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They meet by happenstance on an unusually cold autumn night in Amelia's second year at Hopkins. She is at a frat party her roommate coerced her into going and she is high and a little drunk when she notices the blonde girl sitting on the couch talking animatedly to her roommate's friend. She vaguely remembers her from one of her classes, thinks her name is a country or a city or something dumb like that. She is pretty though, all blonde hair, blue eyes, heavy eyeliner, and soft features.
"Amelia!", her clearly drunk roommate calls as she throws her arm on her shoulders dragging her towards the couch.
She likes her well enough, but they are not exactly friends. They could be, maybe, if they tried, but Michelle seems too nice and normal, she doesn't do lines in the bathroom or has a bag of pretty pills in her pocket. Instead, she has a serious boyfriend and she gets tipsy on her second beer. Still, Amelia lets her drag her until she falls somehow unceremoniously by the side of the pretty blonde, who startles a little because of the interruption.
"Arizona, this is Amelia", Michelle says slurring the words a little bit.
Amelia chuckles and gives a little wave. Arizona looks at her for a moment before a spark of recognition crosses her face.
"Oh, I know you! You're in my Anatomy class, I remember you, you always sit on the far left..", her tone is perky and bright and she talks really fast. Amelia has a headache and kind of wants to punch her in the face. Instead, she tunes her off and starts scanning the room for a potential one-night stand. Her attention focuses on an average-looking frat boy who smiles at her when their eyes meet.
(Still, when they are fucking in an empty bedroom not even an hour later, all Amelia can think about is blonde hair and blue eyes).
The first thing Arizona Robbins thinks when she meets Amelia Shepherd is that she is too pretty and too clever to be this fucked up. She has heard the rumors going around campus about Derek Shepherd's little sister and her drug addiction problem, the fuck-up in a respectable family of four doctors. She is not sure if she believes it, to be honest, because in the few classes they've had together Amelia's grades have always been straight As even though she never answers questions.
She is friends with Amelia's roommate Michelle and when she sits beside her at some crappy frat party, Arizona realizes that her eyes are blue too, maybe a little bit green. They aren't clear and Amelia is obviously lost somewhere else.
(Later, when Amelia is off with some no-name frat boy and she takes Michelle home for the night, she notices what her friend explains is the Shepherd girl's library. She gets curious, then mad that she is willing to waste all that potential).
Amelia sees her again not even a week later in her Anatomy class. She enters the classroom slightly late with wind-splashed hair, dark circles under her eyes -she hasn't slept in days- and a coffee cup in her left hand and takes her place on the only chair available near the front just as the professor starts taking the attendance. She doesn't say hi when she takes the seat next to hers, but when their eyes meet Arizona smiles, her dimples showing.
The class begins and Amelia turns her attention to the lecture, but she can't help but look at Arizona, at her nice cursive handwriting and color-filled notes, at her too straight posture. When the class ends, Arizona smiles at her again before heading to the door.
Her curiosity gets the best of her and Amelia asks Michelle about her that same afternoon. That's how she finds out that Arizona is gay and somewhat of a player, the kind of lesbian that sorority girls look for when they want to "experiment". It confuses her a little, that the same perky, know-it-all she sees in class is also the kind of girl who fucks at frat houses and doesn't pay a single thought to her conquests possible boyfriends (she isn't judging, she doesn't have that kind of right mind either). She wonders which one is the real Arizona, which one is the facade.
Arizona discovers that there is certain magnetism in Amelia. She starts to come around to her apartment more often to hang out with Michelle, but little by little the other girl starts to join them. She realizes that she is funny and dark and sly, but her eyes are never clear.
The first time they have a real, honest conversation, Amelia hasn't spent a day completely sober for over a month. They are supposed to be studying for a test (or more like, Arizona is studying while Amelia is only kind of listening). It's late, way past midnight, and Amelia's living room floor is covered in textbooks and notes.
"Why do you know all this already?", Arizona asks a little exasperated after she explains something without even looking at the book.
She is sitting on the floor, her back against the couch where Amelia is lying.
"I don't know", Amelia shrugs, "I used to steal my brother's notes when he was home."
It's only partially true. She did use to steal Derek's -and sometimes Addison's- notes when they were on breaks from school, but she has known for a long time now that there must be something wrong with her brain because there is no way that she is getting straight As barely studying and taking all her tests high, there is no way that it's normal.
