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08 Jun 2022
打从一开始,他似乎只是在享受岛崎对他的肉体近乎崇拜的迷恋,误以为自己也是被哈德良所痴迷的安提诺乌斯。快感只来自对方的快感、来自自身的苦痛,一种忘我的奉献精神。是将肉体献给罪人的神子,从自己的牺牲中得到快感,而真正的快乐则会让他跌落神坛,被贬为委身罪人身下承欢的凡人,成为一丘之貉的野兽。他竭力控制自己的欲望,希望岛崎可以对他更残忍一些,这样他就可以用痛苦的音调呻吟、就可以拒绝快感。