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excruciating pain, the only thing being felt by the young women forcibly held down onto the concrete floor. frantically looking around; trying to find any voice left to call out for help, seeing blurry outlines of a women and man just standing there looking at her. feeling as though her body was being drained from life, hearing incoherent talking scrambling throughout the atmosphere of the room, coming out just as random jumbles of words. wishing for any possible way out of this situation, hoping all this was just a twisted daydream and she is safe in her bed at home.
two hands tightly grasped on her shoulders, holding on as if it was their last chance of human touch. though their skin being dangerously cold. almost as if they were a porcelain doll to the touch, one may mistake them as such a thing if they were to only delicately grace their finger along the skin of this person.
suddenly, the pain just abruptly stopped. no talking or noises could be heard from anywhere around the women, as well as no outlines of people could be seen. just blackness, pure blackness overcasting every possible surface of viewing. peacefulness washing over her body, feeling as though she could finally relax after not having the chance to do so for many years.
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"Well, it seems like you had a good dream." he snickered, returning back to the red head sitting on top of his leg. side-eyeing the two of them, two daggers forming in my eyes. annoyance already bottling up inside me.
her arms being loosely wrapped around his neck, using his leg as the only source of support keeping her up besides his lips. the other man in the group somehow able to endure seeing and hearing two mouths just smash into each other every passing day. he never has had complained about it once before, at least since I've been added here.
"Ha ha. very funny." I sarcastically replied, rolling my eyes at them.
gliding over my cheek, noticing a dampness engraved over atop of it; quickly and swiftly wiping my eyes before anymore tears could escape of my knowing. wrapping my arms tightly around my body, rocking back and forth repeatedly. finding a comforting feeling wash over me from the motion. it resurfacing a memory deep down that I have by now forgotten, only being able to remember a fragment of what it was.
remembering arms draped over her tiny; scrawny body seemingly able to protect her from any harm. now not having those protective arms wrapped around her at all times, not able to scare away anything horrid. making the feelings of being trapped and alone more prominent. everything possible in the world seeming so much more terrifying.
don't cry, it'll make you look more pathetic than they already know you are. you aren't supposed to cry. dad would be so much prouder of you if you weren't such a weakling, you're embarrassing yourself and your family's name.
"Stop crying, it's getting annoying. if you're going to continue to cry, go deeper in the forest." sudden vicious words were spat out towards me, a mask of disgust covering his entire face. acting as if he had never cried once in his life, as if he hadn't ever cried when he was younger.
"Would you rather watch me cry or have to listen to them having sex?" I questioned, "also- you don't have to watch me cry." pointing at the couple, the comment making them momentarily stop attacking each other's mouths like a pack of wolves devouring food and look towards me. anger filling their deep mysterious red eyes, almost as if they had forgotten that I am the same frightful created creature as them.
standing up from where I was sitting, moving the jet-black hair covering my face out to the sides of my cheeks. looking up towards the sky, the moon casting over the wide-ranged tree's, a beautiful light show creating a mystical; mysterious atmosphere. only being able to come out when the moon is shining bright in the sky, replacing the sun in my life. making me wish I hadn't taken advantage of even the simplest things in life back when I was able to, missing my past life with everything I had. now I can't even go in the sun out of fear of dying or someone seeing me.
walking away from where we would be staying the rest of the night, going deeper into the forest as I was offered to. Laurent always having a way of making me do stuff. the way he would carefully pick his words, if I didn't know any better, I would believe to trust him. but I do so know the truth of who he actually his. he's just as bad as James and Victoria, though he chooses wisely on who to show that in front of. I don't understand why or how he has such control over me, nobody has ever had influences on my actions until I was added to this group of monsters.
the light show created by the moon, hidden from showing its graceful lights in the night sky. tall; lengthy tree's hiding the lights, a new dark aura clouding the now said sky. the feeling of being watched creeping over me, as if someone was hiding on top of or in the trees. eyeing a tree in front of me. being careful of any movement and noise made around myself, having been taught by the others not to trust people so quickly, even when you do trust them to still be on high alert.
"Who are you!? show yourself you fucking creep!"
a figure jumping out from inside the tree; stopping just right in front of me. their head hanging low to the ground, hiding their face away from me. though I can tell that it was a man from the way they present themself, their statue resembling someone that I know or at least had seen once before in my lifetime. my memory having now become terrible, there being only a slight chance I would remember who this was.
"who are you," I paused giving them time to respond to my question, having not done so previously. "I said, answer me goddamnit!"
lifting his head up, revealing dark brown piercing eyes. he himself looking as though he was human, but he wasn't scared of my presence, more as if he was disgusted by me. I don't understand as to why he would be disgusted by me; we never having met before.