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➕Stupid Fucking Stick➕
Touya stared down at the pregnancy test with a groan of annoyance.
“You have got to be fucking with me right now?!” The white haired omega hissed, as he stared down at the pink little plus sign like it was going to bite him. “This has to be faulty….we used protection you stupid fucking stick.” He hissed as quietly as he could. He didn’t need his pregnant mother barging into the bathroom while Touya was having his life altering moment.
The omega pinched the bridge of his nose as he pulled the pack of cigarettes from his pocket and then rolled his eyes in frustration, glaring harshly at his stomach. “Great! Great!” The omega bit harshly on his lip ring as he rolled his ring around his pointer finger with his thumb, the black nail polish chipping even more as he spun harder in frustration. “I can’t even have stress relief…because I could hurt the stupid sack of cells in my uterus” Touya grunted as he rolled his eyes.
The omega sighed harder as he crouched down his hands gripping the ceramic sink so tightly his knuckles were turning white, his forehead rested against the cedar cabinets, the coolness helping him stay grounded.
He was pregnant.
He was pregnant with Keigo Takami’s baby.
A fucking jocks baby.
What was this some early 2000s pop punk song.
Touya fell back onto his ass, his back resting against the tub. “I’m gonna have to tell that bird brain….Fuck.” Touya swallowed thickly as he spun the black ring covered in stars around his pointer finger.
He didn’t even know how to start. He didn’t know what to say.
Was he just gonna call up Keigo and be like, ‘Hey bro! I know we were safe! But like….your sperm must be strong or I’m just fucking furtile but we have a pup now?’
Touya slammed his forehead down into his palms as his mind raced through all the fucked up scenarios and odd thoughts.
‘Hey Kei, so like I’m preggo?’
The omega snarled at himself as he stared at the stupid preggo stick resting on the sink top. “I’ll just get rid of the baby. No biggie right? Right! He’ll be gone and I’ll be back to smoking away my pain and pretending like life isn’t to fucking horrendous and filled with tortures.” Touya smirked at himself in the mirror. “Yup it’ll be like it never happened. A one night stand of Fuckery and too much booze.”
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Touya drove his blue sedan toward the clinic with a heavy sigh, his body was sore.
He hadn’t slept well the night before because the whole teenage pregnancy bullshit.
Fuck he had become a statistic and now he just wanted to yeet himself to the sun! Anything to have no one know he was pregnant with the quarterback’s baby….anything but that.
When he pulled up and parked in front of the clinic Touya was already itching at his skin, he hadn’t had a cigarette in three days and fuck was it driving him wild. He had text Keigo the night before, but he had of course been left on read.
Which was surprising because he swore the motherfucker couldn’t read to begin with. Touya laid his forehead down against the leather of the steering wheel with a heavy sigh.
“Am I going to do this?” Touya questioned as he looked down at his gut. He wasn’t showing or anything…but the omega knew now…he knew that he was pregnant after the first preggo stick…he took 15 more tests and none and he meant fucking none came back negative they all had that glaringly pink plus sign. That made Touya want to rip his white hair out. “It’s just a sack of cells, Touya. You know this the world fucking know this…eben the stupid moronic protestors you almost ran over on your way in know this….” The white haired omega grumbled as he got out slamming the door of his bright blue car. A gift from his dad.
He stomped his way forward, his combat boots glinting in the light and the chains on his pants rattling as he flung open the doors to the clinic and walked in. The posters alone made Touya want to vomit and die.
Practice safe sex it’s great!
Abstinence is always a viable option.
Yeah…of course! Abstinence would have been a great option too. Too bad Touya was a whore, and Keigo has a giant monster in his pants and a knot that would put anyone else’s to fucking shame.
The omega sighed as he walked up to the window and the clerk smiled with that fake overly cheery bullshit. “How can I help you?”
“i need to yeetus this fetus.” He replied instantly with no regret in his tone and the woman blinked and nodded with a sort of shocked smile.
“Alright, absolutely, we will have to do a medical exam and a psych exam as well as have a parent sign off and the alpha of the child” Touya blinked at her, his pierced eyebrows furrowing.
