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1. Time Lost by LuluDLR

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Jun 2022

   Tags

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   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Sam Winchester
   • Jack Kline
   • Memory Loss
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Dean Winchester Has Internalized Homophobia
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Childhood Abuse
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Homophobic John Winchester
   • John Winchester's A+ Parenting

   Summary

   Dean encounters a creature outside the bunker, loses a chunk of memory, making him forget who Jack is as well as forget that he and Cas are married. Panic attack ensues, helped along by haunting memories of John Winchester's homophobic "disciplines."

   Over the next few days, Dean is forced to come face to face with his repressed feeling for Cas, trying to get to know his son/be a dad, and help get his memories back. All while also feeling like a homewrecker.

   I hope you enjoy!

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