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1. Losing myself for you by mrsstrange

   Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   25 Jan 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Jeon Jungkook/Park Jimin
   • Kim Namjoon/Kim Seokjin
   • Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Kim Taehyung | V/Min Yoongi | Suga
   • Jeon Jungkook
   • Kim Taehyung | V
   • Kim Seokjin | Jin
   • Kim Namjoon | RM
   • Jung Hoseok | J-Hope
   • Park Jimin (BTS)
   • Min Yoongi | Suga
   • Graphic Description
   • Mention of blood
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Jeon Jungkook is cold
   • Park Jimin is Hopeful yet emotionless at the same time
   • Kim Taehyung is bad at expressing his feelings
   • J-Hope and Suga has an established relationship
   • Kim Namjoon | RM is Patient
   • Kim SeokJin is a social butterfly
   • Too much Emotional pain
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Psychological Drama
   • english is not my first language
   • Angst

   Summary

   "Please Jungkook ah, I beg you don't do this to me" The boy sobbed and begged

   "I will do anything i want, what I desire and what my heart wants. I don't care about anyone, and especially not you." Came a harsh reply from the other one.
   ..............................

   " I love you jungkook ah, I always did the moment I saw you. I was determined in changing you, but I think life wanted others ways around." Jimin confessed, a single tear rolled down his eyes for the last time before they closed forever.  

   "Jimin-ah, No, Please don't close your eyes". Jungkook shook the boy body virtuously , tears continuously falling down.
   .................
   " I want to change Jungkook-ah, but I feel like the moment I will, I may not be able to see it." Jimin said, sitting beside his mother grave.

   "But Mom, I am determined to do it even if i lose myself for it, I will do it." He said and then slowly stood up and left.
   ..................

   "I love you Jungkook- ah."

   *****************
   Jungkook-ah I want to become a star so that I can know why people suffered, why did they suffered and who made them suffer.” Jimin said to the sleeping boy on his shoulder.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   28,679

   Chapters:

   27/?

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   Kudos:

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