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1. And All That Could Have Been by gongeous

   Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 May 2022

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakahara Chuuya-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya's Unconventional Mating Rituals (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Blood and Injury
   • Violence
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Unhappy Ending
   • Extremely Toxic Insane People
   • that's just how they work ig
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • chuuya's complicated relatioship with dazai's existence
   • Attempted Murder
   • i wrote this for me but u guys can read it too
   • One Shot
   • Dark Past
   • Implied Port Mafia Dazai/Chuuya

   Summary

   Dazai had always been able to hurt Chuuya far deeper and acutely than any physical weapon could. The cyanide dripping from his words, his foul lies poisoned Chuuya’s very soul, making him sick and unable to let go of Dazai, tied to him by resentment and hatred.

   It was time for Chuuya to return that pain.

   —

   Run far away, far as you can see

   I am tainted

   And happiness and peace of mind

   Were never meant for me

   All these pieces and promises and left-behinds

   If only I could see in my nothing

   You meant everything

    

   Everything to me.

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