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1. tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us by july4thkisses

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M, M/M
   • Complete Work

   15 Sep 2022

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester
   • Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Jessica Moore
   • John Winchester
   • Real Tyson Brady
   • Pre-Stanford Era (Supernatural)
   • Stanford Era (Supernatural)
   • Post-Stanford Era (Supernatural)
   • Angst
   • Falling In Love
   • Yearning
   • Like So Much Yearning
   • Anal Sex
   • Blow Jobs
   • Pegging
   • Rough Sex
   • Recreational Drug Use
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • its only one scene but its intense soooo be careful
   • Slow Burn
   • kind of?
   • like its established that theres feelings there but it moves slowly
   • Self-Harm
   • again its only one scene but be careful
   • Mutual Pining

   Summary

   “I want it more than anything,” Dean breathed, “And that’s the problem. You’re leaving, Sammy. I can’t let myself have this when I know that I won’t ever have it again. You’re going away, and things are ruined now, and. And I can’t let myself be inside you because if I do, I might bury myself deep inside and never fucking come out.”

   A chronicle of Sam and Dean's love story from the summer before Stanford to partway through season one, separated into fragments by Richard Siken quotes.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   26,361

   Chapters:

   6/6

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