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I smiled. It wasn’t a smile like any other I’d ever had upon my face. It wasn’t a smile of happiness or joy, or laughter or triumph. It was a smile of bittersweet longing, and it stuck there on my face. I felt like I was looking at myself in the third person. I could practically see myself, legs kicking back and forth in a lazy way, as if they were swinging through water. My eyes were blank and glazed over, like I wasn’t really looking at the lava but instead inside my own mind. They were half-closed and I looked like I would pass out any moment, but I knew I wouldn’t. I knew I was more awake than I ever was, even though I felt like I was trying to get through a swimming pool of honey.
I was almost tempted to laugh, but I didn’t want to ruin the silence. I never knew the nether was so quiet. Maybe it wasn’t; maybe the thoughts just took up so much space in my head they blocked out everything else.
I scoot farther forward. Just one more and I would be falling into the pool of magma beneath me. I stared at it, as I had been for the past… how long had it been? An hour? Two? A day?
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tommy being depressed in exile(in first person for some reason idk man) -
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