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1. trigger warnings exist for a reason by SwAgAmAnDeR

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Jul 2015

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Alcohol
   • Sadness
   • Angst
   • closeted phan

   Summary

   After getting an accidental bloody nose, Dan remembers how mesmerized he is by his own blood. Sure, he's been self-harm free for years now (with the help of his lovely boyfriend, Phil), but the night that he has dubbed "The Red Wedding: Dan Howell Edition" changes things.
   He figures that he should probably tell Phil how he's feeling and how badly he wants to see red again, but Phil's going on a trip to Germany for a week and Dan doesn't want to bother him so he decides to wait until Phil returns.
   That turns out to be a poor decision on Dan's part.

   Warnings for: graphic descriptions of blood, self-harm, and depression. There's also some swearing, alcohol, and mentions of sex.

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