses and slave markets, healing and threatening the masters to obey the new Hokage's laws. On a mission in another country, in the worst place she could have ever imagined, a familiar and devastatingly precious scent reaches her.

    No... a fate worse than death... not her Kakashi, not her precious Omega... not here

     

    56134 has spent the last several years in the Darkwood. It hardly remembers anything else. Every day is the same, smile pretty, please the masters, never show how much it hurts, lie back and take it. Thousands of knots, hundreds of ruts. Agony, and crushing loss, and a bone deep ache for everything it will never be allowed to have.

    Green like finest jade
    Sweet and warm and bright

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    Kitty is always in a lot of pain during her period. And in Seoul, it was easy to "cover it up", but now that she's in Portland, her mask just... slips off. Even if she doesn't want it to.

    Or...

    Min Ho finds out about Kitty's intense, excrutiating period cramps.

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