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1. Love Lost by Rinoa2530

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Feb 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Jack Kline
   • Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • The Empty | The Shadow (Supernatural)
   • Post-Episode: s15e18 Despair (Supernatural)
   • Post-Episode: s15e20 Carry On (Supernatural)
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Character Death
   • Violence
   • Depressed Dean Winchester
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Eating Disorders
   • Love Confessions
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Angst
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Castiel Loves Dean Winchester
   • Recovery
   • Reunions
   • Human Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Recovering Alcoholic Dean Winchester
   • Declarations Of Love
   • Falling In Love
   • No Sex
   • Kissing
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Comfort
   • Dean Winchester Loves Castiel
   • Character Death Fix

   Summary

   When Cas is taken to the empty, Dean is completely broken. Unable to live without his best friend he tries everything to get him out. But after each failure his mind starts to shatter and he starts to think of other ways to end the pain.

   Sam and Jack know they have one shot to get Cas back for Dean, but with only a 50% chance of success they know they could end up losing them both.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,184

   Chapters:

   2/2

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