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I do not deserve you, nor this life I've been given by ShadowsAR4ccoon
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
05 Jul 2022
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Thoma was a lucky person. He had a good family, survived ship wreckage through a storm, and even ended up as a Retainer for the Kamisatos, who’ve been so kind to him. Most people loved him. Yes, some people did dislike him for his Mondstadt blood, but he’d come to ignore them for the most part. Occasionally it would still hurt him, but it wasn’t often that it would anymore. Overall, he was an extremely lucky, loved individual. But that never stopped the lonely feeling he’d get, and his luck seemed to run short when it came to his love life.
It hurt him when he thought about how no one just liked him. He felt like he had to do what he could so he didn’t disappoint those who loved him, and it became a prison of expectations. One he built himself. He knew Ayato loved him, but not like he loved Ayato. Ayato loved him as a retainer and perhaps a friend and nothing further than that, whereas Thoma wanted more. He wanted to be held in the other’s embrace and hold hands at the very least, but he knew that he never could. That that was where his luck would always run out. Never reach.