“I’m sorry, I’m slumming to the clinic and you think that I am going to just pull a parental signature out of my ass?” He questioned and the woman blinked. “Or just assume I know who the alpha of this sack of cells belongs to?” Touya spat and the woman kept her overly kind smile and she crossed her arms.
“How old are you, Hunny?” She questioned and Touya sighed, rolling his eyes.
“Sixteen” he replied quickly and the woman smiled with a nod.
“And with you being a minor I either need a parental or guardian signature or paperwork stating you are to be seen as an adult. It’s against regulations and things could go wrong. It's honestly for the safety of everyone.” Touya blinked at her audacity.
“You’re a fucking moron” he grunted as he grabbed a handful of condoms from the fish bowl on to counter. “What no dental dams only think alphas need protection?” Touya snarled, beaming one of the condoms off the lady’s forehead. “It’s good to know this place is as sexist with its protection as it is with its permission! Have the day you deserve…bitch” Touya snarled as he made his way to the parking lot.
He slammed the door closed on his car and the snarl was right there…he was so pissed.
Now he had to Keigo and he had to tell one of his parents and it sure as fuck was not going to be Rei Todoroki!
She was such a thunder twat.
Touya made sure to blaze his horn extra loud as he almost ran over the protestors, even going so far as to roll down his window to scream. “If you’re not going to help raise the baby! You have no fucking say, Imbeclic Neanderthals!” He snarled, chuckling a handful of condoms at them before ripping from the parking lot.
What the fuck was he going to do?
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Touya stewed in his nest after the whole clinic debacle. The white haired omega had come home and cried.
He had no idea why he was crying, but Jesus fucking Christ he was pissed off, and a fucking nervous wreck.
Touya was fucking sixteen years old. He had no idea how to care for an infant. He had no idea….what the fuck he was doing?
It had been a fun night, it had been a protected night….and fuck Keigo ever the gentleman even cleaned Touya up and snuggled him afterwards because ‘ youre amazing Touya….” The alpha had whispered into his ear. ‘Will you let me court you now?’
And what had Touya done? Laughed in the alpha’s face, because fuck this bullshit life and the next, he had literally tugged his pants up, and pulled his tattered black crop top over his head with a scoff.
‘You’re too stupid, to be my alpha’ he had sneered and raced out of the house with his heart beating erratically in his chest.
Why the fuck had he done that?
He had liked the stupid golden eyed daddy’s boy since second grade.
Keigo was all smiles and sweet words, the alpha never had anything mean to say…the meanest Touya had ever heard him was when someone had called Touya ugly because of the scar on his left arm, shoulder, and hand…a gift from Rei’s convenient house fire from when he was young.
Keigo sweet, dense, bird brained Keigo had said. ‘ Don’t be mean! Touya is beautiful! A burn doesn’t change that, you need to get your eyes checked.’
Touya remembered how flushed his face was at that. How embarrassed he was.
Though now Touya couldn’t give a fuck less who saw his burn scars. He had grown to accept them as a part of himself.
He had to contribute that milestone of success to a lot of therapy and his dad and mama always made sure Touya knew he was beautiful despite a massive scar.
But Touya had taken Keigo’s acceptance and chucked it out the window letting it break and crumble under his means words.
‘You’re too stupid’
‘You’re too STUPID’
‘YOU’RE TOO STUPID’
No wonder Keigo didn’t want to answer his text messages. The white haired omega had literally looked Keigo in the eye and used his biggest insecurity against him.
His intelligence.
Touya knew a lot about the bird-brained idiot he was pining after for most of his life.
He had a dad, a dad that didn’t go to school, and dad that was disabled and couldn’t work a normal job. So Keigo struggled in school.
Hell it was how they first started talking.
They had gone through elementary and middle school together, then high school came and school got harder and Keigo struggled in every subject, and Touya being the stupid fucker he was signed up for the tutor program to try and stay as few hours at Rei’s house as possible and he actually got to tutor Keigo and Touya like the stupid ass motherfucker he was fell the moment he said hello.
