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Diary of a not at all wimpy Warlock

Summary:

Merlin's feelings about life in Camelot. As well as those of Others, about Merlin being in Camelot.

Notes:

I don't own Merlin.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

Diary of a Not At All Wimpy Warlock

To ride on a dragon,
To whisper a spell,
To save my kingdom
And save it well,
To lie to friends
And foes alike
And wait for Uther's
Next victim to strike,
So I in turn
May strike them down
And thus protect
My own loved ones...
To sneak around
'Neath stars and moon,
And blunder and blab
Like a gods-damned loon,
Is but a part of the 'sturdy' life
Of a warlock, in Camelot.

To choke -
On silent apologies,
And wonder if magic
Is such a disease,
To conjure a dragon
From fire and smoke,
To see the soldiers
Prod and poke
Through Gaius' quarters -
To jest with Gwen,
Be given Arthur's
Cloak to mend,
To feel the joy
Of an actual book
And have my Prince give me
A second look -
Is all a part of the sturdy life
That I built, in Camelot.

To joke with my servant,
And hear him retort -
To see him appraise
The flowers I brought
And tucked into
His neckerchief,
To make him smile
When he's sober with grief...
To have a friend
Whom I can trust,
Who can assure me,
My choices are just,
Who'll readily help
If I'm in need,
Who for my sake
Would willingly bleed -
Is only a part of the pleasure of having
A Merlin, in Camelot.

Notes:

Slightly different from my usual format, and not as angsty. If anyone wonders, the first two stanzas are from Merlin's point of view, while the last is a mixture of Arthur and Gwen. Also, I'm terrible at titles.

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