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"And cut! That's it for today. Good job everyone!" P'Aof, the director of Cutie Pie the series, announces; clapping New's back
"Thank you P'Aof!" Zee says. His eyes travel to the younger boy who was busy reading the script for tomorrow with an unreadable expression. His shoulders were tense and his fingers were lightly trembling.
"New?" Zee asked, carefully shaking the boy. Nunew shook his head and blinked up at Zee
"Yes Hia?" he asked innocently. Zee ignored the way his heart skipped a beat when New called him 'Hia'.
Sure, Zee was the one who told him to call him that but he never imagined that it would stick. He honestly meant it as a joke.
"Aren't you coming?" he asked, smiling at how clueless his Nunew looked...His Nunew?
"For dinner. P'Aof is treating us" Zee continued
"Ohh. Yes yes ! I'm coming. Let me just go change" New says, placing the script on the table before running to get changed. Zee took this opportunity to go through the script
Oh. This is why he looked nervous. Zee thought. Tomorrow they would be filming the first kiss for the series. It wasn't their characters first kiss but P'Aof wanted to film this specific scene first. The scene was a bit over intimate and little out there but it didn't completely explain New's nervousness.
During dinner, Zee couldn't help but stare across the table at New. New was barely touching his food, he simply played with it. He looked so distracted and was so quiet which was unlike himself. This odd behavior of his didn't go unnoticed by some. By now Zee was genuinely concerned.
Nunew came into Domundi and Zee's life four years ago when he joined as a singer. He was immediately accepted by everyone. He was first close to Nat as they were almost the same age but over the years he, unexpectedly, became closer to Zee. Everyone fell for his adorable face, bright smile and those damn innocent eyes. From the very beginning, Zee knew that he would go the ends of the earth just to make New smile. Because he was so childish and innocent, Zee was extremely protective of him. He made sure the others wouldn't use really crass words around him. Soon, though, his protectiveness turned into possessiveness and he couldn't understand why.
Actually he knew. He knew exactly why his blood boiled every time the younger laughed at someone else's joke or why he would get super annoyed if someone else touched New. He knew the reason behind it all but he also knew that entertaining the truth would be dangerous and risky. So he took all those feelings of his and stuffed it into an imaginary box in the back of his mind. A box that begged to be opened. Over the years, as Zee and New got closer they also became more clingy. They went every where together and spent almost all of their waking hours in each other's company. The chemistry between them was noticed by everyone. When they were asked to be the lead the couple for the new series, they both jumped at the opportunity.
And now they were here. Zee digging hole into New's head while New sighed for the millionth time.
"New, are you okay? You've barely touched your meal" P'Aof asked. New looked up at him and smiled. Fake, thought Zee.
"I'm okay P'Aof. Just tired" he answered. Zee took this as his cue and stood up
"Actually even I'm tired. Come, New. I'll drop you home" he said, taking the youngers hand.
The silence in the car was peaceful, at least for Zee it was. While Zee was calm and collected, New was a bundle of nervousness. If he was tensed before, being alone in the car with Zee stressed him out.
"Umm... Hia. You missed my turn" New informed
"I know. I'm not taking you home" Zee casually said as he sped up. A normal person would freak out in such a situation but not New. New trusted his Hia with his whole life.
"Then where are you taking me?" he asked
"My house. You and I both need an energy boost. So let's have a sleepover!" Zee said, his eyes sparkling as if he were a child. No matter how nervous New was, he couldn't help but chuckle at the older's cuteness.
"I'd like that" New said. Zee looked over and and the two smiled at each other.
New has been to Zee's condo several times before and they've had numerous sleepovers but today was different. The scene for tomorrow kept playing in head and staying alone with Zee wasn't helping him calm his nerves.
"You go change. I'll get the wine ready" Zee says as he hands the younger his clothes
"Wine?" New asked and Zee nodded
"Just to help us relax" New nodded and walked into the bathroom.
