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Part 3 of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix , Part 2 of Lost and Found
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2022-05-30
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Secrets

Summary:

A coda to chapter seventeen: Educational Decree Number Twenty-four.

It was the closest thing Neville would get to an apology.

Notes:

Hello~ It's been soooo long since I got a coda idea! I waited with this until I read chapter 18 but there was no follow-up to the moment when Neville almost attacked Draco so I figured I might as well write whatever. It's totally possible that this follow-up will be mentioned in later chapters and it might totally contradict this ficlet, ha ha.

And since it's been a while since I've written these characters, I'm unsure of the characterisation again. Feel free to tell me if it's terrible! (Or good, ha ha.)

Also, this proooobably won't make sense without having read the previous coda An Old Memory (shameless self-promotion, ha ha!) since this is based on a bunch of headcanons that Neville and Draco used to be friends before Hogwarts and they're sort of getting along behind the scenes. And that Neville is pretending with his housemates so they won't make fun of him or ostracise him again.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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"What was that?"

The cold voice cut through the verdant-damp air as Neville stepped into the greenhouse. He jumped with a startled squeak, then saw Draco's pale figure gleaming in the gloom. Immediately, Neville turned away and pretended to be intensely fascinated with the rows of aconite on a nearby table.

He didn't want to see the look on Draco's face. It reminded Neville of the face he'd made years ago, when he'd told him he wouldn't be friends with him anymore. It was the same cold, cruel face - all the more cruel because he was angry and hurt.

Neville mumbled something in reply, fiddling with the leathery leaves of sea flowers.

"What?" Draco asked, a wintry undercurrent of impatience in his voice.

Neville knew he was seconds away from saying something awful again, and he didn't want that. He didn't think they'd ever really be friends again, but he still didn't want the tentative relationship between them to unravel; he wasn't sure he could endure Hogwarts and his housemates otherwise.

So he turned around and said in a rush, "It's not funny." Neville took a deep breath, something easing inside him with the words. "Not St Mungo's."

He didn't elaborate, didn't get into his parents, but he could see the flicker of Draco's thoughts in the minute shift of his expression and the moment he remembered; they'd met in St Mungo's Hospital. He eyed Neville warily, looking suddenly confused and unsure.

"Okay," he said eventually. He stood up from his lounge against one of the tables, unnecessarily straightening his immaculate robes. "It wasn't even about you," he added as he swept out, and Neville knew it was the closest thing he'd get to an apology from Draco Malfoy.

He stood still for a while when he was alone, staring sightlessly at the sprawl of green around him. He'd never told Draco. Why he'd ended their friendship. He hadn't known how to tell him that his parents were in the hospital, they'd never recover, and it was Draco's aunt who'd put them there. Neville knew Draco loved his family, more than anything, but he also hated it when people acted as if they knew him just because they heard his family name.

It wasn't Draco's fault, but Neville couldn't help but be reminded of it every time he saw him.

With a sigh, he picked up the watering can and moved about watering the plants.

At least magical plants were easy, he thought. They wouldn't ostracise or make fun of him, and he never had to worry about doing or saying the wrong thing.

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Thank you for reading, if anyone did :)