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1. A Heart Like Mine by insomniamemoirs, RandomWordsAndStormyDays

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Mar 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Keegan P. Russ/Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Kate Laswell
   • Kate Laswell's Wife (mentioned)
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Keegan P. Russ
   • Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Mating Cycles/In Heat
   • Pack Dynamics
   • Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Fluff
   • Smut
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • so much of it
   • pushing my keegan and Simon besties agenda
   • some pretty in depth discussions about trauma
   • they all have PTSD
   • we did that to them
   • they all have anxiety and it manifests in fun places
   • mentions of prior abusive relationships
   • consent kings
   • The Drop Returns
   • CHAPTER FIVE TAGS
   • mentions of self harm
   • mentions of past sexual assualt
   • mentions of torture
   • Mentions of suicide attempts/ideation
   • everyone lays out their trauma on each other
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Mentions of alcoholism
   • mentions of overdose
   • mentions of childhood trauma
   • look it's just four people trauma dumping on each other

   Summary

   141 opens their hearts to a new member of the Pack, and all the bullshit that goes along with that, which means cycling off suppressors and going into heats and ruts.

   But old wounds and repressed trauma have to show eventually, and the entire team is left scrambling to find stable ground in the mess that is their pasts, presents, and future.

   Title from Miranda Lambert

   //

   EDIT 22 JAN 24: Now with POV breaks between character changes

   Series

   • Part 6 of Soldier's Eyes

   Language:

   English

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