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[I hold on so nervously to me and my phone
I wish it was cool with me
But so far has not been good
It's been shitty, and I feel awkward as I should]
- "I’m so proud of you" -
- Ok then kiss me coward -
Why had he tweeted that... it was supposed to be just a little nudge in the right direction... an invitation so to speak, but nothing happened... Vox ignored him. And now he just felt stupid. He himself had been the one who announced that he was proud of Vox... after his karaoke stream. He really was pathetic.
He wondered if Vox had picked up on his asmr stream and was ignoring him because of it? Did he know what he had said... that he had never really kissed anyone?
[This stream has got to be the most pretentious thing
Since I thought you and me]
- I never had a kiss on the lips... yet -
- Because I want it to be something really really special… right -
- It could be not even like a lover… It could be friend… I think friends could share lip kisses right… -
- It's just… you gotta find the person -
But that he could definitely imagine it with a good friend... of course... a friend... sometimes he really wondered who he was actually trying to fool here... Ever since their virtual kisses at the end of It Takes Two, he thought of nothing else after all....
[Well, I am imagining a dark lit place
Or your place or my place]
How his lips would probably feel, would they be soft and warm or maybe rather a bit chapped and cool to the touch... would they kiss lightly and careful at first or wouldn‘t they be able to hold back... would there be tongue… would he hear Vox moan into the kiss, would he be moaning as well, and... he wanted to kiss him so bad... no matter how, the place wouldn‘t matter either... In a dark corner, on his bed, on Vox's couch... would it just be kissing? Would Vox ever kiss him at all?
[Well, I'm not paralyzed, but I seem to be struck by you
I wanna make you move because you're standin' still
If your body matches what your voice can do
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you]
But what was the point if he wanted it and Vox didn't? Or maybe Vox wanted him too... were all his sexual innuendos maybe just that, a very playful way of flirting – nothing to take serious. They were both flirty on Twitter and in their streams with others... initially... yes, that was what had amused him. But that demons voice and the way he said certain things... it did things to him… it made him so flustered and he couldn’t get enough. He wanted more of it and he wanted it all for himself.
[I hold out for one more tweet, before I think
I'm lookin' too desperately]
- Asmr collab we fight each other to the death live on stream never before seen not clickbait gone violent gone sexual -
Was that too desperate... was it too much... Heck... Vox hadn't even responded to it. But of course he had responded to Mysta's tweet and it hadn't even been particularly funny.
Was he jealous? Could he behave even more embarrassing?
[But so far has not been fun, I should just stay away
If one thing really means one]
Of course, he could… He had announced very publicly that he would kiss him... that he had feelings for him....
- I wanna kiss them maybe or whatever -
- Like a certain Akuma… that I know… Fuck… Oh God… Yeah -
- Don‘t tell him -
- Please don’t tell him -
- That I actually really appreciate and love him a lot -
[This stream will hopefully be forgotten in three weeks
That would be cool with me
Well, I'm still imagining a dark lit place
Or your place or my place]
But they wouldn't forget... someone had clipped it and others had tagged Vox...
Well, he was down bad and he wanted Vox to be down for him too...
[Well, I'm not paralyzed, but I seem to be struck by you
I wanna make you move because you're standin' still
If your body matches what your voice can do
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you]
Well, one more try... Vox had cooked and posted his burger variation - a harmless tweet couldn't hurt:
- Can I come over for dinner wtf -
He wouldn't go too far with that... and maybe....
[Not paralyzed, but I seem to be struck by you
I wanna make you move because you're standin' still
If your body matches what your voice can do
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you]
It wasn't long before he saw the notification that Vox had replied to him... with a 😘... That was better than he had hoped. He blushed deeply and could barely hide his slightly dopey smile. Vox…
And who knows, maybe his very tweet had prompted him to make the burgers in the first place...
- You ever just bite into a juicy cheeseburger, and the meat just shoots a cumshot in your mouth? -
[You'll probably move right through me on my way to you]
[You'll probably move right through me on my way to you]