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1. I'm Still Turning Out by Danindri

   Fandoms: Figure Skating RPF  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Jul 2022

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Javier Fernández/Yuzuru Hanyu
   • past Nathan Chen/Yuzuru Hanyu
   • Yuzuru Hanyu
   • Javier Fernández
   • Slow Burn
   • Mutual Pining
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Sexuality Crisis
   • javi being no homo but is really all the homos
   • Smut
   • Porn With Plot
   • Rejection But Not Really
   • They just dumb
   • i make a LOT of shit up dont fact check me
   • 2022 Fantasy on Ice
   • Friends With Benefits
   • Sexual Tension

   Summary

   Javier refuses any instance of longing for the man. Yuzuru is beautiful, everyone knows that. That's why they only share moments in bed and nothing more. Everything is completely platonic between them, yep.

   Meanwhile, Yuzuru needs to struggle with questions of retirement, quad axel, and this returning butterflies in his stomach.

   "Javier…" Yuzuru starts. He rarely speaks his full name like that. "Am I imagining this?"
   "What?"
   "Don't make me say it. Please."
   Javier lets go of his hand and lifts Yuzuru's chin up.
   The voices won again.
   "You are," Javier chokes out. "I'm sorry."
   

   Language:

   English

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