Okay New. Don't act weird. Keep it all in New hyped himself up. He then walked out and stood in front of Zee
"Oh good. You're-" the words got caught in Zee's throat when he glanced at the younger. There New was, standing in front of him wearing nothing but his t-shirt. He looked up at New, gaping
"Um...You're shorts were too big. They kept falling off of me, so I didn't wear it. Is that okay with you...Hia?" New said shyly. Zee gulped and slowly nodded
"Y yes sure" Zee said. Everyday New did things that would make it hard for Zee to hold back and now with him practically half naked, the things that Zee wanted to do. New quietly went and sat beside Zee, not forgetting to cover his thighs. Zee gulped again
The couple have no clue how many glasses of wine they have had till now. New felt tipsy, he kept giggling and smiling while staring at Zee. Zee on the other just smiled while he stared at New. God New was so perfect. He was so ethereal and beautiful. His full plump lips that begged to be kissed. NO! Zee scolded himself. He immediately looked away but then he remembered something
"New?" Zee called out, the younger turned to him again "Can Hia ask you something?" he asked. New nodded eagerly "You have to answer honestly" he warned
"Yes Hia. What is it?" New asked as he scooched closer to Zee
"Today during dinner, you barely ate anything and you seemed out of it the whole evening. What are you thinking?" Zee asked, he noticed how New tensed again
"Um..I...actually I...no..actually" New spluttered
"Be honest Nunew" Zee warned. New sighed. There was no point in hiding it. Sooner or later Hia would find out. New sighed again
"Please don't laugh at me okay?" New asked softly. Zee's heart warmed at how adorable the boy looked
"Hia promises. Now tell me"
"I'm scared about tomorrow's kiss" New confesses. Zee wait for a minute thinking that New would continue but when New decided to not talk, Zee opened his mouth
"Okay. Why?" he asked. He figured the only way to make New spill the beans is by helping him do it every step of the way
"Because...because. BecauseI'veneverdoneitbefore" New spills as fast as he could. It takes Zee a while to comprehend what the younger said and when he does, his eyes widen
"What do you mean you've never done it before? You've surely kissed someone before, right?" Zee asked. He couldn't understand why his heart was beating so fast. New looked down, to ashamed to look at his Hia
"No" He whispered "I've never kissed anyone" he confessed, his skin flushing at how pathetic he sounded right now. Zee gulped
Okay. Wow. Not what I was expecting. Zee thought. He stared at New for a while as the realization settled in
"Does that mean that I would be your-" he trails off when New nods. I'm gonna be New's first kiss! Zee felt this weird sense of pride bloom in his chest. He would be the first person to taste New's lips, the thought alone made his stomach do a somersault
"Ugh this so embarrassing!!" New whined, he stuffed his face into a pillow and let out a scream
"Wait, I still don't understand why you were worried. Just because it's you first kiss?" Zee asks. He knew New like the back of his hand so he found it unusual that New would be put off by such a small thing
"No actually...I'm worried about how it'll look on camera. I don't want the scene to be messy and awkward. I was worried that I would disappoint you and P'Aof" New explained. He did have a valid point, it was a genuine fear. Zee stared at the boy for a minute longer when a thought came into his mind. Before he could even think twice, he spat it out
"I can help you" Zee said, instantly regretting it when New looked up at him with his innocent eyes. he was about to dismiss the idea
"What do you mean help?" New asked, now really curious
"I can help you practice" Zee had the strongest urge to throw himself off the building roof. He blamed it all on the alcohol but he knew that wasn't the truth. All of this was a result of the box in his mind wanting to be opened
"Practice...kissing?" New asked just to clarify. Zee found himself unable to speak so he opted for simply nodding. "Okay" he said
"What?" Zee spat
"I would like your help, Hia. Help me kiss" New spoke so boldly that Zee had to control the urge to groan. This one had one sharp mouth on him
"What are you doing?" New asked. The duo were sitting on Zee's bed when Zee suddenly stood up to grab a tripod. New watched as he attached his (New's) phone to the tripod
"I'm gonna record us" Zee says as if it was the most normal thing in the world. New gasped
"W-what? Why?!" he exclaimed. Zee walked back to the bed and sat next to him, close. Their thighs touched each other and they both conveniently ignored the current that went through them
"So that you can see how you look while kissing. That way you'll know what to do and what not to for tomorrow" Zee explained. It made sense so why were the two boys so...nervous. "Are you ready?" Zee whispered. The minute New nodded, Zee placed his hand behind his neck and gently pushed him to lay down on the bed
"H-hia why are you making me lay down?" New asked, his heart beating erratically
"It's more comfortable that way" Zee said in a deep voice that made New shiver. It actually wasn't comfortable at all but right now Zee was letting his selfish impulses get the best of him. Seeing New below him did unimaginable things to Zee. Zee could see that New wasn't really there, his eyes were clouded and he was breathing hard
"New listen to me" Zee said, gaining the boys attention "If you want to stop, all you have to do is the word and Hia will stop immediately. No questions asked" Zee instructs. New takes a minute before nodding. Okay. This is it. It's gonna happen.
