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I’m crazy.
I know I’m fucking crazy.
But goddamn, Lux is definitely fucking crazier! What the fuck?
Thank fuck I’m finally alone. I thought they were never gonna leave…
I know I fucked up popping those pills but damn, they need to lay off.
Okay… I can finally breathe… Yeah, deep breaths Jinx, just breathe…
My lip is still swollen… What did she mean “Did it hurt?” Of course it fucking hurt…
Even brushing my fingers over it now kinda hurts, huh?
Why did she do that?
But I guess I had it coming. I hurt her first…
I’m sorry… I’m so sorry.
I couldn’t be mad at ya for hurting me back.
I could never hate you either…
And…
… … …
If I’m being honest…
… … …
It kinda felt nice, right? Having her hands on my face, her lips against mine, her weight over me, and even her teeth.
Yeah, it freaked me out but… Having Lux all over me was nice…
Okay, calm down Jinx, don’t start getting any weird ideas.
She just did it because she was angry. Right? She wouldn’t do something like that if she wasn’t.
Unless… maybe…
Maybe if I ask her to? Maybe then she will?
SHIT! I want her to do it again so bad. This is fucked. I’m fucked. Sheesh…
But… She already did it once.
Ugh.
My face is in flames…
Stop.
I gotta stop.
Just stop thinking.