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I never saw it coming. I never thought I would. The scream of my best friend is hidden behind the ringing in my ears. I can’t breathe. I can’t see. I’m lost. I can’t do anything. Is this it? Is this how the end comes? I feel someone shaking me. BUt I know it won’t help. I feel the weight on my chest. I feel the liquid soaking me. Is this how it feels to die?
“C’mon Tubbo. Please. Tubbo stay with me. Please Tubbo. PLease! Just hold on.” A voice says. Tommy? Maybe? I think It’s Tommy. Wait. Tommy. I can’t leave Tommy. I can’t leave him. I need to stay with Tommy.
Things start to go white.
No. No, I need Tommy! Tommy Needs Me!
I can’t go. I’m not ready to go..
Please… Drista… please let me say bye…..
I can’t go…… I am not ready…… I am not… I’m…..
I’m sorry Tommy.
A few hours earlier Schlatt wanted to meet up with me to talk about some new technology ideas for project Tekkit. It is kinda hard to tell Schaltt some ideas of mine due to the fact he doesn’t have a communicator. So we decided to meet at some warehouse building. WHen I arrived Schaltt was already waiting.
“Hey kiddo!” He says and I smile and nod.
“Schlatt,you seem to be excited,” I tell him and he nods.
“Well project Tekkit is really enjoyable.” He says as we walk into the warehouse.
“This is starting to be really big,” I reply and he nods.
“Have you spilled anything about it like you have like everything else?” He asks and I shake my head very proud of my ability to keep this a secret from my family.
“Nope! They don’t even know where I am.” I reply and he nods.
“Well that is better for me!” A new voice says and I turn around to face a new face.
“Who are you?” Schlatt asks and the new person shrugs.
“Doesn’t matter. You wouldn’t care anyways.” The person replies with venom.
“Please let me know what the point of you being here?” Schatt asks and I see a trigger in the person's hand and suddenly there is a lump in my throat. I look at Schlatt and he is just as panicked as I am.
“You are horrible, you have hurt so many people. You are terrible.” The voice spits.
“If it’s about me let the kid go he’s done nothing.” Schaltt pleads and the person shakes his head.
“Think of this as another casualty because of your carelessness.” He laughs and presses the button.
“NOOOO” Is the last shout I hear before I feel pain erupt from every side. When I open my eyes I’m in so much pain. I need to do something. Get help. Shakily I get out my communicator. I write in the first name that goes in my head. Tommy. Tommy can help. I can’t keep it together. I cough. I feel warm liquid leaking from my stomach. I hear a slight ringing and my own raspy breathing. I see just lots of gray all I can see is gray, white, and black. I smell smoke and burnt skin. My head is throbbing. I see a blonde and white blob change the gray scenery.
“Tubbo?! Tubbo, can you hear me?” I feel a slight weight lifted off of my legs. “I’m…. I’m gonna call for help… okay… just stay with me okay Tubbo? Just stick with me man.” I can barely hear a voice say. It sounds familiar but It’s hard to hear between all the other noises. I feel my body screaming at me. Shouting for water for some sort of cooling. I just close my eyes. I can’t breathe. I can’t see. I don’t know where I am. I feel movement but There’s nothing.
“TUBBOOOOOO!” I hear a soft scream from the far distance. I know it’s Tommy. I know he is calling me. I know he is. But I can’t fight not anymore. I want to see him though. At least to say bye. Let me say goodbye. Please. It’s okay though. It’s over. I don’t want to go. I’m not ready to go. There is still project Tekkit and so much more. But
But it’s okay… I guess….
Thank you Tommy for this wonderful life…. Only thing I regret is not being able to say bye….