"Derek Shepherd, right?", the blonde doesn't sound surprised or starstruck like most of her classmates do when they find out that her brother is the newest rising star of American neurosurgery. Instead, she sounds curious, maybe a bit disinterested, like she is only asking to be polite.
"Yup."
"I personally prefer the work of his wife", Arizona says casually and turns the page of her notes.
"You know Addie?", Amelia asks sitting straight, her leg against the blonde's arm.
"Oh, your brother is amazing", she quickly amends, "But I find her work much more interesting."
Amelia smiles the kind of smile that is all teeth, her eyes shining a little on the edges.
"You want neuro too, right?", Arizona adds without even looking up.
"No one ever asks me that", Amelia pauses, "Everyone just assumes I want to be like Derek."
The truth is, Derek is great most of the time, but she doesn't want to be like him. She wants to be better. It's a little childish, maybe -and more than a little petty-, that the main reason she wants neuro is that she wants to have something over him, to win even if he never gets to know he lost, worst that somedays she kind of wants to call him and just say I'm not sober Derek, I haven't been for a while now. And I'm still getting better grades than you ever did. She won't, ever, because she also loves him too much to drag him into her pain, to disrupt his perfect little life with Addison just to make him save her again.
The blonde finally looks up and her eyes focus on hers. Then she smiles and nods slightly like she was confirming something.
"Do you?"
"Do I what?"
"Want to be like him?", Arizona's eyes are too kind, her voice too soft. It's almost unbearable.
"In some ways", she answers after a second, "Mostly I just want to be better", she shrugs.
Arizona looks at her with worry and something that looks awfully like lust twinkling in her eyes.
"Who hurt you, Amelia Shepherd?", her tone is light, but the question is serious.
The first person that comes to mind is her dad because she barely remembers him at all and she still hates him a little bit for dying too soon, for leaving her as Derek's eternal burden. She also thinks about her mom, hard and kind at the same time, thinks about her desperate screams to get her off the roof when she was fifteen, and how she couldn't look her in the eye for over a month afterward. She thinks about Nancy, Kathleen, and Lizzie, their hard stares and even harder words that don't even compare to Derek's. She thinks about Derek too, because she loves him so much but she also hates him.
"What makes you think that someone hurt me? Maybe all this is my own doing."
Arizona puts down her notes and brings her hand to her knee, her eyes focused on hers. She smiles softly, compassionate in a way that doesn't feel condescending at all, and Amelia thinks that maybe this is the real her, not the perfect student or the fuckgirl she keeps hearing about. Maybe both are the facade and the real her is smart and kind and also a little imperfect. For a second, it seems like she is going to lean on and kiss her, but then she pulls back at the last moment.
"Tell me that again when you're sober and I may believe you."
(She tells Tim and Nick about Amelia. Her brother teases her and asks if she has a crush. Nick makes kissing noises until she hangs up annoyed. Much later, she would realize that maybe she just wanted to save her, to see her eyes bright and clear even once).
Amelia gets sober for the second time in her life a little over a month after that conversation near the end of the year, just before finals. This time she doesn't bother to check into rehab and decides to do it alone and cold turkey because she has something to prove (to herself, to her family, to Derek). It's every bit as hell as she remembers and then some more. Michelle worries when she doesn't leave the apartment for an entire day and thinks she has the flu when she opens the door of her room sweaty and weak and looking like she might pass out at any second.
She stays with her for the whole week of her detox process, holds her hair back when she pukes, and puts cold towels on her forehead to lessen her fever. She also shares her mother's possible diagnosis of Huntington's, talks about her own fears of getting it someday. In return, Amelia tells her the story of her dad's murder (later, Amelia will realize that in the duration of those days, they finally became best friends). The first three days are the worst by far, but by the morning of the fourth day, she doesn't longer feel like she is going to die, starts to think that she may survive this after all. Arizona shows up in the late afternoon of day five asking why hasn't she been in class, which gives Michelle a break to go out and see her boyfriend for the night. Amelia insists that she is okay, that she doesn't need babysitting, but the blonde doesn't listen and stays anyway.
Arizona tells her all about the classes she has missed, updates her on the rumors going around campus, and makes vague plans to take her to a gay club sometime in the near future. They order a pizza for dinner and later settle to watch a movie. Amelia doesn't know who made the first move, who decided to kiss who, and all she will remember later is experienced hands touching her in a way that didn't feel rehearsed at all, gentle kisses, and loud curses.
