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Dear Jimmy,
I love you .. Do you love me too? I know you won’t though I thought maybe I would have a chance, a chance to be with you , but I see how you look at her with loving eyes and a flustered face. The same face that I give to you when I look at you. I see how you blush when she looks at you or when she compliments your hair or your outfit. I see how you smile anytime she walks by.
It’s hard to see someone you love gush over someone that’s not you. It’s hard to see you gush over someone that’s not me . It’s hard to see you think that she was the one who gave you those poppies, your favorite flower , when it was me . I was the one who left those poppies in your locker. I just wished you would notice the little things I would do for you just like how I noticed the little things you do for her.
You probably don’t understand, Jimmy. I love you . I love how you brush your dirty blond hair out of your face, anytime it gets in the way. I love how your brown eyes would always have a sense of emotion even if it was sadness. I love how your face would turn a light rose pink, anytime you got embarrassed or flustered. I love how kind you are towards other people. I love how you play the guitar. I Love You, Jimmy with all my heart, to the moon and back.
But do you love me? Is the real question here.
I’m fine just being your friend. I just don’t want you to leave me. Just don’t leave me alone please.
Love, your one and truly friend , Scott
2022-05-09
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Dear Jimmy ,
I’m glad you're happy with her . If she ever breaks your heart , I hope you know I’ll always be waiting for you.
I love you.
Love Scott Smajor.
2022-06-19
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A beautiful red poppy laid in the dirty blond boy’s locker with a note full of love.
The blond boy was so naive and thought it was f rom his ‘true love’ though it was from his light blue haired friend that cried so many tears for him.
The blue haired friend left the poppies for the blond haired boy with hope of a new relationship.
It did not happen. Only pain spoke and tears for the blue haired friend.
It was simply the blue haired friend’s fault for falling in love with someone he knew he couldn’t have… and that led to a heartache for both boys though for different reasons.
The End