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Some touch was good, while others weren't. I do know how to differentiate between touches and how they could affect me. I personally don't like giving them and prefer to receive them. When my friends come up to me and give me a hug, it makes me feel loved. Sometimes it is hard to return the same energy and I really hope they understand. I feel different when it's a different person or I'm forced to. Why must I hug someone just because they are a relative? It never made much sense to me. I don't like it when I am forced to have contact with them. The way I feel to this touch is not the same way others might feel. Some of these touches feel like love but it is not that strong. They are just lingering feelings just to make a person cheer up for a bit when they are not happy. I just want a touch with warmth that will last forever.