The alpha was all golden blond curls and rich gold eyes, and as stupid as Keigo was….his eyes were sharp like a hawks. He never missed any details of things, he may not grasp the concept, but he knew that the woman in the math story problem was wearing a yellow dress.
And honestly Touya thought the alpha was just so sweet and innocent that the idea of dating and tarnishing that beautiful golden boy was gut wrenching to Touya.
The white haired omega had problems laundry lists long and he couldn’t allow Keigo to date him…all he would do was destroy him.
Break him.
Burn him.
Just like Touya would do to this sack of cells if it was ever born.
Touya was foul and disgusting.
No one should be stuck with him in the way these two poor innocent creatures would depend on him…so maybe it was good Touya threw Keigo’s intelligence or lack of right in his face…to keep him at arm's length, and this poor pup that was created between the two of them…well they were probably better off without either of them.
Touya heavily sighed as he curled up on his his phone screen practically burning his eyes out as he wallowed in his self pity in the dark.
He read over the messages he had sent to Keigo and each one had a little check mark next to it to let Touya know he had read them.
The white haired omega pushed his face into the pillow with a sniffle before typing out a simple…
Touya to BirdBrain Hunk: I'm sorry.
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Touya was sitting at the table of his dad’s and mama’s house staring down at homework wishing it would burst into flames so he didn’t have to fucking look at it anymore.
He was still waiting for the fucking bird brain to get back to him regarding his signature on the paperwork and the dumb motherfucker was just ignoring him.
“Hey firecracker.” His mama stated as he pulled his raven black hair back into a ponytail. “You need help with that?” Touya questioned and Touya stared into his mama’s eyes and The omega couldn’t even take it.
“Mama…” Touya growled as he slammed his head down into the table and Shouta was over to his side almost instantly.
“Oh my god, Touya, are you alright baby?” The raven haired omega questioned crouching down next to Touya’s chair, his hands caressing The omega’s cheeks as he checked over his pup’s face.
“I fucked up mama.” Touya whimpered and Shouta’s obsidian eyes searched his turquoise ones.
“Not enough you should be slamming your face into my table” Shouta replied with his sarcastic smirk and Touya chirped and the raven haired omega purred. “And nothing that would make your dad or I upset with you” he promised softly, placing a soft kiss on Touya’s forehead. “Even though I’m mad at him”
The white haired omega nodded with a sniffle. “How’s therapy going?” He whispered, leaning forward laying his forehead on his mama’s shoulder.
“It’s….it’s traumatic” he replied honestly with a sniffle. “I…I don’t think it was consensual…for your dad. He barely remembers what happened, he says he was calling me…but…I don’t know.” He admitted and Touya stiffened, when he felt his mama’s long fingers run through his white hair. “But my omega…is very hurt…and I’m trying to…to deal with it…and your dad is being…a saint about it” Shouta admitted with a heavy sigh and Touya nodded against his mama’s collar bone.
His dad had slept with Rei again…and now Rei was preggers with another offspring she probably didn’t want.
His mama, Shouta, his dad’s husband of ten years, couldn’t have pups, but it didn’t make the man any less of a mother.
When the huge fight went down, after his dad admitted Rei was pregnant with his child, Shouta had screamed that he needed to leave.
And Touya still remembered his dad telling them to pack an overnight bag, Shouta had screamed back. “Leave my pups alone! And you get out of my house!”
The redheaded alpha had nodded and left to go sleep on Uncle Hizashi’s couch and the rest of the night Natsuo, Fuyumi, and Touya cuddled with their mama in his nest.
“So you never did tell me why you were glaring at your paper hoping it would burst into flames” Shouta teased and Touya felt his body stiffen and his hands tremble.
What the fuck was he going to say?
He knew his mama wouldn’t judge him. In fact he knew if he told his mama and declared he wanted to yeetus this fetus, but didn’t want his dad to know. Shouta would forge the signature like a boss…and it would be done in secrecy….but the more he sat and thought about the whole situation Touya was unsure.
The white haired omega snarled in annoyance. “I need you to pinky swear you won’t say a word to my dad or the thunder cunt.” The pup bit his lip ring in panic as he looked up through his white eyelashes to stare at his mama.