Zee leaned down a bit but stopped suddenly
"New are you sure you're okay with this?" Zee asked again. He needed to be sure that this what the younger wanted (A/N- Remember everyone, Consent is important) New rolled his eyes before linking his hands behind Zee's neck and pulled him closer
"Hia stop wasting time. Just kiss me already" New whined. Zee's eyes widened at the younger's request but he soon smirked and leaned down. He first laid his lips in New's and kept pecking him so that the younger would get used to the feel of it, he was trying to make the younger comfortable. New wanted more though, he didn't want pecks, he wanted to kiss like the way people kissed in movies. But Zee was going so slow and New was getting impatient. Unconsciously New whined out loud and that sound went straight to Zee's dick. Who knew the younger could make such a noise? Zee's rational thinking was slowly leaving the man and Zee wasn't even trying to stop
"What do you want baby boy? Zee asked, huskily "Use your words" New swears his soul just left his body at that point. He flushes and he feels the heat creep up to his face. He could've just stopped there but he really wanted this and with Zee on top of him, he was never more sure about anything else
"Please kiss me Hia" New begs and how is Zee to say no to such a pretty face.
Without wasting any more time, Zee crashes his lips into New's. The kiss at first is messy and awkward but Zee takes control and guides New till he gets a hang of it. Once New understands the rhythm in which their lips are supposed to move, the kiss becomes sweeter and more intense. Zee kisses New with such intensity that it make New's head spin. Zee sensually nibbles on New's lip before biting down on his lower lip, hard. The pain of the bite makes New moan out loud into Zee's mouth. Zee freezes. OH MY GOD Zee thinks. That sound was like music to Zee's ears. He felt himself get harder in his pants, he wanted to hear more of New's moan. He made it his goal to make the younger moan his name. Without thinking, Zee bites on New's lips again, causing the younger to whimper.
"Fuck" Zee whispers against New's mouth. With one hand holding his weight, Zee's other hand goes to the younger's waist which he hold in a possessive manner. He leans back down to kiss the younger, harder than the last. He kisses him with all he has and New does he best to make sure that Zee knows how much he was enjoying the kiss.
Zee started trailing his kisses downwards to New's neck. A part of Zee knew that he couldn't leave marks on the boy but years of desire clouded his judgement and all he wants is to decorate New's pale skin. New let out small whimpers as he felt Zee's teeth scrape his skin and Zee swears it was the most beautiful sound he's ever heard. He wanted to get closer to New so he slid his leg in between New's open ones and pushed himself even close to New. As if it was his instinct, New grinded against Zee's knee. Zee stopped attacking his neck and lifted his head to look at New who was literally humping against Zee. If he could Zee wanted to take a picture of New right now. His lips were swollen, his eyes were watering and his neck was littered with small bruises but what really stood out was the face he was making. His face was scrunched up in pure bliss and he was panting as he grinded down. Wanting to see how far New could go, Zee pushed his knee even harder into New. A strangled moan escaped New's mouth as he threw his head back in pleasure and Zee was sure that he could've come by those sinful sounds alone.
"Hia" New whimpered and Zee's grip on his waist tightened. He flipped them around and sat up so that New was now sitting on his lap. His legs were on either side of Zee's waist and his shirt had ridden up a little to expose his delicious thighs that Zee gripped hard. All this movement caused their dicks to move against each other and both of them moaned at the sweet sweet friction. New didn't wait a beat before connecting their lips again. If possible, this kiss was filled with more hunger, their teeth clashed and tongues danced with each other. Air was almost forgotten but when New pulled back to gulp in air, Zee's lips found their way to his neck again. His hand roughly pulled the neck of New's shirt down his shoulder and started marking his skin there. New threw his head back with a moan and slowly started moving his hips in a circular motion. He blushed when he felt how hard Zee was. He felt proud in knowing that he was the reason why.