When Amelia misses class for the third time that week, Arizona decides to go see her. Michelle opens the door looking completely and utterly exhausted, gives her a sad smile, and takes her to Amelia's room.
"You look like crap", Amelia drawls from her position lying in the bed.
She is wearing sweat pants and a t-shirt. Her skin is the color of paper and a thin layer of sweat covers her forehead.
"Look who's talking", she retorts and the other girl lets out a breathy laugh.
Michelle's boyfriend shows up and after some consideration, she heads out with him for the night. They order pizza and eat while Arizona tells her about what she missed. After, they settle for some movie she doesn't really care about enough to remember because the only thing she will recall is that when their eyes met for the first time that night, Amelia's were clear and bright and dark with desire. They were both topless by the time they moved into the bedroom.
They fuck a lot, but they are not dating, not even close. Still, that doesn't stop Arizona from lingering for a while after they're done, doesn't stop her from dragging her to clubs or the library. Little by little, Amelia starts to know the real her, the one who is mind-blowingly good at sex but has authority issues and is kind of a control freak and loves donuts and sometimes smokes, all wrapped in one wonderful person.
(Arizona still thinks Amelia is dark, but she likes her better sober, when she gets excited about shitty bands and her remarks are witty but not cruel, and she has the right mind to get them home after just three drinks. She is an optimist by principle, but she doesn't dare to hope this will last).
Derek visits her towards the middle of her third year. Since she started college, she has mostly stayed on campus for breaks and summer, barely going home for the holidays. He doesn't call her in advance so is really not her fault that he finds her with Arizona's head between her legs. He quickly scrambles back to the hallway yelling apologies and excuses. They get dressed in less than five minutes, Amelia already telling him off.
Arizona is absolutely mortified and doesn't look him in the eye when she introduces herself briefly before making her exit.
"Derek, listen...", she starts.
"It's okay, Amy", he smiles, "You seem good, and she seems nice."
Amelia thinks that he is right, Arizona is nice and kind and gentle, even when she isn't, even when she is trying not to be. She is bright, like the sun, and Amelia knows that whatever they have going on is destined to end up bursting into flames. She just hopes that when the inevitable happens, Arizona won't be the only one with a broken heart, hopes she isn't that caught up in her storms by that point.
(Hell breaks loose when the word of her Arizona gets to Nancy and Kathleen. They call -both together and separately- and ask inappropriate questions, some of them with a very homophobic undertone. Derek apologizes for letting it slip to them, Addison smiles and tells her that she is her sister and that she loves her no matter what).
Arizona starts to tell her things about her life, tells her that she comes from a military family and that her brother Tim is her favorite person on the planet and that she is going to be a peds surgeon. Amelia mocks her for that, for her taste in music and about everything really because she really likes making her laugh.
"Tim calls me Zo, but I don't think I've actually had a nickname, like ever", Arizona tells her one day.
They're in Arizona's apartment and it's late afternoon, a few books between them.
"That's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard", Amelia smirks, shaking her head.
The blonde rolls her eyes before responding.
"Don't tell me no one has ever called you Amy."
She goes quiet for a second.
"Derek calls me Amy", she hates it, hates how condescending it sounds coming out of his mouth, "My sisters prefer Hurricane Amelia, though", there is certain bitterness in her voice, "Or Black Sheep, we're not subtle people like at all", she chuckles.
"I don't think you're a hurricane", Arizona says softly after a second, "A storm, maybe."
"What does that make you?"
"A good man in a storm."
Tim dies on duty and all Arizona can think is that she doesn't know how to make sense of a world in which she will never hear her brother's voice again. She goes home for the funeral, but she is out to school as soon as it's over. Her parents say it's okay, she knows it isn't, not really, but she goes anyway because the alternative feels unbearable.
On her second night back, Amelia comes knocking on her door, and as soon as she opens it, she kisses her. She thinks it would be easy to let herself get lost in this sensation instead of all the pain and anger she is feeling, but Amelia must notice something's wrong because she stops after a few seconds.
"Hey, what's wrong?", she asks.
"Tim is dead", Arizona says after a beat.
Amelia freezes for a moment like she doesn't know what to do or say. Then, she takes a deep breath and starts to guide her toward the couch.
"What do you need?", she asks gently and that's enough.
