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"Great work for todays practice!" An exclaimed as she opens a bottle of water whilst sitting on a bench nearby the park
"Mhm! You guys did great today!" Kohane nodded in agreement as she smiled gently
An looks at her partner before completely wrapping her arms around Kohane's shoulder, giving her a few compliments as usual
Akito's attention seemed to be occupied by something, his eyes stared below blankly as if his eyes were completely dead, though no one seemed to noticed which is a good thing
He's awfully quiet, no sound or voice came from him
Noticing Akito's strange behavior, Toya placed his hand on Akito's shoulder with his face looking a bit worried
"Akito? You seemed awfully quiet.. is something wrong?" Toya asked
Akito snapped back from his thoughts and turned to Toya, seeing his face left a slight guilt inside his heart
Shaking his head in disagreement, Akito reassured Toya nothing was bothering him, "No its nothing.. really its nothing important" he said
Toya kept his mouth shut not wanting to discuss anything further, he nodded his head in response though his heart still holds a feeling of doubt
"I'll get going now, I have something to do at home! See you tomorrow" Akito stated as he waved goodbye and went on his way
"I'm home-" Akito shouted but yet again it was interrupted by his dad having an argument with Ena, its nothing Akito could take but it has been an annoyance to him, their argument started getting more often and more louder which causes Akito to can't literally focus on anything really
Both Ena and their father ignored him and continued to argue instead
Covering both of his ears tightly, Akito silently crawl up to his room and closes his door silently
Throwing himself to bed, he covers himself with pillows and scrolling through his phone as a distraction, never even bother to change his clothing
It was annoying, truly annoying to hear their shouting and arguments every single time
All his friends were occupied including his boyfriend, Rui
He felt lonely, truly lonely without no one to talk or spend his time with
Remembering he has to write the next song lyrics for VBS he got up from his bed and started working
It was hard to focus, it was annoying and too much for him
He felt some pressure hearing his sister and father arguing too often, he felt guilty and overwhelmed but theres nothing he can do, theres nothing he can do, nothing.
He decided to face-time Rui for assistance to get rid of this loneliness, forgetting that he probably has work to do, he still face timed him
Without hesitation he face-time Rui first for the first time and Rui was quick to answer it
"Akito! Its rare for you to face-time me first~ Do you need anything?" Rui teased, he's in his room wearing a pair of glasses
"Nothing, I'm just bored, are you working on something?" Akito asked, tilting his head slightly
"Yea I am, by the way your house sounded lively there, is something going on?" Rui questioned with a concerned face, Akito totally forgot to wear his headphones before face-timing him
"Ah yea Ena is arguing with our dad too often lately, this is the 4th time" Akito turned his face to the back before turning to Rui once again
"I shouldn't have said that.. sorry" Rui apologized with a guilty look
"No no its okay, its nothing serious really" Akito reassured whilst shaking his head
"Hows your show? Did it go well?" Akito questioned, changing the topic distracting Rui's attention
Before Rui could reply, he had a message appeared regarding his work and excused himself to stop face-timing for a bit
Of course Akito allowed him, but a part of him hated the fact that he had to stop face-timing him
He decided to clean his room for a bit to distract himself from boredom, he wished he hadn't do that and listen to music instead
He opened his door slightly just to hear his father statement about him, "Akito is a much better artist instead of you, why can't you accept that?" It was truly sickening to him
"Shut up, SHUT UP, I'M FUCKING DONE WITH YOU." Ena yelled as she storm off to her room as her eyes met Akito's
"Ena I-" Akito mumbled just to be cut off by Ena "SHUT UP, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU, I WISH YOU WERE GONE." she shouted before shutting her door shut.
Akito felt his legs gave up on him before closing the door shut
He walked over to his desk as his vision began to blur, 'what was happening' he said
He began to tremble uncontrollably, his chest was tightening resulting his breathing to become uncoordinated
He can't feel anything except his chest having extreme pain and the struggle of trying to breath before his phone began to rang, it was Rui trying to call him back
He can't hear anything, everything became numb and his vision was unclear
All he hear was ringing through his hearing his chest hurts and began to tighten even more that it was more of a struggle to breath to the point he tighten a grip to his chest
He can't do anything, it was useless and suffocating to him, he didn't want to be this vulnerable yet he can't do anything about it.
"-KITO" A voice reaching out to him, calling his name in pure desperation
His vision began to clear as not one but four people were in his room looking worried
"AKITO CAN YOU HEAR ME?" Another one calling out to him in desperation, it was Rui with a concerned look on his face
Akito's breathing began to stabilize once again, he felt a bit relieved yet again embarrased
He wont dare to look up to Rui who is holding his hand firmly, he can't look up or face him
"Are you okay, Akito look at me please" Rui pleaded, holding Akito's face and gently making him face Rui
Tears strung his eyes as he muffled himself to Rui's chest, hugging him tightly
Rui hugged him back to comfort, reassuring Akito with his words
Kohane, An and Toya who witnessed Akito's sobs decided to give both Rui and Akito space by leaving the room
Rui, whom was trying to calm Akito down stroked Akito's hair gently as his other arm rested on Akito's shoulder, hugging him firmly
It took a while but Akito finally felt a bit better
"I'm sorry" Akito mumbled as he gazed on the ground, trying not to face Rui's eyes
Rui planted a kiss on Akito's forehead and patted his back while smiling gently, relieved nothing bad happened to him
"Don't be, I'm here for you Akito" Rui reassured