New had lied actually. He wasn't worried about how he would look on camera, he was actually nervous about kissing Zee. I mean this guy could make New feel so small with just one look, imagine having him stare at him when he was up close. This man had so much experience and New just wanted to impress him, still does. Zee always had a crazy effect on New, there was something about him that made the younger boy want to completely submit to him and let him have his way. Zee's hand roughly moved from New's thighs all the way inside his shirt to grip his waist just above his underwear. Zee groaned at how small New's waist felt in his hands. New's size always made Zee crazy, the boy was so petite and fragile and he had such a small waist. Zee would often find himself wondering about how easy it would be to manhandle New and bend him over in different positions but he let such thoughts only come to him when he was alone or in the shower.
New's shaky hands made its way to Zee's collar and he fumbled as he tried to unbutton his shirt, But when he managed to get at least six buttons off, he slid the shirt down Zee's arms and ran his hands over Zee's hard body. He let his hand run over his hard abs and his beating hard, he relished in the way Zee took a sharp intake, the way he shuddered when his hand slightly scraped against his skin. Zee was a freaking Greek god and not one could deny that. His hard abs made New salivate. Everything about Zee, even his happy trail that is currently messing with New's mind, was perfect; he is perfect.
"What are you thinking about?" Zee asked as he cupped New's face. New didn't even realise he was simply staring at New's body. "If you want me to stop, New, just tell me" Zee asked, worry laced his words. Instead of answering, New pushed Zee down the bed and took his hands in his. He then pushed Zee's hands above his head and pined them down. Zee started breathing hard, he liked letting New think he could have some control over Zee.
"I was just thinking about how perfect you are, Hia" New answered and Zee melted at the compliment. He smiled up at the boy and gave him a small kiss on his nose. Hesitantly, New started lowering his face down to Zee's neck. He inhaled his scent that New has come to love, he took a shaky breath before biting and sucking the skin over there. Zee groaned and bucked his hips, his eyes closed and mouth open. Because he was focusing on marking Zee as his, New's grip on his wrists loosened. Zee took his opportunity to grab New's hips and push it down into his own. The boys moaned as they started dry humping each other. Zee knew that New was close by the way his moans became shriller, god he wanted to make New cum so bad.
They're pace picked up speed. New was close, he could feel it. Zee was close. They were about to come when suddenly a loud annoying sound blasted through the room, making the two boys seperate
"What's that?" New asked. After a few seconds, Zee recognises the sound as his ringtone. He immediately stands up to answer the call, not looking back at the mess he left on the bed. New watched as Zee walked into the balcony, he sat cross legged on the bed and focused on calming down. He looked up and remembered the camera that was recording them. He gasped when he saw what state he was in. His hair was messed up, his shoulders were exposed but more importantly the bruises that covered his entire neck and shoulder. He winced when he applied pressure to it. Zee made sure that bruised weren't too dark, New can easily cover it up with makeup.
New has no clue how long he sat there are stared at himself, he was brought out of his world when Zee came and sat next to them. No one said a word, the realisation of what they had just done say heavy between them. Although he knows it was risky, New didn't understand why it was such a big deal. The silence wasn't comfortable this time. New's eyes darted from his fingers to Zee's lap. Oh how bad New wanted to climb into Zee's lap and just hug him but he didn't, he was too scared to.
"New. I hope you know what we did is not okay. I'm sorry I put the idea in your head, I'm sorry that I suggested we should practice. It's all Hia's fault Nunew. I should've been more careful. You're just a kid..you don't know anything. I'm sorry New. I'm sorry i did this. I'm sorry I didn't stop it" Zee rambled on but New didn't listen to a single word. Maybe it was because he was an overthinker, but all New could think about was the worst and the most impossible thing ever.
He didn't enjoy it. He hated it. He hated how I kissed. He's disappointed. I'm not what he wants.