She cries and lets herself be held. Amelia says calming words into her ear, tells her she is sorry about Tim, tells her is okay to cry. She looks at her soft and kind, holds her close all night until she falls asleep out of exhaustion and sadness. When she wakes up the next day, her back hurts and she is still there, also asleep. Careful to not wake her up, she detangles herself and goes to the bathroom.
(If she had known that this will be the last time Amelia would be able to be this person for her, she would have stayed a little longer.)
Everything goes to hell on a rainy Friday night when Amelia's restlessness becomes too much again and she takes a pink pill some guy puts in her hand and then another and another. When she goes to meet Arizona around midnight, she is high out of her mind.
"You're high", is the first thing out of Arizona's mouth. She looks tired, with heavy bags under her eyes, her grief more evident than ever.
"Euphoric", she corrects slurring the words. Her grin doesn't reach her eyes.
"Great, just great", the blonde says under her breath and her anger is evident.
"Arizona it's fine, it's just some MDMA", she dismisses and lets herself fall onto the couch.
"My brother is dead and Nick isn't returning my calls and now you are fucking high, but yes, it's fucking fine Amelia", she is pacing, her hand combing her hair and her voice an octave higher.
Amelia doesn't know what to say or do. She tries to formulate a coherent thought, find it in herself to apologize, to promise to get sober again as soon as the night is over. The words die on the tip of her tongue, just out of her reach.
"I can't do this, Amelia", Arizona continues raising her voice a little, "I can't take care of you when I'm barely able to take care of myself!"
"Newsflash, Arizona, no one is fucking asking you to! Not everything is about you, you know? We're not dating, we're not even friends, I don't need you to fucking save me!", she matches her volume, hot white rage burning in her chest.
For a second, it seems like Arizona is going to keep fighting, but she deflects and loses most of her fire. When she speaks again, her voice is calm and cold as ice.
"Then I guess there is no reason for you to be here anymore", she pauses, "We're done Amelia, go home."
(They weren't dating, not really, but that doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt like a breakup. Amelia leaves, and the next day she wakes up with a killer hangover and the sinking notion that she won't be seeing Arizona for a while, maybe ever. She focuses on school, starts an affair with Tom Korasick just because she can, because is a good distraction and because the alternative feels unthinkable at this point. She sometimes sees her around school until one day she doesn't and Michelle tells her that accepted an amazing position somewhere on the West Coast when she asks. She doesn't say more.)
Arizona meets Derek Shepherd for real when she accepts an amazing position in Seattle because she needed a fresh start, and her first thought is about Amelia, about how he isn't funny like her, isn't devastatingly gorgeous and complicated as her. Still, there's some familiarity in his face, even though his eyes are a different shade of blue and they don't carry the same intensity, the same darkness. Derek doesn't seem to remember meeting her at all and she doesn't correct him. Some things are better buried.
(Then, she falls in love with Callie Torres hard and fast with the certainty that she is, in fact, the love of her life. For a few years, she barely spares Amelia Shepherd a thought.)
She moves to L.A. and joins Addison's practice. Things are great for a while until they're not because Michelle kills herself and she drinks to forget the fact that her best friend in the whole world, her favorite person, no longer exists and the only one who would maybe get it is busy building a life in the same hospital her stupid brother works on.
(The night she starts taking oxy again, it feels a lot like escapism, like freedom, and like prison all at the same time).
She falls in love with Ryan, he dies. She likes to think of it as an epic love that ended too soon, but maybe they were high for too much of it for that to be true. Still, that's the way she chooses to commit it to her memory. Addison helps her get sober again, she has Christopher and he dies too. When he is taken apart to bring more life into this world, Amelia feels like someone is ripping her heart from the inside. She stays sober.
James Peterson, an E.R. doctor, takes interest in her. He is nice and kind and he makes her laugh, makes her forget a little about Ryan and Christopher, and Michelle. Things with him are great and she does love him, so when he proposes a year into the relationship she says yes even when she knows deep down that she doesn't love him enough to marry him. She hates that she had to break his heart, hates that when he hangs out sad and bitter and angry, the only thing she feels is relief.
(Arizona sees her a couple of times in the hospital visiting Derek. She doesn't approach her, but she is glad that her eyes are clear every time)
Amelia has heard the saga of Callie and Arizona from both Derek and Addison, knows about the wedding, the plane crash, and the cheating scandal by the time she moves to Seattle, and her and Arizona's paths meet again. They greet each other with the kind of familiarity that old pals share even if they were never really friends back at school and that the last time they really spoke, it was a fight. Neither of them mentions their shared past and no one seems to notice that Amelia never really had to introduce herself to the blonde.
