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Me and Jayy walked hand in hand along the side of the the graffitied red brick wall. I inhaled deeply on the cigarette that hung loosely between my chapped lips as we rounded the corner, entering the oh so familiar alley way that continuously reminded me that I would be back at school in just over a week.
You may be wondering why this dingy alleyway would remind me of school, well this is why...
I winced as my head hit the hard stone wall, making me whimper in the process. My head spun and I felt my knees buckle under my own weight and I fell to the ground with a thud. I suddenly felt a sharp pain rush through my body, radiating from my ribs, where the jock I front of me stood laughing cruelly as he brought his foot down again onto my ribs causing another wave of pain to shoot through my system.
I cried out in pain "stop! stop! please!", but this only spurred him on more. His laugh pierced my eardrums and a sadistic smile crossed his face.
He stopped kicking me and stared down at me his eyes boring onto mine. His smile never faded as he leant down and picked me up by the collar of my shirt. My breathing started to become more rapid as his smile started to scare me, the way he was looking at me, it was just....wrong. it was almost as if he enjoyed inflicting pain on people, like he enjoyed the look of fear on my face as he stared scrutinisingly at my bruised body.
I didn't want to let him have the satisfaction of seeing how much he was hurting me, I didn't want him to see my tears. By this point he was scaring me, scaring more than he ever had before, more than every other time he beat me up at school or talked me down. It was something about the way he looked at me, today he had something new in store for me.
"You want me to stop faggot?" he growled fiercely. I nodded feebly in response "then your going to have to do something for me pansy" he said a glimmer of a smirk playing on his sadistic grin. "W-what do y-you want f-from me?" I stuttered trying to hide my shaking voice from him but failing miserably.
He smiled that oh so famous sadistic smile of his and pressed his body tightly against mine making me cringe at the sudden close presence of him. His breath hit me with full force in the face filling my nostrils with the scent of alcohol and pizza. Suddenly his close presence began to overwhelm me, I attempted tho break free but was quickly halted by his hand slapping my face and his hands pushing harshly on my shoulders pinning me even further to the wall.
My breathing got even faster and I was practically hyperventilating, I could feel my heart beating frantically against my aching ribs. I felt one of his hands move from my shoulder and down to the zipper on his trousers. I stared in shock at what he was doing, then a thought suddenly popped into my brain this can't happen. I pushed him away from me as hard as I could "get the fuck away from me you hypocrite" I screamed the anger at him suddenly coursing through my veins.
The guy that makes my high school life a living hell just because im a 'faggot' is asking me to fuck him in this alley. He grabbed me violently " I said you would have to do something for me, what's the matter faggot? I thought you liked cock!" his voice rising as his anger increased. He swiftly brought his fist to my face and a spine chilling crack filled the air as blood started pouring from my nose. I screamed in pain and clutched my face. He brought his fist back preparing to strike me again, I tensed when he swung his fist forward and pounded my face over and over again.
After what seemed like hour of my tears and the jock repeatedly punching and kicking me, beating me, he finally stopped and walked off into the shadows of the dark alley, leaving the silhouette of Bert McCrakern ingrained in my memory.
My ears were ringing and my vision blurred into darkness....
"Did you hear any of that baby?" Jayys voice bought me out of my thoughts "Where are you Gee your certainly not here with me."
"I'm sorry" I said quietly "I was just thinking... A-about Bert." an awkward silence filled the air as Jayy deliberated what to say next.
"Gee I promise I won't let him hurt you again, forget about him babr he's just jealous of your sexy ass boyfriend" Jayy spoke a smirk playing on his lips. I giggled at his vanity and kissed him sweetly on the cheek as we neared the club we oh so often came to.
I couldn't help but sigh as I again came to think of the prospect of entering that dreaded school building once again. I really didn't fancy getting beaten up every week for a year, and taunted and mocked for the rest of the time. Sometimes I wish I wasn't gay.
The cigarette that was playing on my lips was now burnt to its full extent. I threw it on the floor harshly and stomped on it with my foot, the butt joining the hundreds that had already been discarded by the people standing chatting outside the club and puffing on their cancer sticks.
We entered the club the sound of Iron Maiden blasting out of the various speakers around the room. There was little light inside only red and blue lights flashed along with the heavy bass of the music. I could feel jayy pulling me along through the crowd. I looked at him questioningly as he turned his face to me, he just smiled and continued to drag me through the pulsating bodies on the dance floor. He stopped abruptly causing me to stumble into him slightly. I looked around him to see to guys, around the same age as us chatting animatedly with each other. Jayy stood there watching the two talking who were apparently unaware of our arrival. I was now seriously confused, who were these guys? And why was jayy staring patiently waiting for them to notice him?