Shouta chuckled with a soft nod. “I can do that for you, I’m barely tolerating either of them right now” the raven haired omega smiled gently pulling his bottom lip from between his teeth.
Touya intertwined their pinkies and the omega sagged in the chair taking a shaky breath. “I’m preggo….and….I tried to get an abortion…but the clinic was less than helpful” he snarled running his hand over his face. “And I know it’s just a sack of cells….but I’m still fucking annoyed that I even have to deal with this! I was safe! We used a fucking condom! It’s not like Keigo’s cock is so big it broke. So like…what the fuck is this bullshit” Touya admitted tears on his water line as he stared into his mama’s eyes and Touya could see the longing in Shouta’s eyes at the mention of pregnancy, but it was quickly replaced with concern.
“We need to get you in for a check up, just to make sure everything is okay, then if you want an abortion we shall figure it out, firecracker” Shouta promised wiping away the tears.
“That’s it?…you’re not mad?” Touya squeaked nervously and the soft smile he received slowed his wild heart.
“Of course not, firecracker. I know I was having sex at your age. It would be naïve of me to believe that you wouldn’t either, and you said you were being safe and used protection. Touya I’m not mad, and I love you” Shouta promised and Touya practically collapsed in his mama’s hold.
Shouta was one of the few people Touya could let his guard down around. The raven haired omega was always supportive no matter what Touya did, when Touya wanted all his piercings Shouta was the one to tell his dad to allow Touya to express himself and his Uncle Hizashi was also always in his corner.
“I love you too, Mama, I’m sorry” Touya sniffled, wiping his eyes. Shouta hummed softly, running his hand through Touya’s stark white hair.
“Don’t be sorry, Firecracker it’s okay.” Shouta promised. Then he looked at Touya with soft eyes.
“How do you want to tell your dad?” Shouta questioned and Touya looked at Shouta then at his lap.
“Oh fuck” Touya growled once again slamming his head into the table.
“Stop slamming your face into my table, you’re going to dent it” Shouta teased as he rubbed soothing circles into his back. “So…can I guess who the father is? Or do you want to tell me?” Touya turned his head looking into his mama’s eyes and groaned before turning his head once more and shoving it into the place mat.
“It’s fuckin Keigo alright” he huffed his voice muffled by the woven fabric. Shouta hummed softly.
“The one you call bird brain?” Shouta questioned softly, tugging his pup’s shirt to get him to sit up. “The one you’ve been crushing on for forever.”
“Yeah…..that’s the one” Touya snarled in frustration as he scrubbed his hands over his face vigorously. As he slumped in the chair. “And to make it even better, I pulled a Rei and acted like a total cunt! He is never going to talk to me again” Touya bit his lip and tears tumbled down his cheek.
Shouta cocked his head to the side as he slid into the chair. “What did you do?” The raven haired omega questioned and Touya looked at his mama with broken eyes.
“We…well as you know we fucked. And Keigo has been…hinting for awhile” Touya swallowed thickly, the swallow almost painful as he let his misdeeds be spoken. “That he likes me.” The white haired alpha admitted as he wiped the tears from his cheeks with haste not wanting anyone to see him be weak. “So after we fucked….Keigo asked to court me.” The omega admitted with a thick swallow.
“And?” Shouta whispered, not wanting to stress out his pup even more.
“And mama…I was such a cunt….” Touya snarled at himself in annoyance. “I told him he was too stupid to be my alpha…I took the one thing he was insecure about and threw it in his face” he could feel the pain rattling in his chest.
Touya really didn’t deserve Keigo’s forgiveness….he had done this to himself…he was the one that opened his mouth and spew forth a torrent of hateful words…it didn’t matter that he instantaneously regretted them…they were already out there floating in the air like particles of dust and Keigo’s sparkling golden eyes were cracking and breaking the more Touya spoke and it was his fault.
He did this.
“That was not nice, Firecracker.” Shouta reprimanded and the white haired omega nodded his head
“I know, I texted him that I was sorry” Touya admitted and Shouta smiled with a soft nod.
“I think he deserves more than a text, Firecracker.”
And Touya knew his mama was right.
And fuck did it suck.