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1. you've lost your philosophy, you've lost your touch by oliviahyehi

   Fandoms: NCT (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Sep 2022

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Lee Jeno & Na Jaemin
   • Lee Jeno/Na Jaemin
   • Na Jaemin
   • Lee Jeno
   • NCT Dream Ensemble
   • plus - Character
   • Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul | Ten
   • Kim Dongyoung | Doyoung
   • Lee Taeyong
   • jaemin and jeno become enemies on a random tuesday
   • Blood and Injury
   • Depersonalization
   • Violence
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Vomiting
   • Attempted Murder
   • no happy ending
   • read safely !!

   Summary

   jeno used to have a bad habit of throwing up after having arguments. he still remembered the first time it happened- promptly after hearing his father slam the front door of the house on his exit and right into the kitchen sink when he was thirteen. after that, it never stopped.

   at the age of twenty two, he was still leaning over the toilet bowl with agitated fists gripping either side of the white porcelain. he leaned back and wiped his mouth with the sleeve of his sweatshirt and the sweat on his forehead with the back of his hand. a frustrated huff left him as he got up to brush his teeth for a second time that night.

   jaemin fucking na.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,924

   Chapters:

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   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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