In a way, it almost feels inevitable, when they're brought together again to save Nicole Herman's life.
"Do you really think you can save her?", Arizona asks softly.
They're in a radiology room surrounded by Nicole's scans and tests. It's late, but Amelia is set on figuring this out, a pad of notes in front of her as she studies the scans carefully again.
"I'm at least willing to try."
"I can't lose her", the blonde looks a little crestfallen, "I really can't lose her, Amelia. This fellowship is all I have left, I can't lose it too."
For a second, Amelia thinks about that fateful night almost fifteen years ago when Arizona told her about Tim's death. She has the same defeated expression on her face, she looks sad and angry, and exhausted all at once.
"I hate that for you", Amelia's voice is gentle, the kind of voice that only seems right in the night.
The silence that follows feels heavy.
"I tried really hard to make it right, you know?", Arizona says eventually, "I kept telling myself that I just had to keep trying, that it was all going to be worth it in the end, that we would come back stronger and everything would be just like it was before", she chuckles humorlessly, no dimples appearing, "But now that it's really over? I'm actually relieved, I'm relieved that my marriage is over, I mean what kind of person does that make me?"
Amelia watches the whole scene unfold in silence. They are not the same people anymore, this isn't the same Arizona she knew fifteen years ago. They both have been through hell and back in different ways, but at this moment she feels for the first time since coming to Seattle that there is a trace of who she used to know in this version of Arizona.
"There is this saying in meetings about how you're not just the worst thing you ever did", she states carefully, "I think it just makes you human."
"Really?"
The first thing that comes to mind is Sam telling her to grow up back in her intervention in Los Angeles, his voice hard and cold and the contrast with Addison's kindness and Charlotte's persistence. She thinks about Ryan and Christopher, the life that could've been. Thinks about the second chances she got and the ones she didn't. The ones she might still get.
"Yeah."
They have sex again for the first time after Amelia presents her with the final plan to save Nicole's life.
"I could kiss you right now", she says jokingly and is surprised when Amelia doesn't laugh.
"You should", she says instead.
(Later, when they're both exhausted lying on the bed of an on-call room, Arizona wonders if they were always meant to end up this way).
They do it again for a few weeks, the whole "friends-with-benefits" thing. It's lighter than it ever was before and they actually talk like adults. No one finds out by some miracle, even if they aren't actively trying to hide it, and it ends on good terms when Amelia finally accepts a date with Owen Hunt.
"You're still in love with someone else anyways", Amelia says nonchalantly when they say goodbye.
Derek dies, Meredith leaves, and more often than not, Amelia is alone in a house way too big for only one person, because she really doesn't have the energy to look for a new place, doesn't want to abandon his memory. She buries herself in work and goes to more meetings than before. Maggie, Alex, and even Richard make the effort to check on her, but she only ever speaks with Arizona.
"Derek was my favorite person", she says one night when they're sitting on the porch smoking.
Arizona thinks about Tim, his bright smile and playful eyes. Thinks about a life where her brother made it home safely, met a nice, normal girl, and was her best man at her wedding. It makes her chest incredibly tight.
"It sucks, doesn't it?", she says and it comes out strangled.
"Yeah", Amelia exhales, "It really fucking does."
(Owen comes back and eventually Meredith does too, with a new baby of all things. It's almost enough to drown her doubts, her resentment of not being able to say goodbye. Almost.)
When Meredith gets attacked by a patient, Amelia starts to drink again. Arizona steps in to help with the kids, but most of the time she actually helps Amelia get to her room when she is too drunk to stand, making her sleep on her side so she doesn't choke in her own vomit.
"Why do you keep doing this to yourself?", she asks when she finds her in Joe's for the third night in a row.
She is drinking vodka and Arizona thinks about the night they met because Amelia has the same haunted expression in her eyes.
"I told you, all this is my own doing", she answers and Arizona understands that she is not the right person for this job.
"Talk to Richard Webber", she advises instead, "He can help."
(Later she finds out that Amelia does, and when she is sober again, she finds a box of donuts on her desk. She smiles.)
Amelia falls for Owen Hunt. He is complicated and dark but also kind and loving and so intoxicating and she can almost taste forever on his lips. She marries him.