New couldn't help it! He didn't want such thoughts invading his mind but he couldn't help. Zee spoke some words and New didn't listen to any of them, he was too busy in his own head. His face was cast downwards and stared at his fidgeting hands, not making a single move. "New did you hear me?" Zee asked, he realised that the younger wasn't even paying attention. "New?" He asked again when he didn't receive an answer. A small year drop fell into New's lap. He didn't even know when the waterworks started. Zee gripped New's chin and made him look up at him, he gasped when he saw the tears running down New's face
By now New started sobbing, he couldn't stop crying and Zee didn't know why. He did the only thing he could think of and that was to pull the boy into his lap. Almost immediately New tucked his head into Zee's neck and sobbed.
"Can you tell me why you're crying?" Zee whispers as he lightly kisses the side of New's head. New tries to calm down a bit before answering
"I'm sorry I'm not a good kisser Hia. I disappointed you. You didn't enjoy. I suck!" By now New started sobbing again, he held onto Zee's shirt as if it was lifeline. His head was paining by now but the tears wouldn't stop. Zee's grip on him tightened and he pulled the boy impossibly close.
"Are you crazy?" Zee asked, shocked at what the boy said "New you have no clue what effect you have on me, do you? The minute I got a taste of your lips I lost all my control. I lost myself in you. And New if I didn't enjoy what we did, I wouldn't have been as hard as a rock" Zee said, nonchalantly. New blushed at Zee's words
"So...you liked it?" New asked in a small voice
"I freaking loved every fucking second of it New. I didn't even want to stop. I literally yelled at the person who called me just because he interrupted" Zee said, smiling when he heard New giggle. But he stopped.
"Hia, I want to tell you something." New says and when Zee nods, he sits up straight. He looks at Zee and places his hand on his chest "I-I like you Hia. Not as a colleague, not as a best friend or a brother. I like you as a person. I've liked ever since I first laid my eyes on you four years ago, when you smiled at me and welcomed me with ease." Under his hand, he can feel Zee's heart pick up pace
"New you shou-"
"Let me finish please. When I first saw you, I was instantly attracted to you. When you looked at me, it made me feel all sorts of things, from innocent to not so innocent things. At first I was too shy, your presence made me so nervous and that's why I didn't talk to you much. Maybe you noticed that because suddenly you went out of your way to make me feel included, you did little things to make me feel comfortable around you and I can't express how much that means to me. I knew I liked you from the beginning, it wasn't like I woke up one day and realized. When we got closer, my feelings for you just grew and I started doing things for you so that you would notice my feelings but I guess you didn't realize. Then we started working together and I realized that I had to hide how I truly feel and I got scared to tell you the truth and I-" Zee stopped New with a kiss
"You're talking too much" He whispered against New's lips
"Hia~ I'm trying to confess my feelings for you" New whined making Zee chuckle
"You don't need to. I understand how you feel. And the truth is, Nunew, that I like you just as much. In the same way you like me" Zee confesses. New froze. He...LIKES HIM BACK!?
"Are you lying?" New asked
"No, I would never lie to you, especially about this. I really do like you New. I've liked you for a while now, and that kiss. You have no idea how bad I've been wanting to devour you." Zee says
"Then...why didn't you tell me?"
"New, we're actors. Our whole lives are open to the public and let's not forget what kind of industry we're in. It's a complicated industry New and I've been in it for years, you're new and young and you have so much more in store for you. Believe it or not but despite what we do there will be people who will shame us for...for what we are" Zee said. It was true, New had heard of it happening before. It was one of the main reasons why he was a bit unsure of joining the industry. He never even imagined that he would have to face such a situation but he here he was, in love with a fellow actor. New remained quiet for a while
"Hia. I don't care" New says "I know it's risky but for me you're worth the risk" he confidently stated. Zee's heart melted at his kind words. "Am I worth the risk for you?" New asked, looking up at Zee with his innocent eyes. Zee stared at the boy for a while and realized that yes New was worth every fucking risk in this world. Instead of answering, Zee pulled the boy into another kiss.
This was a different kiss, it wasn't a kiss between two starved men but between two men who loved each other. Zee knew that if they wanted to be together, they would have to face a lot obstacles, a lot of hate too. But in that moment, as Zee pulled the boy into another warm hug, he realized that as long as they hold each other's hand throughout, nothing will be able to stop them.
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