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i love him.
i love johnny.
i love the way his face goes red when i only just look at him.
i love how he constantly tells me he loves me, no matter what the situation is.
i love when he kisses me.
i love the nights we spend together, arms and legs tangled.
i love hugging him, and pulling it off like it's completely platonic.
i just want to keep him safe.
i just want to hold him until i die.
i just want to comfort him whenever he says anything about hurting himself.
i just want to constantly be with him.
constantly talk to him.
i want to tell him that it'll be okay.
that it isn't his fault at all.
he's all i think about.
at school, at home, when i'm going to sleep, in the shower.
he is always on my mind.
darry and soda constantly ask why i'm smiling.
they think i've met a girl.
but it's just johnny
but how do i tell him?
we're dating and all, but it still feels like a crush.
i still get flustered when he talks to me.
i still worry about saying the wrong thing.
i just love him too much.
i love johnny.
and i want him to know that.