The worst part of the custody battle isn't the time spent in court or the money she has wasted on lawyers or even seeing all her friends taking sides. The worst part by far is hearing Callie's lawyer call her a whore that only cares about her work, tell her she isn't Sofia's mother just because they don't share DNA. Bailey is clearly disappointed in Callie, Meredith calls and apologizes saying she had no idea what was going to be said.
(She wins and it sucks just a little less, feels like maybe it was all worth it.)
"Congratulations on your victory", Amelia says sardonically when they run into each other in the attending's lounge.
She smiles and rolls her eyes.
"It doesn't feel like a victory at all, to be honest."
Amelia is quiet for a second.
"Hurt people, hurt people", she shrugs, "It doesn't make it okay, but you need to remember that."
"Huh?"
"You were always good at being the bigger person, Arizona", Amelia pats her back lightly, "Go be the bigger person."
(She lets the love of her life take her kid away to start a new life with Penny Blake. It hurts to say goodbye to her daughter knowing she won't be seeing her in person for months, but something in her gut tells her that she made the right choice, that all this may lead to something better).
Eliza Minnick takes her by surprise. She hates her until she doesn't, then she likes her more than she is willing to admit only to hate her again in the end.
Amelia's marriage is complicated and it predictably ends in flames, or more accurately, in a giant tumor, because she needs to figure out what parts of her are still there and what were just symptoms. She can't decide if the tumor made her get together with James or leave him, marry Owen or break his heart. She wonders if the tumor made her not able to take back the words that ended things with Arizona all those years ago, and decides it doesn't matter now.
Sofia comes back to live with her. The only moments in which she feels like she is the same kid she left in New York almost a year ago are when she is playing with Zola or talking about New York and Callie. She isn't happy and it's evident. Arizona tells Carina about her doubts, but she doesn't get it, she can't.
Nicole Herman comes back, Amelia worries that her tumor was the reason she lost her eyesight, Arizona tells her she is being ridiculous.
Then, her ex-mentor offers her a job and she knows what she has to do.
"I think you should go for it", Amelia says later that day.
"Go for what?", she asks confused.
Amelia takes a deep breath.
"I overheard Herman's offer", she explains, "It's an amazing opportunity, Arizona. You would be helping a lot of people."
"It's what's best for Sofia", her voice is reflexive, "You know, to be close to both of her parents."
Amelia studies her for a second, then she smiles a little knowingly.
"And with Perfect Penny out of the picture...", she raises her eyebrows suggestively.
Arizona feels her ears get a little hot and hope she isn't blushing.
"Shut up", she says and Amelia laughs.
Things with Owen are complicated for a while until they aren't and Atticus Lincoln crashes into her life. He is handsome and decent and he respects her boundaries. She thinks it doesn't get more perfect than that.
(She gets pregnant, she has Scout. A global pandemic happens and she finds herself in charge of four little children. It's suffocating.)
Amelia texts her a picture of Scout when he is born in the arms of his dad. Arizona smiles, writes a quick congratulations, and comes back to the dinner she is making before Callie gets home from work, Sofia doing her homework on the kitchen counter while she talks about her day.
Link proposes, she says no. It's like a flashback from Vietnam.
Life sucks for a little while because she loves him so much but she can't want the same things. It may hurt him now, but it's better to end it before a lawyer is required to do so.
She goes to Minnesota, she meets Kai.
It's scary until it isn't, until Kai listens and doesn't judge and it's kind of too good to be true.
Link throws a tantrum when he finds out, but he gets over it fast, because he is still a good guy despite all the anger and sadness.
The hospital starts to fall apart and people from everywhere come to try to save it. Jackson, April, Callie, Arizona, and even Alex come to help. She smiles when she sees Callie and Arizona's hands interlocked, says she is happy that they could work it out in the end.
They answer Bailey's call for help and come back to Seattle for a few weeks. She works a lot, meets new and old friends.
Amelia is dating someone they both kind of knew from Hopkins of all things and even though her eyes have been completely clear for years, now they're also bright, brighter than she has ever seen them. It makes her incredibly happy as she snuggles a little closer to Callie.
They never dated, not even close.
They are now friends.
They are both in love and happy with other people.
Maybe, in another world, they are madly in love with each other, but in this one, they were simple rest stops on the way to another destination.
(Still, that doesn't mean it wasn't fun).