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floodlights by orphan_account
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note & Related Fandoms
27 Sep 2022
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Summary
Mello squeezed him as hard as he could despite his injuries. Matt nestled into the crook of Mello’s neck and could smell the scent of shampoo in his hair. He felt the rough texture of his bandages on his fingertips, and he could hear Mello’s slow, soft breathing.
“You’re fucking crazy.”
“I know.”
“You’re fucking crazy, and I can’t watch you die like this.”
“I... know.”
He’d so much more he wanted to say to him, so much more that he knew Mello wouldn’t really accept. He’d wanted to tell him that he wasn’t nothing, that that he meant so much to him and that he loved him. But the words were wedged in his throat and he didn’t think it’d hold any weight for anything meaningful. He sighed; this was the toxic pattern they’d always fall into during the past few days.
Or Matt struggles to find his meaning after the events of the explosion, albeit trying to mend the pieces of his and Mello's relationship.