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These feelings I have are foreign, and unexplored. These feelings are ones I shouldn’t have for her sake and for mine.
But she plays with my heartstrings so painfully, without even knowing. These feelings I have…. They shouldn’t be, I’ve tried so hard to push them aside, so that I can help her confess to the man that I know has her heart. But when she looks at me, and my heartbeat picks up I’m reminded of all the things I can’t have. Because I am me, and I am a girl, and she is in love with another that is a man.
But her eyes are like honey and her voice is like silk, and when she smiles at me I forget all the bad, and I just want to forever live in this moment for the time that I can. For these emotions that I feel need to go, but my heart yearns for her… in this life time though and perhaps the next I must watch from the side as she falls into love with another that isn’t me…
And I can’t help but feel that life would have been easier had I been born a man.